black bird

dont own anything song is black bird by the beatles

bpov

I was still crying as I made it to the end of the Cullens extremly long driveway. Thats when it kinda hit that I had no clue which way town was."OH GREAT" I mumbled. I looked up at the sky the sun was going to be setting soon. I looked to the left down the road and could see nothing then I looked right and could only see tons of trees. I let out a sigh. Could things get worse.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise


It was all Edwards fault if he wouldn't have left me I wouldn't have went to Jake. Jake wouldn't have left me pregnent and I wouldn't have run to Alaska to find Edward and my so called best friend making out. And I sure as hell wouldn't have been freakin lost. Well I wasn't really lost I knew how to get back to the Cullens ,but I couldn't go back in there and see him and Alice. It hurt to much. I thought of Jasper. Poor guy has had to put up with them for god knows how long.

Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free

The tears started to fall again as I stode there in the middle of the road. No cars ever came. "Well Bella you got what you wanted never to be found by Jake." I said to myself. Why was I so stupid what the hell was I thinking when I thought of Alaska. The baby kicked and I remembered again.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night

"Bella..." I heard someone whisper. I knew that voice. I turned to see Jasper standing a few feet behind me. I dropped my head to my chest and I let a few tears fall. "Bella... I'm sorry you had to see that I didn't want you to, but there was no other way to get you out of the house." Jasper finshed looking like he would be crying to if he could.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

"How long?" I whispered. "A month or two I try not to count" he said taking a few steps closer. I looked at him you could see the pain all over his face ,but mostly in his eyes. "How did she tell you?" I asked "She told me she saw us growing apart and we were ment to help other people, he let out a bitter laugh, ironic it was my brother." Jasper answered. I nodded numbly I knew edward didn't love me anymore I knew that sense he left,but this still hurt like hell.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life

The baby kicked again. I looked down at my belly and smiled alittle. I think I saw Jasper smile too. Thinking about the baby made me think of Jake which brought a whole knew batch of tears. I felt Jaspers stone cold arms wrap around me. I started to cry harder. My hands gripped the front of his shirt as if life depended on it. "shhhhhhhhhhhhh Bella its going to be okay" I heard him whisper. I don't know how long we stode like that in the middle of the road, but I felt my self starting to fall asleep and Jasper could tell. He picked me up bridal style. I think he brought me back to the house I was to out of it by then to know.

You were only waiting for this moment to arise,oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise, oh

I felt myself being laid on a bed, but I could still feel Jasper's cold body against mine. I swear I heard someone say" I'll never leave you Bella... I promise." I was out cold before I found out who said it.

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

sorry so short this time but its a short song tell me if you liked the chapter. Review please

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emily