Hello there! Glad you've made it this far! So please continue to read and comment if you would! It would make me feel a lot better while writing! So here's the next chapter so enjoy.
"Gaara, why did you kiss me?…"
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The blond sat on the carpet waiting patiently for the red head to answer. Moments passed by and he knew Gaara wasn't going to answer any time soon so he twiddled his thumbs to lessen the pace of his rapid heart. He stared in the teal green eyes and smiled lightly, thinking it seemed to be a waste of time. He shifted uncomfortably underneath Gaara and drooped his head low. 'I want him to answer me… but he doesn't want to…' the blond thought sadly. He bit his lip harshly and twisted his body away from Gaara.
The red head watched the blond turn away and unconsciously grasped onto Naruto's wrist and pulled him back, making them face each other again. Gaara could see the tears falling and reached up to wipe them away. He studied the blond and pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back gently. He could hear Naruto's muffles cried and cringed when they turned into hearty sobs. He held onto the blond much tighter now, knowing if he were to say anything now that it would ruin the relationship Naruto already had with Sasuke.
Reluctantly Gaara had to let go of Naruto and pulled away slowly. He stood a few feet away with that stoic mask and stared at the blond impassively. He knew he couldn't tell Naruto that his hear ached for him and knew if he confessed these feelings that it would cause conflict between Sasuke and Naruto.
The blonds tears began to fall as he saw the retreating back of Gaara disappear around the corner. His body stood completely still by the sudden coldness Gaara displayed. As if he had no emotions. His mind withered in pain with the loss of contact and wished for the warmth to return. 'No! I wont let him walk away like that! I have to know!' Naruto thought as his feet carried him toward the red head. He saw a glimpse of red and his speed increased.
"Gaara!" Naruto cried out after him. The red head turn slightly to see over his shoulder and resumed walking. That pained Naruto so much, but he didn't stop until he had reached Gaara and threw himself on him, knocking them both to the floor. Naruto had Gaara pinned underneath him and held onto his shoulders weeping.
"G-Gaara… why?!" Tell me p-please!" Naruto begged leaning in closer to the red head. Gaara stared at Naruto with out any sympathy and turned his head so that he was facing the wall. Naruto cried even harder and gripped his shirt tightly. "Gaara! Tell. Me. Please…… I-I- I like-..
"Enough! Get off me. I don't want to hear you right now. Go to Sasuke, you need him right now." Gaara said while harshly pushing the blond off. He got up any fixed his clothes and continued walking away, leaving Naruto to cry his heart out.
"NARUTO!" Sasuke yelled as he was searching the place. Damn it Naruto where the hell are you…?' Sasuke thought as he rounded yet another corner. Suddenly he found Naruto slumped on the floor looking blankly at the ceiling. "Naruto!" Sasuke exclaimed as he picked him up in his arms and looked over the trembling body. He could instantly tell that Naruto was crying because of his red eyes and the tear stains on his shirt.
"Naruto what happened?" Sasuke asked tracing Naruto's cheek. He gazed into the blonds eyes and was shocked to find then completely expressionless. They didn't glimmer with innocence like they usually did and they looked completely dead. "Naruto! Tell me what happened!" Sasuke pleaded as he pulled Naruto into his chest and ran his fingers through his hair. "Please, anything. Just say something!" Sasuke said tearing up. He couldn't under stand why Naruto remained silent and devote of all emotions.
"Take me home." Naruto said in a hushed whisper that Sasuke could barley hear. He nodded and he quickly picked up the blond in his arms and carried him until they were outside and buckled Naruto in the car. Sasuke got into his seat and wearily glanced at Naruto who stared impassively out the window. He was extremely worried for Naruto's sake because he refused to speak. He turned his attention towards the road a continued their silent drive home.
Sasuke carried Naruto into their room and placed him on the bed gently. He pulled off Naruto's shirt and tucked him into bed making sure he was comfortable. He sat on the edge studying Naruto and sighed when he realized that he still had the same expression as before and decided to take a shower. He went inside of the dresser and pulled out some black boxers and headed for the bathroom, taking one last longing glance at Naruto who didn't even move. He sighed and disappeared inside and started his shower.
Naruto laid on the bed staring at the ceiling completely void of any thoughts. His mind was completely blank as if he didn't know how to think. He didn't move or flinch when Sasuke emerged from the shower or when he tried to call his name to get his attention. He didn't move when Sasuke had brought food to the bed and told him to eat something or when Sasuke got very angry and threw the food across the room. He didn't move when Sasuke pinned him down and shouted obscene words and phrases his way or when the Uchiha grew too tired and finally went to bed turning his back towards the blond.
Naruto stared at the ceiling, finally realizing Gaara had abandoned him and silent tears streamed down his face. They couldn't stop falling as small sobs escaped his lips and his vision became blurry. Flashes of memories flooded his mind of the time they shared when they were little. He brought his hands to his face and cried his eyes out.
Sasuke who had awoken by now was busy trying to get Naruto to speak, that he couldn't hear the choked words coming from the blond. He was too immersed in his mission that he completely ignored the small pleads of Gaara coming from Naruto. He pulled the hands free and wiped the tears from the tanned cheeks and placed small kisses in their place.
"Shh. Naruto, its ok. Stop crying alright." Sasuke whispered into Naruto's ear and ran his fingers through the blond hair.
For about another hour Naruto continued to cry but had finally calmed down and he laid curled against Sasuke's body. Sasuke wrapped his arms around the petite form and held him close. He didn't Naruto suffering anymore and kissed his head softly.
He had finally fell asleep as well and dozed off still hugging Naruto close to his body.
The next morning Sasuke awoke to an empty bed and instantly sprung up and began calling Naruto's name out in hysteria. He was about to leave his room when he herd the toilet flush and immediately ran to the bathroom to find Naruto washing his hands.
"Oh Naruto! You scared me! I woke up and you weren't beside me!" Sasuke shouted at the blond. Naruto slowly glanced at Sasuke and then his eyes grew wide.
"Sasuke… are.. Are you going to l-leave me t-too?" he stuttered trying to stifle the tears from coming down. Sasuke looked at Naruto confused and wrapped him in a hug.
"Of course not Naruto. I'm not going to leave you. Not ever." he said as he placed kissed along Naruto's jaw line. He continued his trek until he reached Naruto's neck and nipped it softly. Naruto shuddered from the contact and wrapped his arms around Sasuke. He relaxed in Sasuke's embrace and sighed contently.
"Oh Sasuke… I-I love you sooo much" Naruto chocked out as tears fell from his eyes. Sasuke stopped his kisses and wrapped his body around Naruto tighter and held him desperately.
"Naruto I love you too. With all my heart, so don't cry anymore ok" Sasuke said leading Naruto out of the bathroom and began to go through the dresser looking for some clothes that Naruto could wear. He stopped abruptly when he heard a loud plop on the bed and turned his attention towards Naruto who was sprawled out on the bed completely naked, spreading his legs.
Sasuke couldn't believe what he was watching. Naruto staring at him with lust filled eyes pulling him into a trance. He dropping the boxers that were in his hand and moved toward Naruto who was bucking his hips.
"Sasuke.." Naruto whispered in a seductive tone. "Fuck me" he said as he was putting two fingers in his mouth and coated them with a layer of saliva. Sasuke's mind was completely losing all his senses as he neared the beauty tempting him. He watched as those fingers slowly found their way at his entrance and began to open himself slowly. Thrusting in and out in a slow pattern.
Sasuke knew this was completely wrong due to Naruto's mental state. But his mind was beginning to cloud with lust and moans that filled the room didn't help any either. His hands trembled at his sides as he felt his member become fully erect, rubbing against the thin fabric. He licked his lips and eyed Naruto hungrily. He watched the new set of tears fall from Naruto's eyes and before he knew it he was above Naruto pinning him down, staring into those crystal blue pools of blue.
Naruto withered under Sasuke and pleaded once more. "Fuck me Sasuke.."
Gaara paced in his room clenching his hair in his hands. "Fuck! I can't take this! I want Naruto badly! I know now what this emotion is that's festering inside of me!" he shouted as he kicked a glass ornament near his bed, sending it flying across the room. Instantly it made contact with his counter and shattered the glass in the picture frames. He glared the mess and then lifted the frame in his hand and studied the picture. A frown appeared on his face he cursed the picture under his breath.
It was an old portrait of him and Naruto smiling at the camera as they were posing for the picture. They were sitting under the tree near the lake and had their fingers laced together innocently. It was such a warm and bright day in the picture and they both seemed so happy.
He broke the frame, pulled the picture out and slipped it inside of his pocket. He stalked over to his bed and landed with a flop. 'Why the hell does it have to be Naruto.?' Gaara questioned himself. He rolled onto his side pulled out the picture again and glared at it. He wasn't necessarily angry with Naruto, it was just that he couldn't believe how childish he was acting at the moment.
'I had to do this Naruto. I cant support you where I am now. You'll have to wait on me for a little while longer.' Gaara thought as he placed the picture underneath his pillow. He got up and met Neji downstairs who was eating breakfast with Hinata. Neji sent a worried look his way but Gaara brushed it off with a shrug. Immediately as Gaara sat down at the table a maid came in a sat a plate of food before him along with a cup of coffee.
"U-uh G-Gaara… umm.. I h-heard some of t-the maids t-talking about N-N-Naruto." she paused to catch a glimpse of Gaara's scowl. "They said when h-he left that h-he l-looked very ill. It w-worried a lot of the m-maids yesterday." she said as she stared at her plate of food.
Gaara glared at his plate of food and cursed aloud, making the two Hyuga's gasp in shock. He excused himself and locked himself inside of his room the entire day. Neji already knew and could tell that it was the blond that was causing Gaara the grief because of Hinata's words. I didn't have to take a genius to understand that.
'This house is becoming unstable' Neji thought when he paced his room. 'There's gotta be something to fix all this.' he thought as he pulled out a piece of paper and a black pen.
So yeah…. Short chapter I know. And forgive me if you don't like how Naruto was acting. I on the other hand like that side of him, besides the craziness. The whole 'fuck me Sasuke' part was actually really fun to write.
Oh one more thing. The reason why I left it where its at, is because I want to know if you guys want Sasuke to be Naruto's first or Gaara. Me.. I would like Gaara, but I don't really like reading yaoi's that take forever for the yaoi scene to come up. Like in the last chapter and your like.. THAT WAS IT?! Heh. That's just how I am… if not then the lemon scene between Gaara and Naruto would come about in probably 3 chapters or so…
Well that all for now.
Until next time,
-Urahara
