Epov
I was standing in the trees watching her read Worthington Heights yet again. Didn't she ever get sick of that book? I guess I'm gonna have to get her others when all of this is over.
I was just about to go to her when I was thought of something. Since she doesn't know that I am here yet maybe I could listen to her thoughts.
There is a part of me that hopes he will never make it. I don't want to feel that he might leave me again if he feels he has to. I also do not our son to become attached to him to find out that he will lose him eventually. I lost him twice, my son won't lose him at all.
There is the other part that wished he will make it. I never realized that I missed him as much as I do. Seeing him again brought all of those feelings that I had buried a long time ago. I want to hear his promises of love and all the things he will do. I want to hear his sorry's of why he left. I want to forgive him.
A son!? She has a son? And its mine?! No wonder she said what she said to Emmett. I think that she thought I would be angry with her from protecting our son. But now more then ever I am angry with myself. I should have stayed with her. I should have changed her like I promised I would. What am I going to do now??
Uh-no she doesn't. your not going to run away from me that easily, love. I walked through the trees just as she turned to stare at me. What perfect timing I have.
"Edward" Bella said " you were going to miss me if you were three seconds later."
"no my love" Edward replied with a smile " I've been her for a while just looking at you"
"really"
"yes love, and you finally let your guard down I see as well."
'Oh" if Bella could have blushed she would have been beat red
'AH there is the Bella I know and love." Edward smiled that smile she loves so much "come I think that it is time for us to sit and talk about what happened and about our son."
"how did you know about him" Bella gasped
Edward just pointed to his head and said "you let your guard down honey."
"ok then…..have it your way" she sat with a hump"…..his name is Masen and he is five years old…..and yes Edward he is your son."
Epov
I am finally going to tell her what happened and why I had to leave. I do hope that she takes her second choice and forgives me. I would love for all of us to be a family again.