Seeds
Prologue: Yellow is my happy color. It's content, warm, vibrant, neon, exquisite, and charming. It's everything I'm not. I am Brown. With deep brown eyes that have no sparkle; brown hair that has no shine, all flat and dull; with my one exception: fair skin. I love the sun, but maybe it doesn't love me back. Why can't I feel the sun all the time, with tan skin that radiates across the room with happiness and warmth, a true Arizona girl. Why do I somehow love the sun, but can't leave the rain? Why am I stuck here in the wet and cold, when I love the sun! Why do I have to be white and brown when the sun is yellow? I'm just a tall, gangly brown and white girl. Alone and scared, without a word to say.
Chapter 1: I stood there. Gangly and tall, with my long legs and my boney face. With my thin skin and big eyes. Big eyes to nowhere. What good is it to have big eyes, when they don't go anywhere? You can't see through them, or into them. You just get confused looking at them. All smudged and brown like two big mud stains on my face. To big scars that reflect the complicated clumsiness of my pathetic life. But I can't go back. It's just not possible. Not since...... My heart nearly exploded just thinking about....them.......him......
Then it happened again. I fell apart. As I felt my head throbbing and my toes freeing, and my long, weak, worthless legs, buckling under me, as I slid slowly down the corner of my room. The corner of my life. Where I would be forever. Stuck. Lonely. Helpless. I might as well be a vegetable. At least I wouldn't remember....
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