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Previously:

Can't sleep? Well, that didn't bother me so much as killing animals. I remember having nightmares while sleeping. Terrible life scarring dreams. So, this new no sleeping situation served as no problem in this new life.

A new life. A new beginning.

Change. My cure for a broken heart.

Chapter Seven

I laid down carefully on my couch and stretched my legs. The usual comforting noise of my joints popping did not reach my super hearing ears. I grabbed the beautiful blue satin silk blanket that was hanging off the side of the couch and snuggled into it. The temperature was no different but it did provide some comfort.

For the rest of the night I just stared at the bright yellow ceiling thinking of all the changes that happened and all the changes that were to come.

The family was playing some type of game downstairs but, I couldn't bring myself to join. Family was still a touchy subject. Although, I couldn't remember anything for my past. Only James, and Meggie. The ones that betrayed me and shattered my trust in them. I didn't know if I could ever bring myself to forgive them.

I loved James so much. He was my everything. My life, my past, and my future.

He meant so much to me. But our love had been broken, shattered beyond repair.

Before long the morning sun was peaking through the windows. It reflected off of my cool skin and I stared in wonder. Millions of rainbow diamonds glistened of my skin. It was so beautiful. So different.

As If Alice could sense my sudden grief she came bouncing into the room a bag in tow.

" Here are some clothes Bella. Oh and we decided not to go to England. Well, I decided for us. You see Alaska just seems so much more fun and exciting!" she babbled.

" Alaska?!" I shrieked. Shivering at the thought of the cold wet weather.

Alice stopped jumping and just stared at me blankly.

" Bella.." She murmured warily.

I just looked at her in confusion.

" Vampire." She whispered stating the obvious.

" Oh." I answered giggling stupidly.

She just nodded slowly. Obviously worried for my brain capacity.

" OK. So, I have these clothes for today and when we get there well go shopping!" She shouted in glee and skipped out of the room humming merrily.

I just shook my head in annoyance. I didn't remember if I enjoyed shopping or not. But, I had I feeling I wasn't going to love it as much as Alice seems to like it.

Edward passed my room just then and having listened to Alice's last sentence he muttered.

" Good luck." and continued on the path to his room. His haven.

I just closed the door without responding and opened the bag Alice placed on the couch warily.

I pulled out a pair of beautiful blue jeans and a deep green sweater with beautiful brown ballet flats.

I quickly pulled on the clothes carefully trying not to tear the fabric with my new born strength.

I let my hair down in loose waves and did a quick check in the mirror. I shuffled my other clothes in to the bag and left just with that.

I met the rest of the family downstairs. Them with there mountain of suitcases and me with my simple rhinestone black carry on bag that wasn't even mine.

I owned nothing. Not even the clothes on my back.