Chapter 7 - It's Over

I looked at Troy shocked and ran out the door and broke down crying. Why did this happen. I saw Taylor walking over to me. I didn't want her to see me like this, what I did was wrong, I am a bad person.

Taylor walked near me and asked ''what's wrong''. What could I say, I betrayed my boyfriend who I thought about dumping, I lost my virginity to jock who told me he loves me and I am love with him. Maybe this was the way it was supposed to be. I told Taylor ''I am ok, just my Mom is dating again''.

Just when Taylor was supposed to speak I saw Caden walk out the door and he looked at me and said ''Gabriella, how could you do that with Troy, I don't know you any more, this, us is over''. I wasn't upset that Caden broke up with me but I felt I need to give him an explanation so I told him ''Caden, it wasn't like that, Troy and I had something special, and I love him''.

Caden looked at me and walked near me and shouted ''well go back to having sex with him then Gabby, he told me, I loved you but at this Moment in time I hate you and him, just leave me alone''.

Caden ran off and I started crying again, I knew it would come out but not like this, at least nobody was around. Taylor looked at me angry and said ''you and Troy have been having sex, I don't know you Gabs, you would never have fallen for a jock, I can't be friends with you at the Moment, I am sorry''. I was losing everything to a jock that I have fallen in love with. Taylor walked off and I started crying. I needed to go home.

I walked home still crying. I lost my friend and boyfriend to a love that was never supposed to happen. I sat on the couch crying and I heard my Mom and Oliver upstairs. I heard a knock on the door and I answered it, Troy was standing there. Troy walked over to the couch and I followed him. We just started kissing.

My Mom walked downstairs and Troy and I just stopped kissing. I was still crying and my Mom asked ''what's wrong, Gabby''.

I looked at my Mom, I needed to tell her so I said ''well one day, me and Troy kissed, it turned into something more, we had sex. Caden found out today and dumped me, Taylor also found out and she broke our friendship, I have lost everything Mom, I know your mad but it was just something that happened''.

My Mom kissed me on the forehead and I hugged her. At least two people cared about me and I stayed with me. My Mom looked at me and gave me my backpack and said ''I think you need to go school''. I smiled and walked out the door with Troy and I kissed him.

I walked to school; it was lunch time by now. I walked over to Taylor but she didn't even look at me. I looked at all the people sitting in their clicks. I wasn't part of any clicks any more. All of the seats were taken; I had no choice to sit on the stairs. I saw all of the jocks looking at me and laughing.

I should have known. I looked at Troy sitting there eating. I couldn't sit there knowing people was looking and laughing at me. I put my lunch down and ran off. Now I have to keep my love for Troy even more hidden. I walked into the science lab and I sat down. I was in the one place I belong, a geek who was I am. I saw Caden walk in and I decided to leave, I couldn't hurt him anymore so I told him ''you can go in here, I leave''.

I walked to my locker and saw Troy. I needed to go back to my old life however bad it hurts. I looked at Troy and waved. I looked at Troy and said ''everyone is laughing at me''. Troy tried to hug me.

I wanted to hug back but I needed to do this now however bad it hurts so I told him ''Troy, you're a great guy but not boyfriend material''. Troy looked at me upset and said ''what are you saying''.

I need to do this now, it is hurting to wait longer, I don't want to do it but this is not me. I can't date a jock. I looked at Troy and longed to kiss him but I said ''you're a jock, not a boyfriend''. Troy looked at me upset and told me ''did you ever think maybe I could be both''. I looked at him upset and said ''I'm sorry''. I walked off crying, I hurt him and myself. This felt bad but now I could get back to studying.