The Pain In The Heart
Authors Note: Thank you so much to everybody for not only the reviews but also the favorite author, favorite story and all the story alerts as well. I'm very glad that all of you like this so much. I was afraid to write this story but I'm very glad that I did now. This chapter will be Draco's point of view as well as some of Harry's.
Draco was well terrified he couldn't believe that he had actually found Harry and now the question was what was he going to do now that he had? Draco had been avoiding Harry since he had found him but knew that it couldn't go on for much longer, because pretty soon he was going to have to face what he had done to Harry and hope that Harry would forgive him for it. Draco had figured out that he was in love with Harry right after he had gotten married to Dean and had started a family. Draco had tried to be a good husband to Dean but he never could get passed what he had done and knowing that he loved Harry was even worse.
When Harry had emailed Draco for the last time asking to start over Draco was skeptical wondering if Harry was only asking so that he could lure Draco in and than scream at him for what he had done to him. Draco didn't respond for a while wondering what to do but he decided it was better than nothing and to try it. He had instant messaged Harry a week later testing the waters to see what was going too happen and found that Harry kept his word and didn't retaliate against him. The only problem was now is that Draco didn't think that Harry loved him anymore because Harry had said that they would just be friends and nothing more. Draco wanted more. He wanted Harry's love and attention, he also wanted Harry to be there not only for him but for his kids as well but he didn't know how to go about doing it.
Draco wondered how you could make someone who used to be in love with you fall back in love with you again. Was it even possible or was Draco just wasting his time? The more he thought about it the more Draco wanted all of those things to happen so he formed a plan. Draco was going to continue to keep talking to Harry and gain Harry's trust back because Draco knew that Harry didn't trust him anymore. He could see it in Harry's messages that he was unsure of Draco's intentions. Draco decided that he would just lay on his charm like he always did and he would get what he wanted. Harry though had other ideas.
Harry wasn't falling for it anymore, he was done playing this game. Harry had just received an instant message from Draco. Draco had said that he really missed Harry and wished that he could see him again. Harry not falling for it ignored the comment completely and started talking about having to go to the mall with friends. Draco noticed that Harry had ignored his comment and wondered why, because it had always worked before. Maybe he just needed to up the ante a little. Harry was getting sick of all of Dracos not so subtle comments about missing him and how he wished he had never married Dean. Harry was fuming mad at this point. This was getting ridiculous and it was time that Draco got what was coming to him.
"You know what Draco I've been holding this back for long enough and it's time you know what you've done to me. When you found out that I was in love with you, you made it your mission to torture me and make me feel like I wasn't worth anything to you or anyone else. You made me feel like it was my fault for being in love with you and made it perfectly clear everyday that you were around. Now you're back trying to make it look like everything is ok when it's not ok. I'm tired of being your door matt and I'm not going to let you use me like that again." Harry hit send on his instant message and waited to see what Draco would say. Harry hadn't wanted to do that but he couldn't take this anymore. He had kept his feelings bottled up for so long that they had finally exploded.
Draco hadn't expected Harry to let loose like that and it made him realize that he really had fucked up everything and now he had to find a way to make this right again. It was time for Draco to start being honest with himself so that he could finally have what he always wanted and that was to be loved but until then he was going to have to figure out what to do. The only response that Draco sent back to Harry was that he was sorry and then he clicked off his instant messenger and sat and stared at the blank screen wondering what to do next.
Tbc…..