Mad world

dont own anything but plot.

JPOV

When I saw Bella on main street I really didn't believe it was her till she bumped into me. Same old clumsy Bella. When she realized it was me she fainted I brought her to Carlisle right away. Seeing that she was very pregnent and all. I knew Alice and Edward weren't home yet from there little "hunting" trip. Alice told me a few weeks ago that she saw us growing apart and we had other people we were suppose to help. I bought it at first untill Edward came home and she was all over him. And he didn't seem to care that I was standing right there feeling the lust and love run off both of them. I ran out the door and didn't come home for two weeks.

all around me are familiar faces
worn out places
worn out faces
bright and early for the daily races
going no where
going no where
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression
no expression

Over the last few weeks I've learned to ignore there lust fest, but I didn't want Bella to have to see it. We all knew how hurt she was when we left. So I made sure that Edward and Alice weren't home when I got there. I took her to Carlisle who made sure that she and the baby were okay. I justed hoped she would wake up before the two lust birds got home. Sadly that didn't happen. She woke up a few minutes after they got home. Carlisle and I could here them making out on the sofa in the living room they didn't even notice Bella's scent in the house or simply didn't care.

hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow
and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take

When Bella tried to leave Carlisle and I tried to block her path. "I don't want her to see them Carlisle, It will hurt her even more."I said. "I agree it's in her and the baby's best interest not to see them, but I don't think we can get her out of here without them seeing her and your not taking her out the window"Carlisle repeilied. I thought about it for a second there was no way. Taking her out the window was out of the question because she could get hurt and thats what we were trying to prevent.

when people run in circles its a very very
mad world
mad world
children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday
happy birthday
and i feel the way that every child should
sit and listen
sit and listen

"I can't think of any other safe way out of the house other then through the front door." said Carlisle. The whole conversation took place in the matter of a minutes. Bella had been around us long enough to understand what was going on."I don't apperciate both of you talking about me in front of me"she snapped. I could feel her irration and I think Carlisle got the hint too. We let her pass into the hallway.

went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me
no one new me
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me
look right through me
and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad

As I walked her down the hallway. I heard the giggling from the living room get louder. I was trying hard not to freak out and go kill Edward. Even if Alice left me and after the last few weeks of hell. I would take her back and blame Edward in a second. We came to the living room I heard Bella stop and her heart rate picked up.


the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take

Bella's tears started to fall. The hate for Alice and Edward grew to an unbearable degree. How could they be so horriable? They could hear her, the freaking house could hear her. But they decided to ignore it and keep up there little makeout party. I grabbed Bella's hand I wanted to get her out of here before she lost it. We both were almost to the door when I heard a heart broken sob from Bella. The two assholes on the sofa decided they would pay attention now. Alice looked at Bella "ohhhhhhh Bella" she said softly trying to look guilty ,but her feeling gave her away. I growled at a level only my family could here. Everyone was in the living room now all shocked to see Bella so pregnent and that the two on the sofa could be so heartless.

when people run in circles its a very very
mad world
mad world
enlarging your world

"Bella I'm sorry" said Edward. Did he really think that was going to help anything. I felt Bella's anger spike. I looked at her nevously. "Bullshit!" she said in a hard whispered. With that she gave me a sorrow filled look and left the house tears streming down her pale face. I was about to start to scream when of all people Rose started." YOU IDOITS SHE PREGNENT DAMN IT!! WE ALL WENT ALONG WITH THE WHOLE WE FELL IN LOVE SHIT WHEN YOU TOLD US ABOUT YOU BOTH BUT THIS...WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU TWO THINKING. YOU COULD HAVE AT LEADT PRETENDED YOU KNEW SHE WAS HERE. SHE WAS YOUR SO CALLED BEST FRIEND AND SO CALLED LOVE OF YOUR LIFE!! AND LOOK AT POOR JASPER HAVING TO PUT UP WITH YOU TWO SHITHEADS I'M SURPRISED HE DIDN'T KILL YOU BOTH YET BECAUSE I KNOW I WOULD HAVE!! Rose finished her rant and stormed out of the room. Emmett just shoke his head saddly and followed. I couldn't believe Rose stode up for Bella like that,but maybe it was just the fact that she was going to have a baby and thats what Rose wanted most. Esme and Carlisle left the room quietly without being seen.

mad world

"I know you saw this Alice and I know Edward saw it to in your mind. But you couldn't just let her be happy like you promised could you?!" with that said I left giving them one more disgusted look leaving the house. I was going to find Bella.

Please review and tell me what you think about jaspers point of view. I have no clue what should happen next!

xoxo

emily