(I'm sorry for anyone I may have offended with my summary. I really didn't mean to! Let me get this straight though – I am not homophobic. I never have been and I hope I never will be. I'm sorry – once again! Thank you to danny0112358 for standing up to me and writing telling me – in my own words – how stupid I can be! Thank you to my other reviewers the pen fatelle, and Twilighter80! You're awesome! I love you my readers and I am truly, sincerely, sorry! Forgive me please! My favorite part: "The boy just told you he was a wolf and here you are! Kissing him! You're an animal person aren't you?" HA! Lillie likes animals!)
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight!
"Come on Renesmee what do you want!" I demanded after she said nothing. "Renesmee," I groaned and started walking away. She grabbed my arm though – stopping me.
"I'm sorry! I've been…a bitch! I'm so sorry! I've acted horrible towards Lillie but I had a reason! A bad reason but still a reason!"
"Reason?" I asked and she blushed.
"Must I tell you?"
"Do you want me to forgive you?"
"Of course!" She said with a duh tone.
"Then you have to tell me!" She groaned in response.
"FINE! But give me a minute to collect my thoughts!" She started pacing and waving her hands through the air. I slumped to the ground after 5 minutes. "Ok I'm ready. Are you?"
"Shoot."
"I was falling in love with you Seth – that's why I kissed you! And I really thought it was you I was falling in love with! So when you didn't see me for a week I was like "Shit! He didn't feel the same and now I've lost a friend!" That was a horrible feeling! And then you imprint! And on somebody like Lillie! I thought well maybe I can beat this girl somehow! And then I see her! And I knew it was a lost hope! How could I compete with Lillie? So I avoid you and spend more time with Jacob! This was kind of funny because he was the reason I was hanging out with you as much as I was! I'm deeply in love with Jacob – but you probably already knew that! The more time I spent with Jacob the more I began to realize that I wasn't falling in love with you! You imitated Jacob for years so in ways you act like Jacob! And I was falling in love with the similarities between the two of you! I was just falling in love with Jacob over again! So then I was like "YAY! Now I can hang out with Seth again and maybe even become friends with Lillie!" That was a week ago. I realized that you might not want me around because how I've been acting and then I had no nerve to apologize! And that's why you haven't seen me for the last week! I'm sorry Seth Clearwater and I would like the chance to redeem myself in yours and Leah's eyes. I would also like to apologize to Lillie and maybe even – if she wants – be friends with her! Lord knows I need some friends who are girls – and not related to me!" She rushed all of this but I understood every word she said. I was floating by time she was done. I picked her up in a death hug.
"Of course Nessie! I'm…YES! I get my best friend back, and she's gonna hang out with my girl! Apology accepted! Of course!" She was choking out a laugh and I was swinging her around in circles.
"Seth…can't…BREATH!" I set her down and grabbed her hand.
"Let's go!" We started running into the house – hand and hand. That's how it always was with her though – even before things started to get complicated. We stopped right in front of Leah and Lillie. Lillie took in our twinned hands and her mouth fell open. Leah just laughed.
"Seems like you two are back to normal," Leah notated and then went into the kitchen. "Nessie you want some lemonade?" She asked and I laughed. Nessie hated human food – or drink. She still needed the nutrition that it provided but she still hated it. I looked at her disgusted face and started laughing again.
"I need to come around more often. Don't you remember how I feel about that crap?" Nessie asked and Leah laughed.
"Forgot!" Leah said and then she was silent – forgotten in the kitchen.
"You don't like lemonade?" Lillie asked – confused.
"No I don't like huma…" I put my hand over Renesmee's face again and she snarled. "I told you not to…wait!" She then put her hand to my face. She asked me if Lillie knew I was a werewolf and she was half vampire. I shook my head no. She gasped and muttered "Ridiculous!"
"What did I miss?" Lillie asked again – completely confused again.
"Nothing Lillie! Can I talk to you?" Renesmee asked sweetly.
"Er, sure?" Lillie said but it sounded more like a question. She looked at me quickly and I smiled. This is what I wanted after all. Renesmee led my beautiful Lillie into my bedroom. I couldn't help but ease drop. I needed to make sure Nessie was going to play fair.
"Lillie sit down!" Nessie said laughing.
"Er ok."
"I'm sorry ok? I was jealous! But now I'm completely over it! Trust me I am! You probably don't care I've been so hideous! But I love Jake! I really do! And sometimes your Seth acts like him! So, yea!"
"My Seth?"
"Yea. You do know the hold you have on him right?"
"I'm just another girl," Lillie said almost bitterly; Renesmee started laughing.
"You are the only girl in Seth's mind! Trust me the hold you have on Seth is mind boggling! It's crazy. Seriously!" Renesmee was right, completely.
"I'm sure you're wrong!"
"Seth stop ease dropping and tell her the damn truth!" Renesmee exploded. "The whole truth! You've been dating her for three months! Spill the damn beans!" I walked in the room.
"How did you know he was out there?" Lillie asked bewildered.
"Lillie I'm just going to come right out with it ok?" I asked, she nodded her head. "I really hope you won't hate me after this. You have every right to though."
"I could never hate you!" Lillie said – so sure of herself.
"I will never hurt you! But have you heard the legends of La push and the people of La Push?"
"You mean like "the cold ones" and how you're supposedly descended from wolves. Yeah I've hear them, what about them! Are you going to tell me their true?"
"Yes!" Renesmee answered for me and I glowered at her.
"You kidding me!"
"No baby! I wish I was. I'm what you would call a werewolf, we protect La Push. There's a legend about imprinting were its like love at first sight and soul mates combined yet stronger! When you see that person their the reason for you life. You can't live without them and you would do anything to protect them. Lillie the moment I saw you I imprinted on you! The cold ones is true too. Actually Nessie is half vampire but I'll let her explain that to you later. So do you hate me? Are you scared? Do you think I'm kidding? Talk to me?" Her mouth was hanging open and she was just starring at me.
"Prove it!" She demanded.
"Hell no! I'm not going to transform in front of you! I might hurt you! I…I…" Renesmee cut me off.
"If you want I can prove it!" She said with a smirk and I was instantly worried about how she was going to prove it. She didn't wait for my consent. She ran at vampire speed into the other room and waited for a while.
"Where is she? What happened?" Lillie demanded.
"Vampire speed, just wait she'll probably show you her strength in a little bit." I said chuckling. Renesmee called for us to come outside. We followed into the forest. Renesmee pulled up a tree to show Lillie her strength.
"Do you believe us now?" Renesmee asked and Lillie jumped into my arms kissing me. "Hm, weird reaction!" Nessie murmured. I broke free laughing.
"What's wrong?" Lillie asked – pouting a little. Renesmee was rolling on the floor laughing. "What?" She demanded.
"The boy just told you he was a wolf and here you are! Kissing him! You're an animal person aren't you?" Renesmee teased and Lillie asked.
"It's the imprint thing!"
"Ah yes! So do you want to be friends?" Nessie asked making me grin.
"I feel like were in pre-K again but yes I do! Will you share your cookie at snack time?" I was laughing. My best friend and the person I love more than anything were really hitting it off.
"You can have my cookie! I hate human food!" Lillie's eyes widened.
"What do you eat? Blood?"
"Animal blood – yes! We don't drink human blood. I still have to eat human food though – nutrition. The only human food I actually do like are eggs! (A/N: Breaking dawn reference! Remember when Bella was pregnant and eat loads of eggs, well here you go! Renesmee likes eggs!) We'll I'm sure there's some more I would like but, yea not that I know of! Wow you look like you're in shock!" Lillie really did look freaked out.
"So…why don't you drink human blood? Is animal blood as good?" Lillie looked bone white when she usual was tan. Was she afraid of Renesmee? Or me?
"Am I scarring you?" Renesmee asked actually looking worried that she might be scarring Lillie.
"A little," Lillie admitted looking at the ground.
"I'm sorry I really don't want to! I'm not going to hurt you Lillie! I can control myself really well. No animal blood doesn't taste as good I only know from donated blood though. You know like a blood bank! They fed it to me when I was a baby. But I'm around humans often and I've never killed anyone before! That I know of!" Renesmee Joked with a laugh and Lillie smiled.
"Um…Seth, this is a lot to take in. I'm not scared of you so don't even think that! It's just…a lot! I'm gonna go!" Lillie turned and left leaving me in pain.
"I'm sorry Seth but she deserved to know! And she'll come around! Hell did you see that reaction! HA! Priceless!" She was chuckling and shaking her head. She walked up to me and put her hand on my face. "I really am sorry…for everything!" She said in her mind.
"Renesmee…I had to tell her eventually don't be sorry. And thank you for behaving!" I said with a laugh, she laughed to.
"I didn't do it for you! Lillie's cool I think we could be friends! If she ever gets over her fears of me! HA! Priceless!" I glared at her.
"Sorry! You want to hang out?" She grinned.
"Of course! I've missed you!"
"Yea sorry about that…about everything!" We hang out for the next four hours on my couch watching T.V. and making fun of the people on there. The next DAYS dragged by. I saw Renesmee all the time but never heard from Lillie. I decided to stop by her house but who I saw there shocked me.
(I know what a short chapter…for me. It took a while with Ohio Graduation Testing going on and all that jazz! Today I'm pretty sure I failed the science OGT…that sucks. We'll see in May though! Tomorrow is Social Studies! I want to give a shout out to my friend Amber who is turning 17 and is having a TWILIGHT themed party this weekend! I'm so exited! We'll Review loves!)
