Almost Made You Love Me Flash Backs
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
I was one of the ones that thought that I wouldn't find the one for me. I was settling for someone that wasn't good enough for me. Then he cheated and I decided that he wasn't what I wanted. I didn't want anyone anymore. So I decided that I was going to move. I packed up all my things and left Florida to North Carolina to a small town. I can't help it I'm a small town girl. I found a beautiful house that had fifty acres and bought it. It was beautiful and I would be left alone. Or that was what I thought. But the day that I was moving in Two brothers ran into my yard and started thoughing things at each other.
"Hey what the hell are you guys doing?" I yelled out of my living room window.
They both stopped and turned towards the house. When I saw him I felt something that I never felt before. I flet my heart trying to beat out of my chest. "Who the hell are you and what are you doing in the house it's empty!"
I walked outside and looked at them like they were stupid. "I brought the place and the fifty acres that go with it. So once again what the hell are you guys doing?"
"Oh well we were bored so we decided to do some stupid shit around the town. We come here all the time because of the lake a few acres back. It's beautiful." The one with black hair said to me.
"You both look like a few guys I watch on tv sometimes. Jeff and Matt Hardy." I said as I leaned against the door frame.
"That would be us so you know who we are. Who are you?" Matt asked me.
"That's kinda rude don't you think? I mean you come into my yard throwing things and then demand to know who I am like you have every right to. Nope don't think so. You are more then welcome to go to the lake. Have some fun." I said before I walked back into the house.
"Do you need help with anything?" Jeff called to me before I closed the door.
"Really after I was a bitch you are going to ask me if I need help?" I asked him with a raised eyebrow.
"Pretty much." He said with a sweet smile. I knew then that he was hitting on me.
"I'm Rose Walters." I said to them as I waved them in.
"Hey you are that writer. The one that writes poetry and the series. I can't remember what it's called but that's you." Je ff said as they walked towards the house.
"Yes I am." I said to him.
"I love your bokks all of them." He said to me.
"Now that is nice. Just don't tell everyone they will be bugging me if you do.
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
Three weeks later I was running down the road listening to some Slayer and knew that this was what I should have done years ago. Then I felt like I was being followed and turned around to see MAtt and his brother raving after me. I decided to give them a run for their money so I took off as fast as I could. Then I cut through the path that I made and rushed through the woods as fast as I could. But suddenly I went down and someone was on top of me. "You can run pretty fast."
"Looks like it wasn't fast enough you cauight me." I said as I sat up and took out my earbuds.
"I knew a short cut." MAtt said as he offered me his hand.
I got up without his help and wiped myself off. Then I looked up at him as Jeff joined us. "Looks like MAtt is feeling you."
Matt hit him in his arm as I turned to walk away. "Not looking for a man."
"Really? Why?" Jeff ased as he appeared on the left of me.
"Do I need a reason to not want a man in my life?" I asked him as Matt joined us.
"Yes." He said and I rolled my eyes.
"Then let me put it another way. It's is no concern of yours." I said to them before I took off running again.
"You won't always be able to run away from me and you know it." MAtt called to me and I couldn't help but smile becasue I knew that he was right. I was getting it bad for him and that was a bad thing for me. I didn't want to get hurt again.
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
I was standing on MAtt's back porch while him and his friends partied inside. It was beautidul here. That's why I couldn't understand why they were always in my woods. "I thought you left."
"I wouldn't have left without telling you bye. Just too many people in there for my liking. I don't do well in large crowds." I said as I turned to look at him.
"You are beautiful." He said to me.
"Stop." I said as he started to walk towards me.
"I can't." He said before he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him.
"What would your brother say Jeff?" I asked him.
"He should have made his move." He said before he kissed me.
"JEFF!!" Matt yelled from behind us.
I pulled away and smacked Jeff. "You are an asshole!!"
"How could you do that knowing how I feel about ..." Matt stopped as he looked at me and saw me crying.
"Rose." He finished before he walked over to me. I went to say something but before I could he captured my lips with his. That kiss melted the ice around my heart and made me weak in the knees. When he finally pulled away he took my breath with him. "I really like you."
"I hope so with a kiss like that." I whispered after I got my breath back.
"Do you think you would like to go out with me sometime?" He asked me.
"Yes." I said as I looked at him.
"See I told you I could get them together pay up Shannon." Jeff said from the doorway.
"You didn't say you were going to kiss her." Shannon sais to him.
"Doesn't matter because it worked." Jeff said and we both looked at him.
Lyrics from Vertical Horizan and this is only part one of the flash backs. Hope you like Luv Sin!!