AN: Hey people's!! Kyoya's sick! oh noes D= And there's someone else writing in his journal that he didn't even know about!! Read and review people... plz.... And since I havent mentioned it yet: Disclaimer; I don't own ouran high and/or its characters XD
February 4th
I feel like I have a hole in my head. Today, Honey-sempai visited before and after school. They weren't particularly useful visits. His energetic nursing only served to worsen my fever, rather than bring it down, but in my fever misted state I could hardly form the words to ask him to leave. The fever must be affecting my mind and my reason. I have never felt so lonely before, surrounded by all our servants, yet completely aloof and alone. I'm staring to hope Tamaki will visit, even though my fever will undoubtedly be made worse by his boisterousness.
February 5th
One of the maids had the audacity to wake me up this morning. She said that since the fever had dropped and I hadn't been eating properly I should eat breakfast at the right time. Then, as soon as I had finished eating, my food decided to make a repeat appearance. My stomach kept heaving until I eventually passed out. When I regained consciousness I discovered that I had been moved to the guest room. That's where I'm writing now. No one's come to check on me since I woke up, so I might as well go back to sleep, but I'm finding it difficult. I'm currently sitting, but if I try and lie back down I start to heave again, and I trained myself a long time ago not to sleep sitting up. Maybe I'll eventually pass out again.
February 6th
Hello, this is Yomi. I am Kyoya-san's nurse, and since he's in a terrible way, passing in and out of consciousness, I thought I'd write an entry for him. I don't know what he's thinking when he is awake; he's so sick he can barely stomach water and his tongue is dry and swollen. He doesn't open his eyes, even when he is awake, except for once, and they were horrible and bloodshot and unfocused so he stared right through your soul. We can only tell he's awake because he stops muttering to himself. The specialists think it has got this bad because He hasn't had much experience with viruses. Poor thing, being brought down by a flu =(
February 7th
Yomi again. Kyoya-san's condition has worsened, so he's going to be moved to the hospital tomorrow if there's no improvement between now and then. Kyoya's friends called him several times today, so when he's moved I'll tell them. It's nice to think that Kyoya-san has made friends… =)
Kyoya glanced up from the pages he held in front of him. "Yomi wrote in my journal?!" he asked out loud
He frowned, as he realised that she had probably read it as well to know what it was about.
"I can't believe I didn't notice it before…" If anyone else had read the contents of his would he be aware of it? He shivered at the thought of strangers reading the things he wouldn't let himself believe he felt. And for the first time in a long time, he was scared. Of this book that he treasured and had to protect to remain the way he was. Cool and emotionless. He closed the pages, placed the book on his side table, and then reconsidered. He then slept, his journal tucked safely between the mattress and the floor.