Bpov
After Emmett finally set me back on my own two feet. I decided to punch him. It felt good. He looked at me in surprise and started to rub his arm.
"why you do that Bella??" he asked "I didn't do nothing wrong"
I replied "I didn't have to worry about breaking my hand on you."
He grinned back and said "arm wrestle??"
I was about to reply when someone spoke from behind me.
"Emmett, leave her alone for a while ok?"
he looked like he was gonna cry. So I gave him a hug
soon I promise and I will beat you you know
HA we'll see bout that
I let go of Emmett and turned to the voice that was behind me. I then moved and gave carlise a hug and then gave Esme a hug as well. They felt very surprised but happy that I did what I did.
I then looked at carlise and said "I guess you want to hear my story about the past two years."
He just gave me a shocked expression. Typical Emmett just started to laugh. Alice smiled at me. And rose walked into the room and waved with a smile on her face.
Carlise, I have everyone in the Cullen family's power.
He just gave me a small smile and said "please sit down and explain."
I said "I will stay until I feel Edward then I must go to La Push"
Everyone in the family nodded with understanding. They didn't even ask why I was going to La Push. And I knew that they knew I would explain everything to them when I was telling my story about how I became who I was.
Bpov
"since all of you know that Edward and I got engaged, I guess I'll start after I found out you all left, for the second time."
"Bella…" Emmett was starting to say
do you want to hear it or not buddy
uh-oh my lil sis got a temper
he then did something I never saw and would probably never see again. He pretended to lock his lips with a key! I probably never would have believed it if I didn't see it with my own eyes.
"ok here goes." And I launched into my story of how I became one of them.
"after you left again, I came here to see it with my own eyes. I wanted to make sure what Charlie told me about you was right. He told me that you just left. And didn't say a word to anyone."
They all looked at me with sorrow in their eyes
"I came here and walked through every single room of this house. I really didn't know what I was hoping to find. The last room that I entered was Edwards. I was surprised to find that everything was gone except for the bed. It was like he didn't want to take it with him. As I walked closer into the room I found a note written on the bed. I was not surprised that it was addressed to me. I was also not surprised that it was in Edwards's handwriting. To this day I can remember what it said."
My dearest love,
I am sorry to leave you once again. I know that I swore that I would never leave you again. But I am doing it because I do not have any other choice. I wanted to stay with you forever. But there was one thing that I still could not do. I could not, would not change you. I love you too much to put you through all of that pain just to spend an eternity of being dammed with me.
I have decided to leave you once more. This time it is not to protect you from my family. It is to make sure that you have a normal human life. I know that you will probably hate me even more now that I have broke all of my promises to you. And for that I am truly sorry.
However, this time is different. I will not erase myself, or my family from your life. I know that they are as much as apart of you as you are to them. All that I ask is that you do not hate them for the things that I have done. I and I alone have made this decision. And I am forcing them to leave with me so that you ate not tempted to ask them to do what you so desperately wanted me to do.
I hope that someday you will forgive me and maybe even want to see me again. But I will completely understand if you do not want to. I will also understand if you move on and find another person to love. It is your right to do that.
Just please remember to forgive my family. They left because of me. They did not have much of a choice in the mater.
EDWARD
Everyone was silent in the room when I was finished reciting the letter to them. I didn't think any of them knew what to say or how to feel about it. which I understood completely because it was the way I felt when I finished reading the letter for the first time.
"Bella, can you tell us how you were changed??" asked Esme quietly
I just nodded and started to continue my story.
"as I was leaving, there was a noise from outside. I got a little scared because you left and the wolves would not come here unless I asked them too. I tried to leave as quietly as I could, but you know me, I tripped and fell down the stairs."
Emmett do not say a word. I know you better then you think
He just gave me a sheepish grin but never said anything.
"when I reached the bottom I was assessing the damage I did to myself. I really didn't do myself much harm. But I did break my wrist and had a nice gash on my arm. To this day I cannot figure out why the smell of my own blood didn't bother me that day."
Carlise I know you have a theory you always do but let me finish ok?
He nodded and I continued.
"as I was starting to get up to leave drive to the hospital, the front door slammed open. I looked up and saw a man standing in the doorway. 'I came to see what was the sweet smell was' he said. I knew he was a vampire because only you guys have ever told me how I smell to you. 'my name is Christian and I believe I know your name Bella.' I just gave him a look and before I could stand he was next to me and bit my neck arms and legs. 'I have turned you into what you most wanted to be. Please do not hate me or anyone like me. My family has heard about you and wanted to grant your wish. ' I just nodded and waited for the pain to come."
I looked around the room and everyone's face showed shock. So I just mentally told them
I know how you feel. I still don't get it.
And I continued my story.
"Christian stayed with me as I changed. It took less then was expected because after a day and a half I opened my eyes and told him I was hungry. He then took me hunting and helped me to get over my craving for human blood. 'your different from everyone I have ever known.' He once told me. And when I asked him why all I got was 'you will know soon enough.' He then said he was going to leave and join his family again and told me that I was ready to be on my own. 'but I do promise Bella to check on you once in a while' I just nodded and he left."
"after that I went home to Charlie and found Jacob and Billy there."
Everyone in the room growled. I just had a smirk on my face excepting their reaction.
"it was then that Charlie finally found out everything. He was told everything about you and who you really are. He was also told about the wolves. It took a while but it finally sank in and he believed all of us. He then found out something else about me that no one but Christian and I knew about."
Bella can I tell them ppppllleeeaaassseee
No because I am not going to tell….and you promised
Alice just looked at me and frowned but didn't say a word.
I was about to continue but I felt something in the air. I took a look around the room and realized that I was right. Jasper and Edward were on their way home. And if I didn't leave in the next minute I would see them both.
I took one look at everyone, gave an apologetic smile and ran out the back door. I was half way to La Push when I realized that I dropped the letter at the back door. There was no way that I was going back to get it. so I just kept running until I reached the familiar house that gave me so much sunshine.