BELLA POV
Pain, was impossible to describe so I will put it bluntly, first day it hurt, second day it burned, then third day it was ice. I mean that's blunt. Serious blunt-ness.
But any who, I'm alone, in the woods. I had just fed. I am so far away from home, away from the wolves and the Cullens. I'm just sitting here, but I'm just so calm! It's odd, but I need to think. Where could I go? I mean, Aro's gone! How could he just leave? I guess I should go home get my stuff. And plan my "death". I laughed darkly. I decided suicide was bad, because well… that would kill everyone. I hated the fact that I had to do that. Maybe, I could leave a note, then plant clues I'm dead. I stood up, gracefully, I must add. I then ran, full speed home.
When I got home again, I used the window Edward used to come in through to get in my room. Luckily Charlie wasn't home. But, I remembered he was on a fishing trip, and he had been since I was at Edward's 3 days ago. I walked downstairs and grabbed a notepad, and write a note to Charlie. Might as well get it over with.
Dear Dad,
I have a bad feeling about today, so I will just say it. I love you. Tell mom that to… I am going to go for a drive. I hate the fact that I know something bad will happen if I go. But I know I have to. Believe me, no one forced me to write this. Remember, I love you…
Love,
Bella
I felt like I could cry, but no tears came. I left the note on the TV where Charlie would find it.
I decided I would shower. (a/n: do vampires shower… well in my story they do) Then I looked in the mirror. My hair was still brown, with a new sleek shine. My eyes were gold. My nose was straight and perfect. My lips were bee-stung and well… perfect. I sighed, and stood up to leave, without any stuff.