"Ron,
maybe you should see Madame Promfrey," Hermione remarked.
"Nah,
I don't need to. It looks worse than it is, really. But Malfoy-- ugh.
He's about as innocent as Peeves. And now I have a whole week of
detention with him," Ron said. He then eyed the room and said to
Harry, more quietly, "Hey, Harry, do you want to maybe take your
invisibility cloak and sneak into Hogsmeade for some firewhisky?"
"No
thanks, Ron," Harry muttered, glancing over at Ginny. "I
think I'll stay here."
Ron
sighed.
"Ahh,
well. I think I will go see Madam Pomfrey. I have a bloody headache."
"I'll
take you, if you want," Hermione offered quickly.
"Well,"
Ron hesitated. "Alright, then." He swung the portrait hole
open and gestured for her to exit.
Hermione
walked towards Ron, but not before shooting a meaningful look towards
Harry and Ginny. She gave Harry a small smile before heading out of
the portrait with Ron.
Ron
looked at Harry and Ginny and gave another small sigh. He then
followed Hermione out of the portrait hole.
"I
didn't mean to," Ginny whispered suddenly, her gaze fixed on the
flickering orange flames in front of her.
"You
didn't mean to do what?" Harry asked.
"He
told me that he loved me. He did! But I was stupid enough and
believed him. That's all I am! I'm a stupid little girl. Stupid
little girl..." her voice trailed off, and she felt anger flying
through her.
Harry
leaned forward and put his hand on hers. He said gently, "What
are you talking about, Ginny?"
Ginny
roughly brought her hand up from underneath Harry's. She stood up,
not daring to look at him, and began pacing. "I should've known!
Malfoys never change! Never! They never fall in love. They never
become human!"
Harry
stood up abruptly. "You fell in love with Malfoy?" Harry
said through gritted teeth.
She
stopped pacing, but didn't look at him. How could she look at him,
when she was telling him that she was in love with someone else?
"Yes, okay?! I'm a stupid little girl! A stupid little girl who
fell in love with the enemy! And you know what 'love'
lead to?! Him seeing how long it could take for him to get me in bed!
Yes, okay, it was a mistake! I know that, Harry. But he took
away my innocence.
And then treated me like yesterday's garbage. I FELL IN LOVE WITH
HIM."
"Do
I need to spell it out for you, Harry?!" she asked hotly.
"No,
I'm not that thick," Harry spat.
"You
could've fooled me, Potter. I thought I would've had to actually tell
you that
Malfoy and I shagged," she snapped. She covered her mouth,
suddenly realizing what she said, and sank to the floor.
Harry's
mouth fell open, then walked over to her. He sat down beside her and
let her head rest on his lap, as he held her hand and told her that
Malfoy wasn't worth anything.
"Funny.
You're talking like you know what love is," she spat.
He
sat up at once. "Of course I know what love is!! Because--
because I'm in love with you!!" Harry said all of this very fast
and quickly turned a shade of alarming crimson.
"No
you're not," Ginny said quickly. She couldn't let Harry love
her. She couldn't.
"Yes,
I am. I've loved you since I first laid eyes on you. I just didn't
know it."
"Didn't
know it," she said slowly. "Of course not. I'm Ron's little
sister. Ron's stupid
little
sister... No, Harry, you can't love me."
"You're
not stupid, and you're better than Malfoy. And yes, I do love you."
"Harry,
I--" she began. For once, Ginny Weasley didn't have a witty
remark. She was left speechless. She didn't want Harry to love her,
because she didn't want to be hurt, like Malfoy hurt her. But Harry
wasn't like Malfoy, she knew that... there were too many risks for
her... she couldn't... too much hurt...
Ron
was walking down the corridor with great difficulty. Most of his
energy was being put into lifing up his leg to ease the pain,
resulting in an awkward limp.
"Here,
lean on me," Hermione offered, moving to wrap his arm around her
waist.
"Thanks,"
he muttered. They were completely silent for a full minute, then Ron
began to curse under his breath. "If only McGonnagall
didn't pull us apart, I would have finally given him a piece of my
mind."
"Piece
of your mind, or a piece of your fist?" Hermione asked, hearing
every word he was muttering since they were so close.
"Quite
a bit of both," he confessed.
"Ron,
I know she's your little sister, but--" Hermione began, unsure
of how to word quite what she was going to say.
"Go
on," he insisted.
"You
can't always fight her battles for her," she continued. "She
has to learn how to defend herself."
He
raised his voice a bit. "How was she planning to get back
Malfoy?!" he yelled. A ghost floated by and said, "Well, I
never." Annoyed, he stopped in the middle of the corridor and
accidentally placed all of his weight on his bad leg. He grimaced,
had a blank expression on his face for a moment, and continued down
the hallway.
"Ron,"
Hermione groaned, going over to help him.
"I
can walk myself, thanks very much," he said stubbornly.
"No,
you can't," she remarked. "Unless you feel like cringing in
pain every two seconds and falling down in the process. I'm not
letting go of you until we get to the Hospital Wing." What she
would've liked to say was, "I'm
never letting you go," but
he'd never know it.
He
groaned, but allowed her to help him walk the rest of the way there.
"Malfoy should be gone by now," he said. "He'd better
be gone for his sake," he muttered.
"Ron,
please..." Hermione muttered. "Stop
thinking
about Malfoy for once."
"Who
am I supposed to think about?!" he said.
"I
don't know! Why don't you think about us?!" she exclaimed before
she could stop herself.
"Us?"
he said, his voice breaking a bit, his face turning as fire-colored
as his hair.
Brilliant,
Hermione, she
scolded herself. Just
go and make things uncomfortable... "Well,
it's better than Malfoy, isn't it?" she asked.
Ron
eased a bit. He stopped just outside the Hospital Wing and turned to
Hermione. He stroked her hair a bit while saying, "Thanks for
walking me up here, Hermione. Really. It means a lot."
She
raised her eyebrows a bit, glancing at his hand that was stroking her
hair. What was going through that boy's mind? "Well, you
couldn't have gotten up here yourself, you know. I'm always hear if
you need me, Ronald. Always. Let's get you settled, shall we?"
"Well,
let's go in," he said. He opened the door and once again let her
walk in first, but Madam Pomfrey practically shrieked at the sight of
him.
"Er,
I guess I'll leave you here, Ron..." Hermione said.
"Well,
er-- alright," said Ron, looking a bit disappointed.
"I'll,
er... I'll s-see you later, okay?" she questioned. Merlin,
why did you have to stutter?
she scolded herself, turning a bit red
"Bye,"
he managed, before he was dragged into the Hospital Wing by a worried
Madame Pomfrey.
Ginny
was walking down the corridor with Harry one afternoon about a week
after the incident. Ron and Hermione were walking ahead of them,
probably bickering about something when she accidentally ran into
someone. Someone disgustingly familiar.
Malfoy
was walking down the corridor in their direction, accompanied by
Crabbe and Goyle. He was apparantly amused by something, but stopped
abruptly when he saw her.
"It's
you,"
Ginny snarled in disgust.
Malfoy
said nothing, but stopped in his tracks, gaped at her, and slight
color rose in his normally pale cheeks.
"What?
Can't think of something to say? That's funny. You used to have
plenty to say to me," she chided.
Draco
closed his mouth, lowered his head and continued walking. Crabbe and
Goyle continued after him.
"Lose
your courage, Malfoy?" she called after him. "Oh, that's
right! You never had any of that to begin with!"
"Ginny--"
Hermione began. Malfoy glanced back quickly at Ginny.
"What,
Hermione? At least someone here knows to say how he feels!" she
exclaimed, referring to Harry. She still hadn't said anything about
him loving her, and even after he had kissed her...
Hermione
silenced at once.
"Even
if you don't want them to..." she whispered.
"Don't
you walk away from me, Draco Malfoy. You've done that already,"
she remarked.
Draco
stopped walking once again. He spun around. "Alright," he
said quietly, almost whispering. "I'm listening."
"Not
here. Somewhere else. But we need to talk," she said just as
quietly. To everyone's surprise, including her own, she walked up to
him and grabbed him by the arm, pulling him into an abandoned
classroom.
Ron
started to go after him but Harry held him back by the arm.
Ginny
slammed the door shut, and pushed Draco away from her once they were
away from prying eyes.
"What
is it, Ginny?" Draco said impatiently, yet quietly, while Ginny
stood astounded at the fact that he did not call her "Weasley"
or her old nicknames.
"How
could you do that to me?!" she demanded. "Take me away like
that, sweep me off my feet... then treat me like trash!"
"You
wouldn't understand."
"I
wouldn't? Then make me understand, Malfoy!" she exclaimed.
"That's what you're supposed to do! Make me understand. But you
gave up too quickly before the explanations would have to come."
"I
can't explain it, it's just like-- a feeling."
"A
feeling," she remarked sardonically. "I thought Malfoy's
don't feel. Wasn't that one of your rules or something?"
"You
can't even imagine why I can't do this!" To Ginny's surprise, he
burst into tears. "You and I can never be together!" he
gasped.
"It's
not like you'd want us to be together, Malfoy," she remarked
softly. Softly, but harshly.
"Stop
pretending," she said softly, feeling her own, warm tears from
behind her eyes form
"We
don't belong together," he choked. "We come from two
different worlds."
"And
those two worlds collided," she remarked. "Please, stop
acting as though you care about me, when you've made it painfully
obvious that you don't."
"Ginny!"
he remarked, getting a better hold of himself. "I'm not acting!
Why can't you see that?!"
"Because.
You're. A. Malfoy," she said coldly.
"What
has my family got to do with anything?!" he yelled.
"Draco..."
she sighed. "Your family has everything to do with it."
"I
don't care about them, about anyone except you..." he sighed...
"You've
got a funny way of showing it," she muttered.
"Yeah,
well, how about I say that I've learned my lesson?" he asked
softly, the rivers of tears stopping. He walked briskly over to her,
cupping her cheek in his hand. Draco stroked her tear-strained cheek
with his thumb, before leaning in and kissing her softly upon her
lips.
Outside,
Ron finally said impatiently, "I can't stand it anymore. I'm
going in there." Despite Harry's efforts to hold him back, he
broke free and burst into the classroom, closely followed by Harry,
protesting to give them privacy to sort things out.
Ginny
was a bit surprised at first, but then responded, allowing herself to
be swept away once more.
Ron
roared, "MALFOY, I'M GONNA RIP YOUR BLOODY HEART OUT!"
Ginny
paused, but did not break away from Draco. She groaned, partly
apologizing for her brother's stupidity. "Ronald, please... we
were just..."
Harry
stood there flabbergasted, but he had a reason. Unlike Hermione. He
was watching the woman he loved be snogged by his worst enemy... And
she was enjoying
it.
"Ginny,"
he managed to mumble out.
Ron
turned crimson, and started to go after Malfoy but tripped on his way
over.
"We were just talking!" Ginny protested.
