I AM SO SORRY!!

1) I've been having massive writers block and I still am, I just can't take people being mad at me!

2) I'm afraid people will hate this chapter so I've been putting it off.

3) I just got back from a 10 day trip to IRELAND with the band. Being a a band nerd has some advantages. It was amazing!! We marched in the St. Patties Day parade in Dublin. If you want to see us, go to you tube and type in Huntsville High Dublin. We have red white and blue uniforms. Really dorky, but we r proud dorks. I mean come on! We went to Ireland!

The rest is some interesting stuff that happened on the trip that u probably don't care about, but I'm going to write anyway...

1) A couple of freshmen got drunk, becuz as u probably know, there is NO drinking limit in Ireland. It was really funny, every hotel we went to, someone got drunk.

2) The Irish people were making fun of us because we were from Alabama!! They were yelling stuff like, "ROLL TIDE!" and "WOW, THEY ACTUALLY GOT 'EM SHOES DOWN IN ALABAMA!" It was really insulting! Not all of us are rednecks, we just have more of them.

3) We had a party in one of the hotels, which we were sharing with a band from Pennsilvania at the time and they were making fun of us! The band that was there played Sweet Home Alabama just for us! (I requested The Devil Went Down To Georgia by Charlie Daniels just for the heck of it. If your from the South be proud of it... if u haven't heard that song, it is pretty much the most country song you will ever find. Anyway, they couldn't play it cuz the fiddle part was too hard...)

4) I was in a gift shop, with a couple of my friends and there was Irish sayings on a huge piece of paper (dont ask me why) and it said something along the lines of "take your friends to the dogs" and I was like what the heck does that mean? The clerk heard me and she looked at me like I was crazy and was like "Dog races," with a really snooty attitude. It really made me mad. Sorry not all of us have the Irish lingo down!

5) AND DID YOU KNOW "CULLEN" IS AN IRISH NAME? just thought u mite want to know...

READ THIS!!

I'm sorry if you don't like this chapter or if its not romantic enough for you, or lemony enough for you. But the whole story duznt revolve around Edward and Bella's wedding night...

Ill let you read now. I'm sorry my note was so long. Here it is...

"Bella?" Edward called from his bedroom. "The anticipation is killing me." I was surprised. His voice was shaking.

I was in his large bathroom in front of the floor length miror, scrutinizing my reflection. The blue silk nightgown Alice had gotten me hugged my curved and hid my flws. It was Edward's favorite shade on me. There was a slit that came to the middle of my thigh and the gwn cut off at my knees. My hair flowed down my back.

I knew that there was nothing more that I had to do, but I was rooted to the spot. I just couldn't get my legs to move, or my hand to reach for the door knob.

"Bella?" Edward asked softly, and I could hear that he was just outside the door. He sounded troubled. "Did you change your mind?"

I reached for the door and opened it without even thinking about it. I had been thinking too much. About how he might not like me, or I might embarass myself, or something along those lines. I just needed to calm down. And what better way to calm down than to see him face to face. To look into the golden eyes of my angel and realize that I didn't want anything more than to be with him.

He was right behind the door when I opened it. When he saw me he froze, his eyes raking over my body. I became extremely self conscious and felt like running back into the bathroom to hide. But the more I looked into his eyes, the more confidence I was building up. After a few minutes of silence, I decided to speak. "Edward?"

He blinked. "You're gorgeous."

He took my hand and led me to the bedroom, where I saw a tray of delicious looking food laying on the large bed. There was an assortment of totally random things: orange juice, chocolate, peanut butter and jelly, etc... and of course, an apple.

"I got a little bit of everything," he said, handing me the tray as I sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Thank you," I said, not really hungry (not even close), but not wanting to hurt his feelings.

I picked up the peanut butter and jelly sandwich and took a small bite, chewing slowly. Edward noticed.

"Nervous?" he asked sitting next to me.

"Wow, you're good," I said, remembering the conversation that we had before we told Charlie about the engagement. It felt like a lifetime ago.

"You don't have to eat if you don't want to, you know," he said quietly. "I brought it up just in case."

I thankfully set down the sandwich and Edward took the tray from my lap. He was gone and back before I could blink.

"You must be exhausted," he said, pulling my legs onto his lap and massaging my feet. It felt heavenly, especially after wearing those darn high heels all day. I closed my eyes and let my head lean back.

"You look beautiful, you know that?" I heard him say. I opened my eyes to look at him. He was gazing at me with love in his eyes.

I pulled my legs away from him and he leaned against the head board, pulling me onto his lap. I let out a sigh and let my head rest on his shoulder.

He traced light patterns on my exposed shoulder with his cold fingertips, making me shiver with delight. He still didn't know the effect that he had on me.

"Today was amazing," I finally breathed. I really was glad that I had given Alice free reign. She had done an amazing job.

"I agree," he breathed into the hollow under my ear. I shivered again, and I felt him smile against my skin.

"You really like having total control over me, don't you?" I asked. I had meant it to sound stern, but that didn't work out to well. He was currently kissing my neck. I loved it when he kissed my neck! At this point I was practically putty in his hands.

"It comes in handy from time to time," he whispered.

"Like... now... for instance?" I was having trouble forming a coherant sentence.

"Mmhmm," he murmured.

I couldn't take it anymore. I had to kiss him. His lips were at my jaw and I turned my head slightly to touch my lips to his. His hands moved lightly and slowly from my shoulders to my waist, massaging my lower back, pulling me closer to him.

Suddenly, he flipped us over so that he was hovering over me and his lips moved to my ear.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked softly.

I was breathing hard. "Yes," I whispered heavily.

He brought our lips together abruptly and kissed me with the most passion I had ever felt from him. One of his hands moved up and down my back, making me shiver, but not from the cold. As he did this, I began to fumble with the buttons on his shirt, and had gotten through two before he reached up and threw it over his head and across the room himself. My hands traced the perfect muscles on his chest and then his abs.

We were both breathing very hard now. Then, he grabbed the soft material of my nightgown and pulled it slowly up over my head and it joined his shirt on the other side of the room...

A couple days before I was about to post this, I got grounded and my computer was taken away... but I just got it back! So I went to Ireland, had tons of homework, and then got grounded to top it all off. The point is, I am so sorry for taking so long to update! I missed you all so much while I was grounded!

I apologize about how short this chapter is and how like half of it is a note. I hope you like it. I'm going to be updating a lot quicker now, or at least I'm gona try to.

They casted Jacob in the movie!! He is perfect! He has the ear-to-ear grin down and he is really really cute. Its the boy who played Shark Boy in Shark Boy and Lava Girl. Hate the movie, love the guy!

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