Authors note: This chapter isnt really my best work because this is the part of the story thats the hardest to write. i know exactly what is going to happen, and its gunna be good :). Plus, not many people reviewed last time and if you've ever written a fanfic you know that it motivates you more when people review..so without firther ado, here is chapter fourteen, a short one before the long ones coming up!
Some ridiculous part of me felt afraid to look them straight in the eye.
Another part of me felt to ashamed.
Alice stared at me, her warm topaz eyes full of sorrow, while Rosalie's eyes seemed to glint with some unseen fury. Or maybe that was just how she always looked?
She sighed as I shrunk under her intense gaze.
"Why are you avoiding us?", said Alice in a small voice, lifting her eyes to mine.
A horrified expression leapt to my face.
"I'm not trying to avoid you Alice-"
"Yet you're avoiding Edward, which means that you're avoiding our entire family", interrupted Rosalie frostily.
Alice kept looking at me with those sad, puppy eyes.
"Look, Bella, we know there was some..mess..between you both. But seriously, that doesn't mean you can never talk to any of us either again?", said Rosalie in a bored tone, fiddling with a stray strand of hair.
"You never talked to me in the first place!", I said angrily.
Alice looked as though she was stifling a laugh, while rose looked slightly embarrassed by the whole ordeal. She cleared her throat.
"It's not that I hate you Bella. I have my reasons for maybe disliking you a minuscule bit but I'm sure that if we both dealt with things in a mature manner things could get back to the way they used to be.."
"the way they used to be? With Edward?"
Alice looked down mournfully at my words.
"He's a mess Bella..He's hiding it but we can all tell that he's completely lost without you", Alice said, grabbing my shoulders and shaking them.
I relaxed at her cold touch, and breathed in her scent.
"Surely you miss me?", she said sadly, pleading.
"Well I certainly don't miss your maniac driving", I joked, smiling weakly.
She grinned, and I remembered how much I had missed having Alice around.
"I'll…I'll talk to him about it", I offered.
Alice eyes glazed over slightly, and I knew she was seeing something I could not.
When she snapped out of it, she smiled and did a little dance on the spot.
She took both my hands and kissed me on the cheek.
"Everything is going to work out just fine", she said, before skipping away with Rosalie in tow.
Wow, I thought. That was weird.
What on earth is going to happen now?