Becca's POV-

Alice was excited to say the least. Jasper and Rosalie were supposed to be coming to school at lunch, and that's exactly where we were headed. It had been almost two weeks since they'd left for vacation, and Alice was pretty much spazzing out. Everything she had said for the past three days revolved around Jasper, what he was doing on vacation, and when he was getting back. We walked into the cafeteria and got some lunch. Bella kept telling Alice to calm down and Emmett was making fun of her. I glared at him. "Don't. She's just excited. And I'm excited to see Rose too!"

Emmett rolled his eyes and kissed my forehead. "But you are not going to skip next hour to go make out with Rose, are you hun?" Emmett laughed.

I rolled my eyes at him. "Maybe I'm cheating on you with your ex…and maybe I'm a lesbian!" I tried to joke back, but I was already laughing like crazy.

Emmett kissed my forehead again before digging into his lunch. I took a bite of salad before I heard the loudest screech in my ear like ever. That screech was followed by Alice yelling Jasper's name as loud as ever, getting up, and bolting over to him, shoving herself into his arms. I looked up and saw Jasper smiling down at Alice. Rose grabbed a salad and a soda and walked over to our table, sitting down across from me. "Hey," she greeted us with a small smile, opening up her salad.

Our heys and hellos were quiet, but heard. After a few minutes of awkward silence I said, "So, how was vacation, Rosie?"

She dropped her fork, put her elbows on the table and smile brightly. "It was absolutely brilliant. Mom and Dad pretty much let us run around and do whatever the hell we wanted to do. Lots of shopping, site seeing, hot guys…," Rose winked at the hot guys comment.

I giggled. Emmett glared at both of us. "Emmett, I'm allowed to admire other people. When someone is …good looking enough to be admired, they deserve it," I explained to him, brandishing my fork around as I talked…it had a piece of lettuce on it.

He rolled his eyes and Rosalie nodded in agreement. "Oh don't pretend that you didn't look at other girls and," she used quotation marks with her hands at this point, "'admire' them when we were going out."

"Yea," I nodded at him, "and I know you weren't just being nice to that girl the other day at Lacey's party."

Emmett glared and poked at his lunch. Mystery meat, I believe it was. Edward butted his big head in at this point. "I don't look at any other girls besides Bella."

"So, you're saying you look at boys?" I asked him, one eye brow raised.



He glared at me. I smiled sweetly. I looked up and around. No Jasper or Alice. "Looks like they got a head start on the 'I missed you' make out session," I laughed, pointing their absence out to everyone else.

"You should see the load of shit he bought her while we were on vacation," Rosalie laughed after she ate some more of her salad. "He bought a whole other suitcase for it all! Jewelry, clothes, books, and some other stuff I can't remember. "

"She has enough junk already!" there went Edward, butting his head in again.

Rose, me, and even Bella glared at him. "I think that Jasper was sweet to get her so much stuff. It proves that he was thinking about her even though he was so far away," Bella told her boyfriend, still glaring at him.

"Well-I, of course, Bella," Edward muttered, turning back to his food.

"Can you say whipped?" Emmett laughed at his younger brother.

I slapped him in the back of the head. "Shut up, Emm."

"Mkay," he muttered, turning back to his mystery meat.

"Look who's talking," Edward teased his brother right back.

Rose, Bella, and I rolled our eyes. The bell rang. "I wonder if they'll make it to class this hour…," Emmett thought out loud as we walked toward our lockers.

"I really, really doubt it," I laughed, linking arms with Rose and Bella.

We walked away from Emmett and to our lockers. Rosalie already had put her things in the next classroom because she had arrived late to school, so she stood next to me and Bella as we got our things out. I took a deep breath and said, "Ithinki'mgoingtobreakupwithEmmett."

Rosalie's jaw dropped, and Bella dropped her binder. "You're going to do what?!" Bella asked.

"I think I'm going to break up with Emmett," I almost whispered. "Shh, I don't want him to hear. Or Edward for that matter."

Rosalie shook her head. "Did you tell Alice?"

"No," I said. "I don't know what she would think. I think she'd be really pissed…because, you know. I did what I did and then…ugh. I just don't want to be his girlfriend anymore. It was great being friends…I miss it."

Rosalie nodded and put an arm around my shoulder. "I've forgiven you. Plus, it was sort of my fault in the first place. If Alice can't see that then I'll slap some sense into her. You do what you want, okay?"

I nodded. "Thanks, Rose."



Bella picked up her binder and shrugged. "I agree with Rosalie."

Wow. That was big. She actually agreed with Rose. I knew that she and Rose weren't the best of friends, but they seemed to be getting along better. Actually, after Rose and Emmett broke up, I didn't have so much of a problem with Rose. She was actually kind of fun to be around…and despite popular belief, she was a really good secret keeper.

Bella and I walked to class in silence. I had the feeling that she was sort of angry at me. We sat down in our seats, and I pretended to take notes and listen. Underneath the desk, I pulled out my phone and started texting Rosalie.

Me: Rose. I Think I've realized something about myself.

Rose: And what is that?

Me: I want what I can't have.

Rose: hmmm, interesting. Care to explain?

Me: I mean, I want all the guys that are taken (including emm) and the few things that I can't buy, are the things I really want. Everything that is seriously seemingly impossible to get is what I want the most.

Rose: Well it's not a problem, it's just something you have to work with.

Me: You think so?

Rose: Yea, I do.

Me: Thanks, rose.

Rose: Any time

I stopped texting her and texted Emmett quickly.

Me: Hey, we need to talk after school. Do you think you can come to my place for a bit?

Him: Sureee. Anything specific?

Me: Yea…we just need to talk.

Him: Okay.



I put my phone into my jean pockets and started hand writing a note to Bella. I slid it a little and nudged her with my leg to look at it.

ME: You're angry at me.

Her: That's not a question.

Me: I know.

Her: I'm not mad at you. I just don't understand you.

Me: I'm usually not that easy to understand.

Her: I'm starting to figure that out.

Me: How about all of us girls get together and have a sleepover at my house Friday night? You, me, alice…rose…

Her: Mkay.

Me: Really?

Her: Yea. Now can I please take some notes? I'm really far behind now.

Me: haha sure bella :D

I smiled and put my pen down, looking up at the board and the teacher. Oh shit, I was seriously behind.