Sound of Pulling Heaven Down

And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm so yours for the taking
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me...

In the middle of the night, once my clock had struck 2:00 am, I stared up at the dark skies, dreaming, but so very awake. After what had happened earlier, I didn't know if I could face the world anymore for I was alone, so very alone…

Edward… Edward… his name seemed to be the only name I couldn't say aloud, but always repeated inside my head. It did bother me that Jacob had returned without having of talked to me in months, due to our promise to each other, and now he just started talking to me, as if nothing had ever happened.

"Bella? What are you doing up so late?"

As I gazed down from my window, I caught sight of a figure, however seeing as I was half awake, I was not sure on who it was. "Edward, is that you?" I asked, squinting my eyes trying to see the figure bellow in the darkness of the night. Silence lingered, and I instantly knew who it was, and I can't say I wasn't disappointed.

"Actually Bells, Its Jacob." He said, and by the sounds he was making, I was certain he was climbing up toward my window, so I moved back to leave him some room to land.

"Sorry." I murmured, my voice sounding weary and omitted for it was drastically late, even for me.

"Its fine, I guess." Jacob shrugged, yawning. "There's been rumours going around that the blood- I mean Vampire of yours has done a runner."

After having of heard this from Jacob, I kept my mouth shut on what had happened between the two of us, for I didn't really want Jacob's ego going so high that it reached the Heavens above. Becoming taciturn, I glanced away from my former best friend, trying to block out my 'blast from the past' images, however as I turned around to face him again, I saw Jacob sitting in the rocking chair I had every day pictured Edward in with his god complex. I couldn't help myself, I was infuriated!

"Jacob!" I was fuming, and I just knew it seeing as the look Jacob had on his face was a mixture of shock and horror, along with puzzlement.

"Bella…?"

Shaking with sobs, I collapsed to the floor, my face hidden in my palms. Excruciate, Agony, Torment, Sorrow, Lugubriosity and Lacerate. These were my current feelings, which burnt my heart, causing me to demolish in front of Jacob. I shook violently as tears leaked from my eyes and fell down my cheeks. Edward! You promised that you wouldn't let me go through this again! Where are you? I need you!

"He… he… he promised me. He promised!"

Delicately, I felt a hand touch my shoulder softly, and it stayed in that position until I finished my break down, which I knew had to happen sometime soon because I could feel it building up inside me, waiting to be let out. Shakily, I lifted my pale hand and – with much hesitation - placed it upon the hand that lay on my shoulder, feeling its warmness. Rubbing it gently, I began to enjoy the splendour of its warmth, and closed my eyes. I've spent so long around Edward, that I forgot what it felt to feel warm, and this could be… the last time I ever feel the feeling.

"Bella, everything's going to be okay. I love you."

For once in my life, I didn't care that it was Jacob who said this, to be honest, I felt glad that it was him because I knew he wouldn't leave me and he'd protect me, no matter what.

Edward would've done the same, and you know it.

Blinking back threatening tears, I felt Jacob turn me to face him, but my eyes refused to look into his own. Do you know how much pain and betrayal you're giving to the Cullen clan?

"I…"

"Yes?"

Don't say it.

"I…"

Bella, I mean it.

"What is it Bella?"

Please, Bella.

"I love you too, Jake."

Feeling a stab in my heart, I moved my hand off of Jacob's, knowing what I'd done. This is what Alice was on about… I couldn't believe myself, it was so obvious, so very obvious, and it took me until now to finally realize what my mistake was going to be, and I had done it.

Shaking my head, I shrugged Jacob's hand off my shoulder and stood up, backing away. So, before, when he had kissed me, he had successfully played with my heart, and I had fallen for the guilt trip. How could I be such an idiot? How could I not see this coming? The signs were so clear!

"Bells…? Have I done something wrong?"

I shook my head.

"No Jake, it's the complete opposite. I did something wrong. I'm sorry, but can you leave please?"

By this time, I had tears in my eyes as I spun my head away from Jacob. What have I done? Edward, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me.

Without another word, Jacob climbed out the window, landing quietly and then forming into a wolf, he ran as fast as he could, and I knew this because I could hear his paws crunch against the grass, all four of them. Then he was out of sight.

"Well?"

Alice lowered her head, looking emotionless. She had just had a vision, and what she saw was exactly what had happened in The Swan Residence where Bella lived. I can't believe she betrayed him like that… I thought she loved Edward?

Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle and Esme sat around the counter in The Kitchen in The Cullen Mansion, awaiting for Alice to tell them what she saw and once she did, all of them gasped, even Rosalie.

"Does this mean…?"

Alice nodded her head, a grim expression on her face.

"We have to make sure Edward doesn't know anything about this."

At this, all the Cullen's turned to Carlisle who was glancing at the door.

"I know you're there Edward, come on in." He said in his velvet voice, and the door slowly swung to an open where a devastated Edward stood.

"I heard everything." Edward said, soft velvet voice in much pain. I can't believe she'd do this to me, after what I told her before I left. If he wasn't dead, he'd be crying right now, but deep emotion lied deep inside his eyes.

Alice raised her head to look at Edward, and she knew he knew what she was thinking in this moment in time, in fact, she felt the same feelings as him. The feeling of betrayal.

"What do you plan to do?" She asked, curious.

Edward glanced at the clock upon the wall for a brief moment before answering to Alice.

"I'm not going to do anything."

Staring up at Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Jasper and Emmett just blinked. It was true this wasn't a big surprise, seeing as Edward wasn't really the type of vampire to act rashly, however, the case being Bella, they never knew him to leave her be, especially when in a situation like this. Having their thoughts cut short, Carlisle spoke as Edward left the Kitchen and walked out of the mansion.

"He is going to do something about it, but first he has to blow off some self esteem."

Bella, I promised you I would never let you go.

I'm not going to give in that easily…

Yes, I give you The Fourth Chapter!

I am extremely proud of it, and I am going to have a break before I do Chapter Five, otherwise I'll be museless before I can write Chapter Six.

Oh, and I'd like to add that for those of you who aren't JXB Fans, please don't kill me, because I'm on you're side! Hahahaha.

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