Chapter 9: Emotions
Chapter 9: Emotions.
(A/N: I'm like freaking butter on a roll coming out with these chapters like this!! but I guess it'll hold you guys over for this coming weekend because I'll be out of town visiting my uncle's farm.)
"So how do you know this psychic?" Fiona asked as she closed her eyes leaning on the seat.
"She helped me on trying to find the demon who possessed Karen." Bobby answered quietly as he took off down the exit.
"Oh, I'm sorry for bringing it up Bobby." Fiona stated as she turned towards him.
"It's okay, Fiona, it helped me overcome a lot of things." Bobby stated as he drove into a desolate town.
"A psychic in suburbia, you don't hear that everyday in soccer mom conversations." Fiona mumbled as she noticed the houses on the street all looked the same as Bobby pulled up to the one on the right corner.
Bobby smiled as he shifted to park and climbed out the car, "She'll help us out a lot." Bobby stated as Fiona climbed out also while glancing behind her towards Dean who was walking up along with Sam.
Walking up the white wooden steps, Fiona glanced around at all of the flowers as Bobby knocked on the door.
"Bobby!" A voice exclaimed belonging to a dark haired brunette, who hugged Bobby in an enthusiastic manner.
"Sam, Dean Fiona, this is Pamela Barnes best psychic in the state." Bobby explained as the woman did a quick glance over them, ending with her gaze upon Dean.
"Mm..Mm…Mm…Dean Winchester." Pamela said with a smile causing Fiona to clench her jaw seeing this.
"Out of the fire and back into the frying pan, huh?" She asked as Bobby and Fiona looked towards Dean, waiting for his reply.
"Makes you a rare individual." Pamela stated flirtatiously, causing Fiona to bite her bottom lip before saying, "Rare my ass. Dean Winchester is the most shallow man to ever grace your presence." Fiona stated causing the corners of Dean's lip to curl upwards into a small hidden smirk, knowing that this older woman was making her jealous.
"Well come on, in then." The woman stated as she turned around and walked into her house with Bobby following.
Dean shooting a quick glance over towards Fiona, who was standing there as Sam walked in stated, "Should warn a girl about your reputation." With that, Fiona walked inside the house leaving Dean walking in behind her still hiding his smirk.
Bobby glanced over towards the boys and Fiona as Pamela was kneeling on the ground getting something and explained, "She's going to do a séance. Try to summon the thing." Sam stared at the blanket on the table as Bobby closed the curtains, while Dean couldn't help but glance at her lower back; While Fiona watched out of the corner of her eye.
"Who's Jesse?" Dean asked causing Fiona to turn towards Pamela, finding a tramp stamp on her. Shooting a glare towards Dean, she heard Pamela reply, "Well it wasn't forever."
"His loss." Dean stated causing Fiona's anger to rise to a boiling point inside of her, as she felt her pulse quicken just as the curtains were pulled back towards the side; leaving Bobby to turn towards Fiona who just rolled her eyes and walked over towards the curtains and helped him pull them back.
"Sorry about that." Fiona muttered angrily as Sam watched in bewilderment.
"Might be your gain." Pamela whispered seductively, as Sam glanced over towards Fiona seeing her clavicle bones and the muscle outline underneath her skin.
"Hey, Fiona want to uh, help me find my phone?" Sam asked seeing her anger.
"Your phone?" She asked angrily grabbing Dean's, Pamela's and Bobby's attention at the same time.
"Yeah, uh, I think I left it in my coat, which is on the coat rack." Sam explained pulling her out of the room and over towards the front door.
"You need to cool down."
"I AM..CALM!" She whispered harshly.
"Your abilities beg to differ, you need to get them under control." Sam stated as Fiona just breathed deeply.
"The sooner we get out of here the better." Fiona stated just as Dean walked up towards the two.
"Are you guys done?" He asked seeing the two standing there talking.
"Yeah." Sam replied as Fiona walked quickly past Dean giving him the cold shoulder catching his attention.
"What's that about?" Dean asked as he turned his attention back towards Sam.
"She's a woman Dean, they don't need reasons to be mad." Sam answered lying for Fiona as he watched her sit down on the chair near the table waiting impatiently.
Walking back into the room, Dean took a seat on Fiona's right and Sam on her left.
Dean kept occasionally glancing over towards Fiona who just sat there in the dark staring at the lit candles in front of her.
"Let's all take each other's hands." Pamela stated as Dean reached for Fiona's hand, who happened to be biting her lip at the time he grabbed it. Ignoring his glances, Fiona kept her eyes locked on the candles. Sam reaching for Fiona's hand leaned in close to her and said.
"Calm."
"Okay." Fiona mumbled as she watched Sam grab Bobby's hand and Bobby grab Pamela's hand, leaving Fiona to glare at Fiona waiting for her move.
"And I need to touch something our mystery monster touched." Pamela stated as she reached under the table.
"WHOA!" Dean stated causing Fiona to tighten her grip on Dean's hand.
"He didn't touch me there." Dean stated causing Pamela to laugh, and Fiona's eyes to squint hard as they quickly became a lighter tone then her average light green eyes as the candle in front of Pamela bursted into sparks around her face.
"Man you should be careful when you buy candles, you might want to check the warranty next time." Fiona stated as Sam and Bobby just stared at her.
"My mistake." Pamela apologized, as Fiona's grip was still hard on Dean's hand.
"Fi, you need to let go." Dean stated through his teeth, because of the sharp pain that was searing through his hand from her grip.
"Oh, okay." Fiona stated as she lightened her grip, watching Dean move his hand to remove his shirt as Pamela touched the hand mark on his shoulder, which Fiona eyed heavily.
"Okay." Pamela whispered as Dean slowly reached for Fiona's hand, which happened to be resting on her lap at the time. Caressing her knuckles he slowly brought her hand back onto the table top while still grasping it as he watched her blank expression.
"I invoke, conjure and command you to appear me before this circle." Pamela stated as Dean's grip tightened a little onto Fiona's hand as Pamela repeated it again. Feeling the sudden grip, Fiona glanced over to find Dean staring straight at her.
As she repeated it for the third time, Fiona didn't even try to shift her gaze, which surprised Dean. Going onto the fourth repetition of the incantation, the tv was suddenly turned onto a fuzzy station, which caught Dean's attention and Fiona's also.
"I invoke, conjure and command-." Pamela began but stopped mid-sentence as the table began to shake.
"Castiel?" Pamela asked grabbing Fiona's attention first and then Dean's.
"No, sorry Castiel I don't scare easy." Pamela stated as Fiona leaned in closer with intrigue and a worried expression written all over her face.
"Castiel?" Dean asked staring at Pamela.
"It's name, it's whispering to me, warning me to turn back." Pamela stated as Fiona exhaled loudly.
"I conjure and command you, show me your face." Pamela stated.
"I think we should stop this." Fiona commented as she glanced around towards everyone as the table shook harder while Pamela kept repeating the incantation.
"Maybe we should stop." Bobby agreed as Pamela turned towards him and exclaimed.
"I almost got it."
"No we should stop." Fiona stated again.
"Show me your face now!" Pamela called out, resulting in the candle's flames to burn even higher with more heat, as her eyes soon became ablaze themselves causing Pamela to scream out in pain.
"Call 911!" Sam exclaimed jumping out of the chair with, Dean and Fiona running over towards Bobby who was kneeling down near Pamela. Glancing down at Pamela, Fiona noticed her eyes were burned out of their sockets, there was nothing left except for black holes as the blood ran down her face.
" I can't see! I CAN'T SEE!" Pamela cried out as Sam called the paramedics.
"The paramedics are on their way." Sam stated as Bobby glanced towards the boys.
"You three go and find as much information on this Catsiel guy as you can, I'll stay here until the paramedics come." Bobby demanded.
"But Bobby-." Fiona begged.
"GO!" Bobby exclaimed causing Dean to grab onto Fiona and pulled her out of the house following Sam towards the impala.
"What the hell was that?" Sam asked as he climbed into the backseat letting Fiona sit in the front as Dean drove down the road.
"I have no idea." Dean replied as Fiona stared out the window, lost in thought.
"Whatever it is, it can't be good." Dean commented as he turned down another street.
"Hopefully Bobby can at least get something out of her, while he's waiting for the paramedics." Sam stated
"Yeah, what do you say, we go get something to wait while waiting for him?" Dean asked glancing over towards Fiona.
"Yeah, sounds good." Sam stated noticing his brother staring at Fiona, who had a glazed look over her eyes.
"Fi, you okay?" Sam asked bringing her back down to earth as she turned towards her left and found Dean staring at her yet again.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking." She replied turning to face the front window.
"Hungry?" Dean asked.
"Yeah." Fiona answered shortly as Dean pulled alongside of the curb next to a "Johnny Mac's diner."
Walking inside, the first thing Sam went for was the bathroom as Fiona and Dean went to look for a table. Glancing around she couldn't help but feel a weird sensation as she watched the other customers when she sat down across from Dean.
"So.." Dean stated as he drummed his fingers on the table, grabbing Fiona's attention as she stared at his fingers.
Raising her eyebrow towards Dean, she just watched him not wanting to say anything.
"You seemed a little on edge back there." Dean commented as Fiona eyed him.
"I don't trust psychics." Fiona explained shortly as she averted her eyes to the people passing by outside the window.
"Right…" Dean stated smirking as he leaned back in the chair, staring at Fiona who was now biting her lip.
"What you don't believe me? Séances are some freaky shit." Fiona mumbled coherently.
"Admit it, you were jealous." Dean stated cockily as he leaned forward staring at her, as she avoided his stare.
"What are you talking about?" Fiona asked with a small laugh.
"It was hard for you to see her all over me, wasn't it?" Dean asked being persistent over Fiona admitting to her jealousy.
"No it's hard for me to trust people, after all you should know that, since it took two years till I finally trusted you." Fiona stated referring to when she first met Dean.
"Admit, it you were so jealous." Dean stated wanting to get it out of her.
Just as Sam walked out of the bathroom he almost fell backwards seeing a familiar face in front of him, taking him by surprise.
"Trill-Trillian? What the hell?" Sam asked just as he was shoved backwards retracing his steps into the men's bathroom.
After throwing a quick glance behind her, Trillian instantly closed the door before turning back towards Sam.
"Listen to me Sam, this diner is full of demons." Trillian stated in a hushed voice as Sam took notice of her waitress uniform.
"What are you talking about?" Sam asked not wanting to fully trust her. Hearing her let out a deep frustrated sigh, he watched her as she cleared her throat and explained to him in a whisper, "No one knows who let Dean out, which is freaking everyone out because whoever let Dean out wanted him out. It being a secret scares the hell out of everyone because they know there is something out there more powerful."
Taking all of this in, Sam just glanced around the bathroom and finally landed his gaze on the bathroom door.
"Why are you helping us by telling me this?" Sam asked cautiously as Trillian rolled her eyes.
"I'm warning you because, you have the one thing I want and I'm not going to let anyone hurt you because then they'll have my knife." Trillian replied quietly before walking out of the bathroom leaving Sam standing there confused.
Back to Fiona and Dean's bickering.
"I am not one to get jealous." Fiona stated as Dean just smirked at her, raising his eyebrows.
"Right and I'm Angus Young." Dean replied causing Fiona to roll her eyes and bite her bottom lip.
"Yeah, Dean I'm so jealous of a tramp stamp wearing perverted woman who is in her 40's." Fiona mocked sarcastically not noticing Sam walking up.
"Who's jealous of what?" Sam asked intrigued by the conversation.
"Nothing." Fiona answered shortly, interrupting Dean who was going to answer.
"Right." Sam stated.
"Well what can I get for you guys?" The waitress asked causing Fiona to become slightly lightheaded.
"Water is fine." Fiona muttered slightly while staring at the waitress and then glancing towards her right, finding Trillian wiping down a table with a rag.
"You trailing us?" Fiona asked quietly grabbing the waitress's attention and also Dean's and Sam's.
"Aren't you?" The waitress asked grabbing Dean's attention as her eyes went coal black. Fiona glancing back towards Trillian watched as she played along with the other demons causing them to think that she wasn't helping the Winchesters.
"Dean.." The waitress stated causing Dean not to notice Trillian.
"To hell and back, aren't you a lucky duck." The waitress stated as Fiona kept her eyes on Trillian who was standing near a window.
"That's me." Dean replied angrily and aggressively.
"Tell me, what makes you so special?" The waitress asked as Fiona glanced back towards Dean.
"I like to think its because of my perky nipples." He replied causing Fiona to inwardly curse, as she watched for the demon's expression.
"I don't know. Wasn't my doing, I don't know who pulled me out." Dean quickly added staring dead straight at the demon while Sam glanced around the room.
"Right, you don't Lying is a sin." The demon said causing Dean to reply, "I'm not lying."
Hearing this the demon glanced towards Sam and Fiona, waiting for their reactions.
"But I'd like to find out so if you wouldn't mind enlightening me, Flo." Dean told her while Fiona sat there listening intently.
"Mind your tone with me boy, I'll drag back to hell myself." Flo threatened causing Sam to move his chair backwards as if he was going to attack the demon.
"Go ahead." Fiona stated smartly causing Sam to give her a what- the- hell- are- you- thinking? kind of look.
"Excuse me?" Flo asked as Dean glanced towards Fiona and smirked as he turned back towards Flo.
"You would of done that already. You don't know who cut me loose and your afraid that whoever did it is more powerful." Dean stated, as Fiona watched the demon's expression turn suddenly cold, not that it was already cold to begin with. Dean being the impulsive guy that he is instantly slapped the demon twice, seeing if she would try to hurt him in any way, and she didn't.
"Let's go Fi, Sam." Dean stated as Fiona and Sam walked out of the diner, Sam turning around to look for Trillian found her leaning against the counter now, giving a small wink to him as Dean called for him to leave.
"There was like four of them in there, shit that was close." Dean stated.
"With only one knife, yeah, we would have been shark bait." Fiona muttered as she walked along the side of Sam.
"We have to take them, they're dangerous." Sam interjected grabbing Fiona's attention.
"They're scared, scared of whoever or whatever yanked me out. We're dealing with a bad mofo one job at a time!" Dean explained huskily as they walked towards the car.
"I don't think it's that bad of an idea, I mean, they still are dangerous even if they are scared. They're demons Dean, killing is instinct for them, even if they are scared." Fiona rambled out as she climbed into the backseat of the car.
"No. We're not going to deal with them, not tonight at least. We're going to find this Castiel guy." Dean demanded as he drove off down the road back towards the Astoria Hotel.
Walking into the room, Sam watched as Dean collapsed onto the pullout bed while Fiona sat down on the opposite side.
"I'm going to go stop by a drugstore and pick up some drinks, any of you want anything in particular?" Sam asked lying through his teeth as he watched Dean shake his head no, while Fiona glanced at him and answered, "No thanks." Nodding, Sam grabbed the keys and walked out of the hotel room leaving Dean and Fiona.
"By the way that girl, Pamela, she had nothing on you, except for her ass." Dean mumbled as Fiona was bent over searching for something in her bag. Hearing this, she instantly stood straight back up and turned towards Dean.
"What?" She asked squinting her eyes as she walked closer and glared at him as he sat on the bed staring at her.
"Your lacking in that area, some." Dean stated as he closed his eyes absentmindedly, causing Fiona to cross her arms over her chest as she stood next to him as he lay on the pullout couch.
"And what's wrong with my ass?" Fiona defensively asked causing Dean to shrug his shoulders.
Fiona scoffing went to turn around but was stopped when she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist.
"Knew you were jealous." Dean stated with a smirk as he turned Fiona around to face him.
"Alright, so I was a little..jealous..When she grabbed you." Fiona mumbled quietly looking anywhere but at Dean.
"Aha!" Dean exclaimed as he pulled Fiona down onto the pullout couch, causing her to land on him.
After staring at him for a few seconds, she went to bring herself up but was taken aback when her lips were suddenly smashed upon by Dean's.
As Dean trailed his hand up Fiona's lower back he caught a grip of the shirt, pulling it up as his hand caressed her skin.
Fiona, being the one to deepen the kiss, placed her hand on Dean's shoulder. Breaking the kiss, Fiona sat up breathing deeply as she straddled Dean.
Placing both of his hands on each side of Fiona's waist, he rested them just above her jeans as his thumbs caressed her hipbones. Thinking back to the night he died, he couldn't help but remember Fiona mentioning that she loved him while she held his hand as he was dying.
Leaning back down towards Dean, Fiona crashed her lips onto his, while his hands were still caressing her hips. She couldn't stop, once she kissed him, there was nothing to stop her from doing it again. Her emotions once again got the best of her; right now her emotions were in charge of everything. Not her mind.
Fiona, breaking away from the kiss to get a breath of air, instantly shivered when Dean started to kiss her neck, knowing that it was her weak spot, Dean couldn't help but smile in-between the kisses. Latching onto her neck like a leech, Dean began to deepen the kiss as Fiona let out a small sigh.
"Dean.." She muttered quietly as he kept on going at her neck, causing her to let out a small moan as she said, "Dean…"
"Dean stop!" Fiona stated pulling herself free from Dean's grasp and rolling over towards the side, now lying right next to him.
Breathing heavily, Fiona stared up at the mirror above them. Closing her eyes, she was mentally screaming at herself for getting caught in Dean's web again. She knew it would lead to no good.
"Fiona." Dean stated catching her off guard as she opened her eyes and turned to him, causing him to look away from the mirror and into her light green eyes.
"Yeah?" She asked tiredly.
"I lo-." He began but was interrupted by the TV, which happened to turn on by itself to a fuzzy station. Sitting straight up, Fiona glanced around the room as she heard the radio going off. Dean instantly shoved Fiona back down on the bed and reached over her for his gun, which was hidden on that side of the bed.
Getting up, he began to walk around the room as the high pitch ringing noise became louder causing Dean to drop his gun as he reached for his ears, falling to the ground as the glass mirror began to crack. Fiona, watching in worry, ran over to Dean's side as he was bent over on the ground.
"Dean, are you okay?" Fiona asked as Dean looked up towards the mirror above them as glass shattered around them from the windows crashing onto Fiona's arms and shoulders.
"Move!" Dean exclaimed pulling onto Fiona as he jumped towards the right bringing her along with him.
"AHH!!" Dean exclaimed from the loud ringing in his ears.
"DEAN! FIONA!" Bobby exclaimed rushing over to their side as Fiona helped Dean to stand up.
"We need to get out of here now." Dean stated as he walked out of the room with Bobby and Fiona following.
"Well, where we gonna go?" Bobby asked as Fiona watched as Dean turned to look at her as he answered, "We're going to call this Castiel guy. Bobby can we use your car?" Dean asked as Bobby nodded.
"So are you two okay?" Bobby asked as he was driving his car glancing back towards Fiona who answered, "Yeah I'm fine."
Fiona staring up at Dean through the side mirror, waited for his answer.
"Yeah, except for the church bells still ringing in my ears." Dean muttered as he pulled out his phone and began to dial Sam's.
"What are you doing?" Dean asked as Fiona turned towards the window, for some reason she had a bad feeling about this.
"In my car?…Oh well Bobby's back, him Fi and I are going to grab a beer. Done. Alright catch ya later." Dean stated hanging up the phone.
"Why the hell didn't you tell him?" Bobby asked.
"He would have stopped us." Dean answered staring straight out onto the road.
"This is a bad idea." Bobby stated as Fiona nodded her head agreeing.
"Yeah, I don't feel too good about this either." She added as she pushed a strand of her hair behind her ear.
"What other choice is there?" Dean asked to both Bobby and Fiona.
"Life." Bobby answered as Fiona fell silent.
Standing in an old barn, Fiona helped with spray painting traps onto the walls, while Dean was sorting through different weapons.
"This is still a bad idea." Bobby stated as Fiona walked over towards him and Dean who were talking about what type of weapons they had.
"Yeah, I know, you said that like 10 times already Bobby." Dean said as he shuffled through a few weapons.
"Wanna ring the dinner bell?" Dean asked causing Bobby to walk over towards the table and say the incantation while Dean glanced over towards Fiona who was watching.
"Fi, get over here in the corner." Dean demanded wanting nothing to happen to her.
"Dean, I'm a big girl." Fiona stated as she reached onto the table for one of her well-sharpened knives.
"I don't want you to get hurt." Dean stated as he walked up to Fiona staring her straight into her eyes.
"Ditto." Fiona stated causing Dean to let out a small smile.
After waiting for several minutes, Bobby was sitting on the table whistling a tune while Dean was sitting across from him as Fiona kept walking from one end of the barn to the other.
The same bad feeling kept rising up inside of her with every second that past by. Just as she began walking back up, the roof began to rumble loudly. Shaking the drafters up and down.
"Fi, don't move!" Dean exclaimed as sparks began to fall down from the roof as a man walked into the barn, surviving each bullet that Dean and Bobby fired towards him. Dean picking up a knife instantly began to circle the man while asking, "Who are you?"
Fiona watched the man who was wearing a beige overcoat, with a black tie suite and dark auburn curly hair reply, "I'm the one who raised you."
"yeah, thanks for that." Dean stated staring coldly towards the man as Fiona, stood behind one of the pillars holding the barn up as she felt an elated sensation run throughout her body, making her eyes flicker to a much lighter green color.
Dean leaned forward and forced the knife into the man, while backing up, watching as the man pulled out the sword dripping with blood.
That's when Bobby went to strike, but the man already knew that was going to happen since he easily stopped Bobby while placing his other hand in front of Bobby's head, causing him to drop to the floor blacking out.
"We need to talk Dean." The man stated while glancing behind him.
"Fiona, time to show yourself." The man called out throughout the barn taking Dean by surprise.
"Who are you?" Dean asked angrily as Fiona began to walk up towards the two men.
"Castiel." The man replied as Dean noticed Fiona stopping next to Castiel.
"I know that, I mean what are you?" Dean asked aggressively watching Fiona just stand there.
"I'm an angel of the lord." Castiel answered causing Fiona to quickly glance towards him.
"Castiel, please don't…Not now." Fiona begged as Dean looked between Castiel and Fiona.
"There's no such thing. Fi, what is he?" Dean demanded angrily, staring at Fiona who hung her head low.
"This is your problem Dean, you have no faith." Casitel stated staring coldly towards Dean while Fiona stood to the side.
"Castiel..please!" Fiona begged. Grabbing Dean's attention, while lightning stroked exposing Castiel's wings.
"Fiona, this isn't going to be like last time. You're needed too." Castiel explained while Dean, looking puzzled asked, "What is going on?"
"I've been trying to contact you Dean." Castiel went further on to explain ignoring his question.
"The glass breaking, ringing?" Dean asked causing Castiel to nod.
"Why would an angel rescue me from hell?" Dean asked while Fiona's fist tightened at her sides.
"Good things do happen Dean."
"Not in my experience." Dean answered shortly while staring at Fiona.
"What's the matter? You don't think you deserved to be saved." Castiel stated as he watched Dean's expression.
"Castiel, why did you do it?" Fiona asked quietly causing Castiel to turn towards her and back towards Dean answering, "God commanded it."
"Because we have work for you." He stated indicating the last part towards Dean.
"Fiona, you will be there to accompany him as always, with the same laws applying." Castiel said while emphasizing on the last part as he took his leave.
"I'll be watching." He added just before he turned and left the barn leaving Dean staring at Fiona angrily.
With the feeling of uneasiness rising inside of her, Fiona just stared at Dean, not knowing how to even begin to explain everything to him.
But as far as she knew now, she had to keep her distance from Dean. Taking a deep breath, Fiona quickly turned on her heel.
"FI!" Dean called out to her retreating form.
Ignoring him, Fiona left the barn and stood outside in front of the doors glancing left and right looking for Castiel.
A/n: Hope you guys liked it!! Please review!!
