Okay im sorry about everything the not updating I know you don't want to hear my excuses but im still gonna say them I had a 5 page report on Steve Irwin for English, in reading we have been reading Anne Frank and I have to catch up on notes for a third of the book(yes during winter break), i've been trying to catch up on my friends (they deserted me for a while) yes theres more if any of you have any tips on NOT being a know it all or on getting your old best friend/boyfriend (from kindergarten) to believe his girlfriend is a twofaced devil girl. That's all!

I walked through a flower filled garden perfect with marble white pillars and a light snowfall. The flowers a nice shade of blue were still blooming in the morning light. A pond in the middle of the garden frozen over from the nights snow was before me. I twirled around in my dare I think beautiful dress. It was a light teal blue with the perfect length (there's a link in my profile check it out).

The flowers had all bloomed now and the sun had risen my secret garden was even more beautiful. Though the warm sun's rays beat down upon the snow it stayed cold. The air warm and lightly scented of honey felt good against my skin . Yes this place, my place could never be changed no matter how much war and hate in the world it was the one thing I had that would always be mine.

I woke up from the dream aware of my surroundings I was in a small cabin by a lake. Danny had transported us there last night. It may have been a dangerous move but we needed somewhere to go.

I have been having this dream ever since I was little; when the teasing started. This was my sanctuary where no one ever was to ruin it. Danny was the only other person on Earth who knew of these dreams. It was more real than dream but yet not completely physical. Oh how I wished to really be there.

I guess Danny didn't know everything about me he knew a lot though. He knew from when I was ten till now today was the day I would tell him everything else that is what I decided.

"Danny wake up, Danny," I shook him lightly on the shoulder. He got up and rubbed his eyes. "Hmm, what's the matter Allyson?" He asked sleepily. I looked at my watch. "It's time to get up it's almost eleven," I nearly shouted.

He stepped out of his bed and went towards the front porch, his favorite place. I sat down next to him on the swing. "Danny um I want you to know what happened to me when I was little it was a lot more then I ever told you," I whispered to him. He nodded and I started to recall everything from the beginning.

"When I was three my mom and dad still loved me and cared for me. My mom thought I was beautiful so she entered me in a pageant she said I was destined to win. I messed up and forgot the words to my song in the talent portion. I didn't win and she got mad because she had spent over 3 thousand dollars on me. She went and punched the girls mom and then she kicked the girl knocking out her teeth. As soon as I got home it was torture, her and my dad broke my and my leg it was terrible

"Then as soon as my arm and leg healed it was worse, I couldn't go outside I couldn't have friends and I would only get one meal a day. Then my dad got drunk more than ever he was throwing bottles everywhere and then he called for me I was almost five then but he threw his beer and me and made me watch my own blood drip down my cuts it hurt like hell and I wanted to leave but if I tried he would point a knife at me and say STAY

" By the time I was seven mom was gone almost always and one night she came home early dad didn't know that she had been pregnant and had the baby already she was that much but when he saw that little girl, little Celeste, he went nuts I saw everything. He yelled at her and slapped her making her confess to the fling. Finally he pulled a gun and shot Celeste he said if it wasn't his kid he wouldn't raise it. I saw the tears running down moms faces she wasn't the same since. I had a sister for a week then she was gone.

" Worst of all when I turned nine dad was really drunk the worst he had ever had even worse than when I was little. I had just had a giant growth spurt so even my longest shirts were showing my stomach. My dad saw this and he...he well he got even more drunk and tried to get me drunk I wouldn't drink anything though. He tried to um...kinda...well rape me that night he didn't though." I finished.

Danny was speechless and by the look of it thinking hard. He shook his head. "Allyson I didn't know," he said.

DANNY POV

I didn't know things could be so messed up, why did this one girl have to suffer so much. That wasn't cool I saw tears trickling down her face. I reached over and wiped them off. An urge over came me I leaned down and kissed her. We had always said we were in love but we had never kissed or actually said the words.

She looked up smiling and kissed me again. By this time of day the sun was setting (a/n she talked a lot just I didn't put it all in) Allyson had started falling asleep her head on my shoulder. I picked her up and carried her over to her bed. I tucked her in and I heard her whisper something strangely sounding like 'I love you' I shook it off.

I fell asleep to the sounds of Ally's soft breathing. Out of nowhere and even though she couldn't hear it I said "I love you Allyson"

Better than last chapter but not exactly 5 star maybe a 3 ½ or a 4. But please review