Disclaimer: I own Haley and Aiden.Yah!! But not the other Cullen. :
Okay, i spent most of the day writing this. There was a Tornado here and there was nothing else to do. I had writer block for a good while. Hope you like it. I want reviews. I didn't get any for my birthday which made me sad. :
I'll let you read now.
-Sarizzile6693
And I think it was stuck
And I think it was stuck. But my mind was searching for the answers to my questions about the Cullens. I've noticed that three of them have been missing for a couple of days Jasper, Bella and Edward. And when it's sunny they supposedly go "camping" but it doesn't make sense unless they couldn't go out in the sun. Like vampires. I know I sound crazy. And the only one who would believe me is Charlotte. She's just like me and the complete opposite of me at the same time. We've been reading "fairytales" as you might call it for years. Give us a breed and we can tell you everything about them. The real stuff not vampires sleep in coffins or garlic would save you from them but they are just like us in many ways except minor details like they live forever, they don't sleep, eat, use the restrooms like us. They can also have powers. And to survive they drink blood. One reason why I hope I was wrong about all of this. I want them to live and die. To eat and drink (water that is) to be able to love……. Me well for Aiden to love me that is.
Once again I think of him, his face, hair, smile, laugh, voice oh god that voice, his British accent. It drives me crazy. And yet a part of me wants him to a vampire. To be able to spend eternity together. Ah! He doesn't even like me! You heard him. We can't be together! Maybe it was just an excuse. I mean who would want me? I don't even dream anymore. It's just a big white room and me trying to run, run somewhere to find someone and I wake up exhausted. I grab my Ipod and run down the stairs. Dad's in the living room watching a commercial. "Hey Dad, I'm going to go for a walk I have my phone, Bye!" I leave before he replies not caring what he says. I walk over to my bridge. It's not what you'd called beautiful but that's what makes it beautiful. No one uses this bridge anymore. It's been closed off since a new one was built. I found it the first day we moved here, I was walking Lemon and she got off her leash and ran here. I heard the first couple of lyrics to Hellogoodbye- two weeks in Hawaii.
'You've got your airplane
And I've got the plain air of here
You're gone, I've gone insane
Oh when will you reappear?
I'm just some new kid
Who can't get his mind off of you
And I know that it's stupid
Why does every song have to remind me of him?
'Cause you've got Hawaii
and I've gotten no letters from you
I should stop whining
'cause it's only been a day or two
I don't know what you did
but you got me to fall for you
And I know that it's stupid'
Have I fallen for him? Like really fallen? Oh god! Maybe I have. But were talking about me not Nicole. I don't know how to deal with this. Ugh!
I ended plopping down on an empty sidewalk to wait and watch the sun set I have a good 50 minutes of waiting... I sit for a couple of minutes and I hear a loud base playing. And I knew it wasn't mine because I put mine on pause. Then the bushes start moving. Oh my god. Please be a bunny rabbit. Please………
"H..Hello? Is anyone there?" I walked up to the bush. God what the hell is wrong with me? I'm supposed to run away from the bush not to it.
As I moved the bush slightly I saw a dancing Aiden. But he looked different.
Since the sun hadn't set yet it was still sunny out. He glittery. Like he showered in glue and swam in diamonds. I can clearly hear the lyrics of We The Kings -All Again For You.
I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home
He started to sing. It was beautiful.
"I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again
When you were mine
You know...
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
Now I couldn't help but sing too. In fact seeing Aiden dancing made me want to also.
You were everything
that's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up
I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories
When you were mine
You know...
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
He was still in his world. I was unnoticed and grateful for it. I had missed him. More then anything else. I began dancing and as the last cord played he turned and saw me. Why am I so nervous that he's looking at me?
Maybe it's the fact that I know what he is. Nope this was butterflies. And I welcomed them. Still shocked he kept singing the words. Staring at me I kept singing too.
"You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again for you)
(I swear I'd do it all again for you)"
I kept staring for a couple of minutes. Thinking of what to say I'm guessing. After a moment he said "It's not what it looks like."
As I just stood there I thought. Ah hahaha. I just got the "It's not what It looks like. I swear line. How am I supposed to bring up the whole I know you are a vampire thing?
"Aiden, hi. I haven't really talked to you lately. How are you?"
He looked at me and stared. He looked into my eyes, into my soul. I could feel it. This bugged me because I have no soul. I sold to be with Aiden but he didn't want me. I wanted him to be a vampire to kill living people so we could be together. I didn't deserve to have a soul for thinking that.
I could feel my eyes tearing up and just like that I began to fall to the ground where I belong.
But suddenly I felt two cold strong arms around me. I when I say cold I mean the Titanic ice burg cold. They were comforting I didn't want him to let go.
"Haley, are you alright?" With you here how couldn't I be?
"Mhmm" I had a content grin on my face. And from the look I saw so did he.
He lifted my head and looked me in the eye. I could see in his eyes that he was battling between two things. Deciding which to do. Then I saw passion, desire, and love.
"Screw it!" And right then and there his lips crashed into mine. It was intense and soft, caring, and gentle. Like a puzzle piece that has been completed. He moved his lips around he was being cautious I could tell. I wanted to explore and I could tell he wanted to. Jeez I wanted him to.
It only lasted a couple of seconds before I needed to breathe.
"I thought that I could do this. But I can't. It's like I need you. You're my magnet. And you've pulled my heart out of my body. And it doesn't want to come back. But you need to understand that I'm bad. You need to be smart and leave." Woah. He kisses me then tells me to leave. How romantic.
"You're not bad." I said trying to convince him.
"You don't know what I-"
"Actually I do."
His face was puzzled and confused. "And how may I ask you know?"
"What?" Why is he asking me? He's so calm and gentle but I could tell he was curious. And I was freaking out!! How do I tell him that I know he's a vampire without sounding stupid? Well Aiden you see I know you're a vampire, so know we can be together forever! Yah! How lame. And he'd probably make his family move. Oh God what he does leave! I don't want that to happen. Ever!
"Well you see….I uh…..know be…because I've read books that explain yo…your family and your……uh actions. I know you're a vampire." I couldn't help myself from stuttering. He just stood there like I was a painting either admiring or insulting it with its eyes. I wasn't sure, his emotion was hidden. Then what felt like forever he walked closer to me but not by much and he said "Are you scared of me?" He waited for my answer as I thought I realized that I wasn't.
I started to laugh. He must think I'm stupid. I stopped laughing when I noticed him still waiting for my answer. "No. I'm not scared of you." I had full confidence in that first sentence. "I am scared that now you know that I know your going to leave. And leave me. Just when I thought we could be together. And if you are going to leave I want you to know." And I now spoke in a whisper because I knew he could hear me. "That magnet you feel I feel too. It's so strong that you could be on the other side of the world and I would feel myself drifting towards you."
I could feel the tear building in the ducks of my eyes.
He just looked at me for a few seconds. Ohh God, he is going to leave! Stupid tears! Stupid me! Ugh! Now my tears started to fall like a waterfall. Within a second I was in the arms of a vampire. I shivered from the coldness of his body.
"Sorry that I'm cold." He showed me an apologetic smile.
"Don't be. I like the cold better then the hot anyway." He chuckled at some sort of inside joke. And for that I smiled in his chest and inhaled his smell. This was the most fantastic smell! I have never smelled anything like this. It's the only smell I would ever want until I die. Just when I thought nothing could get better he said.
"When you said that if I was on the other side of the world you would drift. Well I was and I did. I was being pulled, like a current, towards you. This has never happened before with anyone."
Embarrassed by what he said I tried to cover myself from him.
"I can feel you blushing. It's okay. I like it." He never ceases to amaze me.
Never in my life would I think this would happen to me. But I'm glad it did.
"Ohh, before I forget you have killer dance moves!" I began laughing which caused him too also.
"Oh you think so huh? Well come on." He pulled me up. And in a flash there was a stereo and 'check yes Juliet 'by we the kings was playing.
'Check yes Juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the side walk I won't go until you come outside.
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window there's no turning back for us tonight.
Lace up your shoes
Hey yo hey yo!
Here's how we do. Run baby run don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart if we give you them a chance.
Doubt your hearts I'll sing they're not meant to be
Run baby run.'
We were jumping up and down singing the words at the tops of our lungs. Then we slowed down and we moved closer together when to next song was 'I'll Be by Edwin McCain.
' The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
We began slow dancing I felt my life in Forks is going to be okay. Better then ok, amazing.
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I looked up into his eyes and saw him looking back straight into mine. I didn't dare look away incase this was a dream, one I would never want to wake up from.
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
I felt a water droplet telling me this was to perfect to last. Warning me it's going to rain like every other day in Forks. Too late to pack it up it was coming down hard.
Aiden grabbed my arm. "We should go. I don't want you to catch a cold." Awe.
"As long as you're here I don't want to leave."
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
"Fine. But I want to make sure you don't get sick."
He's so cute when he's worried about me. "Yeah like come home with me?" I hope he says yes.
"Just to make sure your ok."
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
As the song ended I held on to him still swaying to some rock song that couldn't tell you the name of I was just paying attention to him and is hazel eyes.
"We should really start heading out before you parents get worried."
I nodded and we left to go into his car. It was my dream car a 53 Cadillac El Dorado in cherry red paint. "Why don't you bring it to school?"
After starting the car and turning the heat on for me he said "We aren't supposed to turn to much attention towards ourselves and I'm supposed to be around 17 and how could afford it? Plus like to just drive around in it once in a while." Supposed to 17 which would mean he's not. I'll have to ask him later this moment it to perfect.
He parked the car a couple houses down and said "See you soon." And he kissed my nose. I smiled and ran out of the car and in my house. Greeted my parents and said I was going to take a shower. I told Aiden I would so I am. As I walked into my bathroom I turned my shower on hot and as I waited I took my clothes off and looked I in mirror "He wants me? Why? Who cares?! He does and I'm happy!" I stepped in the shower and a shiver was sent down my spine not like the one with Aiden this wasn't special and It was hot! I washed my hair and body with a coconut wash. I jumped out of the shower shaved, clean and wet. I grabbed a towel and noticed I left my clothes in my room so I went to retrieve them. I changed and brushed my hair and teeth, washed my face and headed back to my room. Once I opened my door I saw my window open. And a note that said
Haley,
I wanted to make sure you showered so you wouldn't get sick. And thank you for doing so. If you need me just say my name and I'm there.
Aiden.
Why is he so perfect? I guess that's what years do you someone.
I grabbed the paper and smelled it incase it smelled like him which it did. "Aiden" it came lower then a whisper but then a gush of wind came through my window I went to close it and when I turned around there he was on my bed. Where I lay my head and sleep.
"You called?" Have I mentioned his voice is beautiful?
"Yes I did. I'm hot and need some cooling off." I said in a teasing voice.
"Your wish is my command." He motioned me to come to the bed which I did so. He lifted the covers and I slide in followed by him. There was a question that was bugging me and I had to ask.
"What's going to happen when we go back to school tomorrow?"
My heart was beating a thousand miles an hour while waiting for his reply.
My eyes got heavy and were closing in on me.
"That is the future this is the present and you need sleep."
"Aiden, please stay with me. And be prepared for a lot of questions tomorrow." I heard him chuckle and I smiled. Hoping my angel would return to me.
And he did. We spent all night talking about our likes and dislikes. At some point during the night my side became warm and I didn't like it. I asked my angel what happened and he said "Your parents are checking up on you. Don't worry I 'll be right next to you once they leave."
"Don't take to long."
"I'll be right by your side in no time but I already miss your warm skin against my granite skin."
"Your skin is what makes you so comforting. I miss you already. Where are you?"
"Haley I was in your closet but apparently they think you have a guy in here which you do they wanted to check so I moved under your bed."
"Okay. Unless they check for boogie monsters then you're screwed."
He laughed and within seconds he was next to me again.
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-Sarizzile6693