My limbs had failed me.
My heart sat like a stone in my chest,jutting sharply against my ribcage,stabbing me every time I took a breath.
My hands shook and my stomach turned to lead.
Jacob had clambered to his feet to give Leah a 'friendly' hug,and I saw the excitement and admiration glittering in her eyes.
A small handheld radio next to Billy's feet churned out a mournful piano tune, and suddenly, the dream made sense.
The grande piano, the embracing couple..the only thing that was missing was.
Edward.
My eyes flooded with pent up tears and i stood up, my legs faltering slightly with the effort and i stumbled to were Jacob was standing with his arm around Leah.
"I'm going to go", I mumbled, rushing away into the darkness.
I tripped through the forest, searching for the dark path to my truck.
"Bella"
Jacob was behind me.
"What are you doing"
"I'm going home"
He looked confused, darting longing glances back at the bonfire.
"Why"
I sighed.
"I'll leave you and Leah alone"
"Me and Leah?I.I"
"For god sake Jacob! I'm not an idiot"
He had the grace to look ashamed.
"Its just Leah and I..Its like"
I couldnt beleive the words coming out of his mouth "Like seeing the sun for the first time"
Something in me exploded.
This wasnt my Jacob, this wasnt my protecter, my tender, happy-go-lucky wolf.
How could he do this to me?
"You're a monster", I whispered, before running into the trees.