Just a short entry, because I havent updated in ages due to lack of interest. PLEASe rate and review!
"Bells? Are you okay"
I'd just fallen over for what seemed to be the eighty-thousandth time.
"yeah, sure", i said, embaressed, as i picked myself up from the ground and inspected the scrapes on my palms.
I was taking klutz to new levels today.
"Are you sure you know where this meadow is? The map doesnt say anything about it..", said jacob.
He was looking at the map, his eyebrows furrowed and a bemused expression on his face.
A beam of sunlight burst through a gap in the trees, and i waited for the diamonds that would flash off his skin.
but I was robbed of my excitement. This was Jacob, not Edward. His skin didnt sparkle.
I looked away before he caught the look on my face.
What was I thinking?? What was I doing? This is Jacob, this is MY Jacob.Stop thinking about Edward.
I walked into a tree branch.
"For god sake Bella", grumbled Jacob, before scooping me up.
I remembered how safe i felt in his big,warm arms. He made me feel so safe.
I smiled. My Jacob.
This is it. This is the meadow.
I knew it from the second we crashed out of the forest.
Still perfectly round, its fragrant flowers creating an aura of beauty that shrouded the meadow like a fragile lace curtain.
It was amazing, peaceful. "Bella"
Jacob was ten feet away, looking in awe at his surroundings.
"come over here"
I walked over obediently, brushing my fingers over the tips of the flowers that rustled against my denim clad legs.
"Bella"
"Jacob"
"Bella..you've been..weird, lately. Ever since, well..y'know"
He grimaced sheepishly, staring at face sadly.
It killed me to see him like that.
"Jacob", I smiled.
"Bella"
"My Jacob"
He smiled, his grin lighting up his entire face. I smiled back, and for the first time, Edwards face wasnt shining in the back of my mind.
Jacob drove me home in the truck, one warm hand covering mine and one guiding the steering wheel. I watched the sunset, swirling clouds of dusky pinky and pastel yellow illuminating the trees, and for a second, everything seemed to shimmer. I had my Jacob, and we were driving along the glinting tarmac off into the sunset. Isn't this a scene from a movie somewere? Isnt this perfect? Why do I feel as though something awful is about to happen?