She turned her head towards the fireplace only to see Draco and Pansy practically eating each other's faces

She turned her head towards the fireplace only to see Draco and Pansy practically eating each other's faces. Pansy was sitting on his lap, pushing against Draco with incredible force. She had her hands in his hair, messing up his hair. Draco seemed delighted. He wasn't pushing Pansy away nor was he trying to get more of her. He just sat there, letting her roam his body.

"Let's-take this-in my-room baby" Nat heard Pansy whisper between pants. Nat was too distracted in the two that she didn't notice Blaise talking to her.

"Nat? Are you listening to me?"

Natalia turned around to see Blaise looking at her with curious eyes, then looking past her shoulder at the scene. He seemed slightly embaressed.

"I'm sorry. Look, this has been a really long day for me. I think I'm going to bed now. Thanks for everything today, I really appreciated it." And she really did. Blaise gave her an understand smile. He's so sweet! Nat went on her tippy toes to give Blaise a little peck on the cheek. She heard a little growl behind her. She turned to see Draco staring at her menacingly. Pansy was still on his lap, but she was chatting it up with another Slytherin girl. How dare he! What a little hypocrite!

It seemed that Nat's face showed the same thing she was thinking. Her eyes turned into slights and her mouth was slightly opened. Draco stood up immediately.

Too late for excuses. She thought to herself, running up the stairs to her room. She shut the door so hard, the whole Slytherin common room looked up to the noise.

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Why the fuck do I keep screwing up! Draco thought to himself. He never meant to hurt Nat's feelings. He would never! The only reason he snogged Pansy was for the same reason as the bathroom incident. To get Nat off his mind.

Even though Draco never made it official, Pansy spread the word that she was back with Draco. He couldn't keep screwing up, he knew it. And there was only one way to make it better.

Draco looked at the clock beside his night table. 2:34 am.

He quickly put a shirt on, and quietly crept out of his room. It would have been hard for anyone to find the girl's dorms in this dark, but after many one night stands, Draco knew his way perfectly.

He quietly opened the door, praying it wouldn't creek. As swiftly as possible, Draco glided across the room, to Nat's bed. He didn't dare to breathe. Draco looked down at her beautiful face. It was troubled. Her face was scrunched in frustration and later, released in a frown. It hurt him to think that whatever was on her mind, he made matters worse.

"Silencio!" he whispered as low as possible. Nat's eyes flew upon and slowly took in Draco's face peering down at her. Thank Merlin for the Silencio charm, Draco thought, looking at Nat screaming. He smiled sheepishly at her, and quickly perched her over his shoulder. He felt Nat's little wrists banging against his back, trying to hurt him. Even when she was trying to make him feel pain, it brought pleasure. Her every little touch. Draco lay her down in the corner of the common room, hidden behind a column. He looked at Nat with pleading eyes. Please don't scream and run away from me.

By this time, Nat was too worn out to make a run for it. Draco reluctantly removed the silencing charm.

"Look at me." Draco whispered, seeing how Nat refused to look him in the eye, only staring at her little feet.

"Look at me!" he whispered again, more severely.

Slowly, her head turned up, looking him dead in the eye.

"I'm sorry." Draco said. He's never apologized to a girl before.

"I can't believe you! You're such a little player. You led me to believe that there was something. I didn't know what it was. If we were just friends, or even more. How do you expect me to apologize to you? You have a girlfriend, Malfoy, " she spit out his last name, "even if you don't care about me, stop lying to other girls. What everyone says about you, I never believed, but now I really DO." Nat finally finished. She was breathing heavily.

It took a few seconds for Draco to take it in.

"Let me start of by saying that Pansy is not my girlfriend. She was. Until I saw her making love to my best friend. She has her own little imagination." Draco answered slowly.

"Then why were you snogging her!?"

Draco took a deep breath. Am I ready to confess?

"How do you feel about me, Nat?"

Her face looked confused. "Tha-that's not the answer to my question."

"It will help explain my answer. Please." He closed his eyes. When she didn't say anything, Draco looked up in her eyes. She was lost.

"I… I don't know." Nat stood up abruptly, and ran back to her room.

She wasn't lost. Draco lost her.

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