A/n: whoa! Quick huh? Well now you get to learn why Sesshoumaru was so sad! Oh and i only updated sop fast was because my internet modem was broken so i wasn't able to get on the internet so i wrote two chapters, but only posted on because i want reviews for each chapter.
Enjoy! .
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Loveless"Rin come now…" Sesshoumaru said calmly while walking in his usual path along the rivers.
"Yes Sesshoumaru-sama" The young woman said while picking the last flower for her bunch.
"I have to go to town today, I want you to stay near. Jaken is not with us anymore so he will not be able to protect you." Sesshoumaru said softly as he stared at the young woman.
"Why can Rin not come with you?" Rin said hoping that Sesshoumaru would finally let her come with. "Is Rin not welcome with Sesshoumaru-sama?" Rin asked in a child like tone while putting a bright pink flower in her black colored hair.
"Rin…" Sesshoumaru said in a stern voice as if the sound that was emitted was a conditioned response.
"Rin is sorry for questioning you Sesshoumaru-sama." Rin said while walking off into the nearest woods. "Rin will wait!" She yelled while beginning to skip off.
"I wonder what Sesshoumaru-sama eats?" Rin questioned herself still unsure after 13 years of her life being along side with him. "I wonder if I can make something for him." Rin stated feeling this odd sensation return to her once again.
Laying down in a patch of wild flowers Rin began to sing to herself. "Flowers…. Sesshoumaru…me…" She said to her self quietly after awhile. "Why does my body get warm and tingly when I'm around Sesshoumaru? Why does Sesshoumaru always leave when he eats?" Rin questioned her self many times unsure about these questions.
"Why do my cheeks feel hot when I help my lord bathe…why do I have these…these feelings? What do they mean?" Rin turned around onto her stomach. "Why does Rin feel like if Sesshoumaru-sama is gone it's the end of her life?"
"Miss?" A middle-aged woman said while standing next to her. "Are you lost?" This caused Rin to be startled.
"Um no…. I'm not! I'm waiting…waiting for someone." Rin said quickly
"Oh that what you were mumbling about? You're waiting for your lover right? He probably went into town but you decided not to go with him right?" The middle-aged woman said while earning a slow confused nod from Rin.
"Lover? Do you mean that warm tingly feeling when you're around the person?" Rin questioned in her naïve state.
"Yeah, yeah if that's what you call it?" The woman said kindly while smiling.
"So this Rin is in love?" She asked while pointing to herself.
"Yup, it seems like it."
"This Rin likes this feeling, but sometimes I don't, because it scares me sometimes."
"Don't worry sweetie everyone is afraid of love at sometime, especially if it's a demon and human love. Love like that is hard to except. Well I thought I'd just let you know. There is a very handsome person waiting for you at the rim of the forest." The woman said while smiling, just then a male demon walking up behind her.
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"Sesshoumaru-sama this Rin is very sorry she is late." She said while looking down, feeling the heat rush to her cheeks. "This Rin is in love?" She thought to herself.
"Rin?" Rin's head jerked up. "This Sesshoumaru has found a home for you, you will live in this town. You need to be with your kind." She watched him turn away when he said this. "You are a woman and you need to be where you can become a human. I do not need your childish self following me around." She heard a struggle in his voice as he said this.
"Will Sesshoumaru sama come and visit me? Rin asked while smiling at him, but feeling fear develop her heart.
"No this Sesshoumaru will not visit you." He said while beginning to walk away. "Stay!" He knew Rin was about to take a step to follow him. "Go to town and there will be a couple, they will greet you and take you in."
"Bu…"
"GO!" He yelled causing Rin to step back a little and making her trip. "Sess…." She said slowly noticing him stop as he heard her fall.
"Rin, do not argue with this Sesshoumaru. I will not hesitate to kill you" He paused as he heard the slight sniffle.
"Sesshoumaru..." Rin said quickly
"Quiet!"
"This Rin…
"Quiet and leave!"
"Thisrinfoundoutshelovesyoutoday!" She said quickly "This Rin found out today that she loves you!" She said slower "I Love you! Please don't send me away… I promise I won't be annoying, I won't be trouble. I promise I won't speak; I won't even pick flowers for you anymore. I'll act as if I'm not even there, as long as I can be near you!" Rin said as tears began to flow down her cheeks. "This Rin has wondered why she feels warm and happy when she's around you, this Rin was told that these feelings are special." She said while running over to him and hugging him.
Rin placed her head against his back expecting him to move. Sesshoumaru stood there inhaling a large amount of air. "This Sess…houmaru can not love you back…" HE said while turning around and pushing her away. "This Sesshoumaru will never even think about you that way…" He said while trying to keep a straight face as he watched the woman he loved begin to cry even harder.
"This Rin Promises…She promises to stay away…if Sesshoumaru tells her he hates her." Rin said while looking down.
"I hate you, and I would rather kill you than ever lover you…" He said looking her straight in the eyes.
"This Rin will no longer bother you, this Rin will disappear from your life forever." She said while turning towards town and walking her way there.
"I love you Rin…"He said to himself while hitting the tree next to him causing it to collapse to the ground.
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Sesshoumaru stood in the distance as he watched the young couple greet Rin who had a huge smile on her face. He growled as he saw one of there male friends greet Rin also, whom Rin seemed to take an interest in.
As months passed he would come weekly even daily to watch her, every time his anger grew because of how easily Rin could move on. She had made friends with the couple friend.
After about a year, Rin and the man has become more than friend and ended up becoming lovers. Sesshoumaru still watched from the side, not able to fully cope with the fact that she had actually forgotten about him so easily. Her face never displayed sadness.
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"Ayaka! Rin's in Labor!" Takeshi yelled. "My son or daughter's going to me born!" The man yelled running around trying to find Ayaka!"
"Where is she?" Ayaka yelled as she ran after him.
"Over here!" He yelled running into the room, with the very calm but very in pain Rin.
"It hurts…she said calmly but in heavy breaths. "It's hurts so much…she began to cry a little."
"It's ok honey we're going to make it through this." He said while rubbing her head.
"Sama…" She said quietly. "I don't know if I can take it…" She said while feeling her self-calm down more.
"Takeshi, you're going to have to leave while I help Rin birth this baby." Ayaka said to him while pushing him out and closing the door."
"Tell him, I'm sorry…" Rin said quietly to Ayaka.
"Him…" Ayaka said quietly knowing whom she was talking about, but not understanding why she would say that.
"Tell him, maybe he'll love me in another life time. I know that I'll always love him…"
"Rin just push, I don't know why your taking like this. It's not like I'm going to see him."
"You will… I know he's been watching me ever since I came here 3 years ago… He'll never leave me…Even though he hates me. He took care of me since I was 7…" She said giving a scream as she pushed.
"Come on Rin one more push." Ayaka heard her begin to cry.
"I can't… I'm too weak…I can't" Ayaka's fear grew as she heard Rin say those words. "I…ca…" Rin gave one last push before finishing her sentence. "…n't"
"Rin… Rin! It's a little girl! Rin? Rin!" Ayaka said while wrapping the baby and setting it next to her. "Rin? Ayaka touched Rin's face. Bringing her hand down to Rin's neck, she felt tears come to her eyes, as she looked at the baby then to Rin. "I'm sorry baby girl, you won't have a mommy." Ayaka said sadly while lifting Rin into her arms and brushing away the hairs.
"Rin…" Ayaka looked up when she heard that familiar voice.
"It's all your fault!" Ayaka screamed holding onto Rin. "She could have had this baby if you wouldn't of broken her heart. She cried to me many nights after you sent her to us." She would have been just fine… you would have kept her with you. She was so innocent." Ayaka said softly, as she felt Rin being pulled away. She looked up at Sesshoumaru to notice tears falling down his face.
"I did love her…"He said quietly.
"Not enough to care about her broken heart." She said hearing Takeshi's voice on the other side. "You can't take her you know that right?" She said while looking at the crying baby, and picking her up.
"I can and I will…" He said while hugging Rin's limp form against himself.
Jumping out the window, he made his exit quick and invisible so that the villagers would notice him carrying away they pride of the town. Landing in the forest close by, he set her down on a patch of flowers.
"I'm so sorry Rin…" Sesshoumaru said while kneeing down right next to her. He grabbed her cold hand in his and kissed it softly. "This Sesshoumaru should be the one dead, not you." He said feeling his heart rip. "This Sesshoumaru will live until he can find you again. And the this Sesshoumaru will apologize for ever hurting you." He said while grabbing her mid waist and pulling her up into a hug, her arms hanging back.
"I loved you so much!" He said while burying his face into her semi warm neck. For the first time in Sesshoumaru's life, he had felt the pain that he himself inflicted on others as they mourned someone they loved. Sesshoumaru the ice-cold prince had broken down for this day and time alone.
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Sesshoumaru woke up in a cold sweat as the past memory recalled itself in his dreams. Gripping his chest he looked to his side where he saw Rin sitting up on the roof of the car with him.
"Sesshoumaru, you seemed to have fallen asleep when I was talking to you." She said while laugh slightly. "It's ok if you were tired…but I thought I might just tell you, it's 2 am in the morning. I didn't want to wake you, you looked so peaceful." Rin said while looking at the stars. "Thanks for entering the contest." Rin jumped of the roof to the side of the car. Opening the door she quickly added. "Let's go now it's cold."
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A/n: I know fast huh? Boring eh? I know blah… I'm such a sap I watch Ceres episode 19-21 and every time Chidori dies it makes me cry… .