Epilogue

Authors Note:

Hi I'm Jenn the author of this story and I wanted to give you a little insight as to why this story ended the way it did. When he first came back in to my life I hoped that things would be different this time and that we could actually be friends or maybe even boy friend and girl friend. Being that this was based on truth I couldn't have it end with Harry and Draco together and in love because I knew in my heart that it would be a lie and I can't lie to my loyal readers.

I had to change the way it ended because of that reason and even though at the time I had wished it could be different it wasn't meant to be. I haven't heard from him in four or five months now and that last email that you have just read in the prevese chapter he did not respond to. I figured he wouldn't and it didn't bother me one way or another.

This was a rough journey for me emotionally and physically but I wouldn't change it at all and it's an experience I'm glad I got to go through. I wouldn't change anything that happened with him at all because I think that in order to get where I am now I needed to go through it and I'm glad to say that I came out stronger than when I went in. I don't know if will ever be friends. I think right now that's impossible but who knows.

The walls that I had built around my heart because of him are gone and I can start letting people back in again and not be afraid to fall in love again. Love is hard but it should never be like that and I learned a lot from it and I'm a better person for it.

I want to say thank you to my cousin Erin, and Kayla for all there help. Without them I think I would still be waiting for my someday. I also want to thank him for not writing me back and letting me finally be free. Thank you to everyone who stuck by me and wouldn't let me fall. I love all of you. Jenn.