A/N: okay I know everyone was waiting for this, so here it is (finally). Hope you enjoy it!
Serindraxx
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
As I woke up, thankfully without the hangover, I was startled to find myself alone. "What did I say last night?" I asked out loud, not really sure I wanted the answer.
The loud crack of apparition startled me and I looked up. It wasn't the person I really wanted to see however so I groaned and rolled over. This wasn't happening to me…
I drifted off, my dreams worse than the reality I would soon have to wake up to. I was standing in a mist-filled field, watching the back of James as he walked away from me.
I reached my hand out…
…and startled myself awake.
Damn.
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When I entered the office later that afternoon, Allison walked over (well, sauntered over really) and practically jumped me. "What did you say to James last night? He came over to my apartment, asked for Sirius and then got so drunk he had to stay over. He never does that."
I shrugged, noncommittal, and placed my jacket on my chair. "I have no idea why he went to your place last night and I don't exactly care at the moment," I said. "It's his own fault he's so pissed he can't come to work."
"Oh, I didn't say he didn't come to work, I just said he got himself so drunk he had to stay over," Allison said, her face alight with mischief.
I groaned. That meant…
I looked over at his desk and sure enough, he was leaning against it, chatting up some woman with shoulder length brown hair.
I snapped my head so that I wasn't looking at him anymore and started setting up everything I needed for my research.
"Aren't you going to talk to him?" Allison asked, curiosity hidden in her voice. I turned suddenly blank eyes to her and shook my head slowly from side to side.
She shrugged. "Okay, suit yourself… but I know if it were me in your place, I would have given a major fight."
Sure she could talk… she was with Sirius Black, who was known at school as a major heartbreaker till the girls found out he was bi. Now that was something that made me chuckle just remembering.
I watched as Allison lifted her skirt a little as she left my office, showing off enough skin to make Black sweat, and then turned my interests to something else.
James was leaning into the woman, whispering something in her ears to make her laugh. I clenched my hands together to keep from placing them around his neck.
"If it was me, I would have given a major fight…" the voice whispered tantalizingly in my ear all throughout the day.
I found myself glad as the day closed and I could curl up in bed for the rest of the evening with a book.
Still the voice wouldn't go away… and I found myself going mad without him.
I wanted to be able to run my hands through his hair and laugh at all of the things he used to tell me.
I almost walked over and slapped him for making me feel this way, making me feel this… jealousy burning in me.
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Later that evening, as I sat in my bed, holding a romance I hadn't picked up in so long, I found myself dwelling on what Allison had told me.
Should I really put up a fight for him? I wondered, the book forgotten.
Yes, a little voice in the back of my head, yes you should.
I threw the sheets back, avoiding the smell still on them, and grabbed my clothes. I pulled them on, and ran my fingers through my hair.
I was going to do something about this…
A/N: I know there isn't a lot of action but there will be… just review?
Serindraxx