A/n: uh yeah my excuse… Same ol' same ol'… Heh heh sorry…
"What happened?" Tina said while walking over to Rin's desk and staring at Sesshoumaru. "That's not really him is it?" Tina said while googling at him.
"Of course it is…" Rin said slightly irritated that Tina had not been at the dance to witness this.
"What ever Rin, I don't think that's him! He must be a new student. I'm going to go Talk to him." Rin sighed as she watched Tina walk over to Sesshoumaru who currently had a pencil in his mouth and a ruler down on a piece of paper. As usual he was trying to do some sort of work.
"Hey there cutie, I'm Tina. What's your name?" Tina said while kneeling down in front of the desk.
Tina waited a little, only slightly becoming annoyed when the man did not answer her. Touching his hand she saw it instantly jerk away grabbing for the pencil in his mouth. She backed away slightly when she notice him write 'Sesshoumaru" at the top of his paper and then neatly shove it into his binder.
"What is it that you want?" His deep voice came out shocking her.
"You're not really Sesshoumaru… the geek…loser…etc…" She said while running a hand through her hair. "You could be he was so disgusting and…"
"Yes I am in fact that Sesshoumaru… now I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't call me names." He said while he stood up and then briskly walked over to Rin and started to question her about something.
"No… no you see…you're the main geek…and…and no this can't be…" She said while walking up next to Rin and Sesshoumaru."
"Tina I tried to tell you…" Rin said, causing Tina to blush in embarrassment
"No…" Tina paused hearing the bell for lunch.
"Yeah I guess so…" Rin said while playing With Seshoumaru's hair. "I don't really understand why, but if you want we could do that. I mean it's just; you're not too comfortable with going places without looking geeky. I guess it's ok" Rin said sighing
"I have no problem… It's just this is what happens" He said while leaning his back against the door of bombarding young women. "They don't know how to leave me alone."
"Well what if I said we were dating… do you think they'd leave us alone?" Rin said feeling a little weird at saying that.
"I…" Sesshoumaru said, pausing slightly as he felt a bang at the door. "I guess we could do that."
"Alright... now let open the door after you give me a hicky and then… wait let's not do the hicky…they may think I'm a slut…" Rin said while laughing a little. "Maybe we could…ahhh" Rin screamed slightly as she felt Sesshoumaru fall on her and a mass of woman open the door screaming.
"Sesshoumaru… I've always loved you…" A girl screamed while jumping on him only being pulled away by another girl.
"I've always knew there was something wrong about you…but I knew it was a good wrong." She said while helping him up and beginning to try to kiss him.
"Yeah so did I." Rin said while jumping in between them only to have the girl back away. "If you don't remember you gals were all rude to him when he his looks. I befriended him." Rin said while grabbing his hand and pulling him out of the once safe hiding place. "Just to let you all know Sesshoumaru and I are dating, so back off. I don't mean to be rude… but you all make me sick." Rin stated only to get a remark from a certain person called Satsuki.
"Yeah I'd like to know why you weren't dating him when he was in his geeky form…do you only like him because of his looks." The girl stated while walking up every so slowly her hips swaying back and forth.
"Hi, I'm Satsuki the new girl. What ever these people say I think you're drop dead gorgeous and even in this picture that I found you're still amazingly cute." The girl said lying behind her teeth but no one realized it besides Sesshoumaru and Rin.
"Shut up…" Sesshoumaru said coldly, he himself pulling Rin away.
"Wait!" The girl stomped her foot while trudging after them.
"Give me a chance…" The girl screamed while grabbing his arm.
"I don't have any interest in you…"
'Oh really… well I'll make you… believe it or not.' She thought while turning on her heels and walking down the hall.
"I can't believe this is what's happened." Rin screamed while getting into Seshoumaru's car. "Well at least we have half the school believing we're going out…."
"Well maybe if we made it more convincing…" He said while driving off.
"Maybe…like what?" Rin thought, but nothing came to mind.
"Maybe like kissing, hugging..." He said in a calm deep voice that made Rin blush continuously.
Turning her head towards the window she quietly replied. "I guess we could do that…um…Sesshoumaru?" Rin questioned while playing with her hair. "If you want you don't have to dress like this or act this was if you don't want to" Rin said
Rin felt his hand gently touch her chin and turn her face towards him. "I'll do anything for you, my friend." He said while smiling a heart-fluttering smile. 'Because I've already lost you once, because of ignoring you…and I don't…' Sesshoumaru thought while stopping in mid though not to remember such memories.
"I had a dream…" Rin said while looking out the window. "It…" She paused as she noticed herself in the mirror. "The girl in my dreams looked like me…" She said bringing her hands up to her chest. "You know sometimes my dreams make me wonder if what happened in the dream has already happened once before or will happen. I mean I know this dream will never happen, because you were a demon…" She said gaining an interesting look from him.
"A demon…" He said egging on for her to continue.
"Yeah but… my dream was sad…but the worst part of it was, I woke up feeling like I've had déjà vu." She said while putting her hand on the back of her neck and laughing a bit. "Do you think that's strange?" Rin asked, hoping he would say yes, to make her feel at ease. "I mean I find it strange…demons…" She said, images of her being carried off by Sesshoumaru as a demon made her heart race.
"I don't think it's strange at all." I believe there were demons at one time…" He said while coughing a little and pulling into his drive way.
"I guess so…poor baby…" Rin said aloud, causing Sesshoumaru to shoot his eyes at her. He knew she had dreamt what he thought she had. It was the dream he had the other day after the dance.
"Poor baby?" Sesshoumaru still sitting in the car, even after it had stopped.
"Oh… yea sorry I'm talk to loud." Rin started to laugh a bit. "It's no big deal, it's just a dream that will haunt me for awhile…
"You know I really do believe there was something about that dreamed… it's irked me so much. I don't know if this is a dream based on my secretive feeling for Sesshoumaru that I myself do not even know about. Or maybe it's the fact that I've been hanging out with Sesshoumaru…" Rin said quietly into the phone "I don't know…maybe it was my past…I mean I did have a major case of Déjà vu!"
"But that's what I'm saying… I think that's so untrue…how do you know if you can remember your past life or not?" She continuously spoke into the phone.
"I mean come on I was in love with Sesshoumaru…yes…I know…This Rin was…" She said stopping mid sentence. "Yeah but the baby with the man... the rejection…maybe my soul want revenge in a weird way…I seriously know right now that I have no feeling for him other than a friend…Well maybe I do but it's not enough to provoke me to do anything?"
"No...no… I seriously don't see him like that…Yes…yes… and yes! It doesn't mean anything… I can blush…so what if I have dreams… it's not like we did anything in them. Well yes there was that one time…" Rin said while rubbing her neck and looking over to the sleeping man on the floor. "I don't know better go…" She said while clicking of the phone.
Looking down at the ground, Rin smile at Sesshoumaru. "Maybe there is something strange about us…" Rin said not knowing he was awake. Rolling of the bed gently she rolled slowly over towards Sesshoumaru and began to move his hair from his face. "You know maybe there's more about you that I don't know about, but I would like to know…and maybes there's more about my feeling to you that I don't know about."
She breathed in when she felt his warm breath hit her next. "For a fact I do know I like you more than I'd admit…I do get fluttery around you as of late even before your make over appearance…That dream I'd admit that if I were that Rin were me now… I would hate you for doing what you did. Even though you loved me… you went and pushes me away..." Rin felt hidden tears come to her eyes. Touching her cheeks in shock… she hadn't notice her eyes become watery.
"But some how I still forgave you…" Rin said speaking as if she was this actual Rin. "This Rin forgave you, for being naïve…because in terms you were really only as old as I was…" Rin said touching his face once more before gently kissing him on the lips. "Because this Rin found out she loves you today…" She said leaning her head into hi chest and crying a little… "You may have hated me but I myself will never."
Sesshoumaru opened eyes after he heard the light releases of air from her. Looking at her he felt his once strong heart crumble. He knew he had hurt his Rin before, but this Rin who knew the meaning of life love and of humanities right, her heart could break ever so harder. Pulling her against him he slowly breathed in the scent of her hair while kissing the top of her head. "This Sesshoumaru will protect you will all his strength, or so let me die…" He said before falling into a slumber.
"I will take this child…" The demon said while picking up the little baby girl, who googled at him, why smiling as best a baby could.
Sesshoumaru wrapped the baby in his fur like tail and began to leave the house. The baby was instantly asleep at the gently rocking motion of his walking lulled her to sleep and the warmth of the fur. Looking down at the baby he smile but felt a pain in his heart.
"Your mother would have loved you… and your father doesn't deserve you… so I will take care of you." He said while looking at the baby who eventually grew into a woman over the years and to look very much like her mother, but who had herself not fallen in love with Sesshoumaru, but seen him at a father. He had not loved her either for he saw her as his child.
Years later…Rin Souhiro would be the result of generation of her family.
A/N: Yeah I'm sorry… I have a job and I've been so busy with that and school work and…well it's mandatory to play at football games with the band so that pretty much takes up my schedule…plus I'm always sleeping with my free time…
