I got over you
dont own anything again song by daughtry- over you
bpov
I heard voices around me talking. What happen to me I thought. Then it all came back to me seeing Jasper and me fainting. I opened my eyes to see two blonde haired vampires stairing at me. Jasper and Carlisle. "Oh my god the baby!" I said sitting up as fast as I could with my huge belly. " Don't worry Bella the baby is fine that was the first thing I checked." Carlisle said to me in a calm tone smiling. I looked around the room and realized I must be at the Cullens Alaskan home. Why didn't I think that they would be here in Alaska my god I could be so slow sometimes. Jasper gave me a confused look feeling my conflicting emotions.
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house
If the Cullens were here that ment Oh God ...edward... I didn't want to see him the hurting would come back again. I tryed to stand. "Bella I think it's best that you sit awhile." said Jasper. I didn't listen. I started to walk to the nearest door in which I assumed was Carlisle's home office. Carlisle and Jasper got to the door at vampire speed and blocked my way out. "Thank you for your help guys, but I need to get to the place I'm staying before dark so would you two kindley get out of my way. So I can get going." Carlisle and Jasper looked at each other then me. I then saw there lips moving ,but not hearing a thing and realized they were talking about me. ERRRRR darn vampires and there super speed talking. "I don't apperciate you both talking about me in front of me." I said shortly. They looked suprised and I'm sure Jasper felt me growin pissed off.
What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep Guess I let you get the best of me
"Bella thats really not a good idea..." Jasper said nervously. Then it hit me they were worried what ...edward... would do if he saw me or if I saw him. " I don't care if ...edward is here or not I need to go." I said looking at them both. They looked sorta guily ,but let me pass. Jasper walked with me down the hall looking uncertain the whole time.
Well, I never saw it coming I should've started running
A long, long time ago And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know
Then I heard giggles coming from up ahead. I looked at Jasper confused ,but he wouldn't meet my gaze it just kept stairing at the floor. I looked in to what looked like the family room. I stopped dead in my tracks then looked back at Jasper who was still looking at the floor.
I'm slowly getting closure I guess it's really over I'm finally getting better And now I'm picking up the pieces
I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
What I saw shouldn't have made my heart brake considering he left me and flat out told he didn't love me anymore, but it hurt just as bad. Man I must be slow because I should have realized that Jasper and Carlisle were trying to save me from seeing this sight. To late now. There was ...edward ...making out with my former bestfriend and the man next to me's wife. They didn't even notice we were there. I felt the tears escape my eyes. I felt Jasper send a wave of calm to me, but it didn't help much. I staired at them what seemed like forever ,but in reality was only a few minutes.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me
Jasper took my hand gently trying to pull me towards the door we were almost to the door when a sob escaped me. Damn, I thought. They stopped right away and staired at us. "OHHHHHHH Bella..." Alice said quietly looking guitly. I looked at Jasper who looked pissed. So I guessed she wasn't as guilty as she seemed. Thats when Edw... he turned around and looked at me. His expression when from shocked to guilty to that same damn pity look F-ing Jacob Black gave me. "Bella, I'm sorry" he said softly.
Well, I never saw it coming I should've started running A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
All the sorrow turned to white hot anger in about five seconds. Jasper looked at me scared at what I might do. I went to talk ,but no words came out. I didn't even notice the rest of the Cullens enter the room. The three of us were just looked at each other for the longest time. I hadn't stopped crying."Bullshit!" I whispered harshly before I looked at Jasper one last time. Then I turned and walked out of the house.
I guess it's really over I'm finally getting better And now I'm picking up the pieces
I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
I just can't catch a break this week.
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