Chapter 5 - Love, Losing It and Dating

I walked into homeroom and saw everyone sitting in their seats. Sharpay wasn't her normal mean self, it seemed kind of wrong that she was really unhappy. I sat down in my seat and Caden walked over to me and we kissed. I didn't feel anything in that kiss. I used to feel more but now I feel more when I kiss Troy. I looked at Troy knowing that I couldn't talk to him. Caden smiled and sat down next to me.

I walked into English class and saw everyone sitting down writing their poems. I saw Troy and sat down next to him, it was the only part of the school day where we could be together. We still have to write a poem but we didn't know what to write. We had a couple of ideas but they are not good enough.

sat there for an hour listening to the teacher talking and wrote notes from what she was talking about. I wanted this lesson to last longer so when the school bell rang I didn't want to go. I picked up my notebooks and put it my bag. I longed to hug Troy or kiss him but I had to try not to. I smiled at Troy and left the room.

I walked home and looked at my calendar, it was only Wednesday. We had two weeks to finish the poem. We should be working on the poem but we somehow get to busy. My Mom walked into my room and said ''I am going out tonight; behave you when I am gone''. My Mom smiled and kissed me on the forehead and left the room.

I heard Troy knock on the door and my Mom answered it. I heard Troy walk up the stairs and into my room. I heard my Mom's car drive away and Troy kissed me and we sat on the bed kissing.

Troy took off his shirt and I took off mine. Troy kissed me and laid down next to me. I walked over to my chest of drawers in my skirt and bra and got a condom out; I always had a condom in my drawer just in case. I walked over to Troy and gave him the condom. I sat on the bed kissing Troy.

I laid down and pulled my skirt and knickers off. Troy looked at me and pulled the rest of his clothes off and put the condom on and Troy laid down next to me and kissed me. We started to have sex. Troy put his hand on my cheek and I kissed it.

After ten minutes we stop. Troy laid down next to me and we kissed. I can't believe we had sex, I had always thought my first time would be with Caden. Troy pulled the condom off and chucked in the bin and put his clothes on and kissed me. I smiled and said ''I think you should take a shower, your sweating''.

Troy looked hotter when he was sweating. I put my clothes on and I sat down on my bed and Troy kissed me. Troy was special and in the evenings he is all mine. Troy put his hand on my cheek and he said ''I think I might be falling in love with you''.

I smiled and put my hand on top of his and told him ''I feel the same''. I have never felt this way about Caden. I don't know what I am feeling but it is nice. Troy walked downstairs and I followed him and I asked ''what are your parents going to say if you come home sweaty''. Troy smiled and kissed me and told me ''I just tell them that we were playing basketball''.

I smiled, would his parents believe him but they probably trust him. I looked at him and put my head on his cheek and told him ''I will see you later, I am going to have a shower before Mom comes back''. Troy kissed me and left the house.

I walked upstairs and walked into the bathroom and had a shower. I smiled and thought about Troy and started singing. I have never sang before, well apart from church choir, I had a solo but I took one look at all the people standing there and I ran off the stage, end of solo career.

I dried myself and walked into my bedroom and got changed into my night clothes. I heard my Mom come in and walked downstairs and I saw my Mom making out with some guy. Who was he, why didn't my Mom tell me about him? I ran into my bedroom and sat down on the bed.