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BPOV

I had been dreaming that I was driving down I-90, not for any reason just to drive. Suddenly my dream changed, I was in the middle of Edward and my meadow and he was circling the edge. I could smell his sweet perfume from where I was sitting and it was better than I had ever remembered, suddenly her was next to me hi cold, perfect, pale hand stroking my face and he was whispering something… I jerked awake.

There he was lying next to me where he had so many times before. He smiled as my eyes fluttered open. I gasped at he beauty of his crooked grin that I loved so well. "Oh my Bella, I've missed you."

"N-No, you're not here, you left."

"I did Bella, love and for that I am eternally sorry. But I have come back. And If you'll have me I'm here to stay for good, because I love you and I cant live without you and I was a fool to ever think I could and I am so so sorry. Can you forgive me?"

"Forgive you? But… you didn't want me anymore. And that, it made sense I wasn't good enough and you left and now, now I am hallucinating or dreaming maybe. You're not here"

"Oh Bella, my love you're awake and I'm here and I love, you're not good enough yes, you're too good I don't deserve after what I put you through but if you'll have me I'm here."

"You said though that you didn't-"

"Bella if I had told you the truth, that I wanted to protect you, you wouldn't have let me go, it was the purest form of blasphemy what I sad to you that day! I meant what I said when I told you I would always and will always love you. Can you forgive me Bella for the lie?" I was so confused was this real? If it weren't would I be questioning things? No I wouldn't so that must mean… It's real! But he came back, but he left…to protect me.

"What will keep you from going again, I mean you thought this through before right? So it is a possibility you'll leave me again."

"I am glad to hear you believe that I'm really here, but Bella. I can't leave you again, look at me here again, unable to keep away, like a real heroin addict after all. So believe this, I am here until you send me away."

I smiled at his reference to the way he had explained to me the way my scent called to him. "Oh Edward! N ever!" I pulled him to me and kissed him with no restraint and he didn't try to stop me I knotted my fingers through his hair and his hands hungrily searched my face as if memorizing it. The intensity began to increase and he pulled away, his face lit up again with my favorite crooked grin.

EPOV

"Bella darling I only just got back, please don't kill yourself now by forgetting to breathe." I smiled at my love and she returned the gesture with a sheepish grin and her familiar blush. Oh how had I lived so long without that human virtue? No one on this earth could blush like my Bella! MY Bella it felt so good just to think it.

"So…" She began looking as if she wasn't sure if she ought to continue.

"Yes love?"

"Does this mean that- that all of you are coming back?" She looked up nervous and hopeful.

"Hmm, I don't think I could keep them away any more than they could me, we all love you Bella." And with that I resumed kissing her with less caution that before I left but more than moments before, and I could tell, more than Bella would have liked. "Now Bella, sleep my only love."

And then I spent the rest of my evening in my very favorite way, watching my Bella sleep; her steady heart beat in my ears, and her scent, almost like freesia, filling the room. And then as if to take the moment even further from reality she muttered the words "I love you Edward, always."