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Harry sat solemnly next to the bed in the hospital wing. He looked down at his hands which were placed in his lap and not at the blonde lying in the bed, he wasn't allowed to. Once Draco found out he spiked the wine the night before he received a punch in the face and orders not to even so much as look at him again. So there he sat, in the hospital wing forbidden to watch the proceedings. Draco hadn't even spoken to him after the order but Harry knew that he was making doubly sure that he was pregnant with Madame Pomfrey; Harry didn't even know he was able to tell if he was pregnant the night after conception.
He heard the nurse tut and leave the room, then a giant sigh from the bed. He didn't dare look up though. "I can't believe you Potter." Was softly said, it stung to hear his surname. He would do anything not to have them revert back to how they used to be. "I don't want to believe it."
"Drink this Mister Malfoy." Pomfrey ordered. After a few minutes where Harry had no idea what was going on, "Well you are definitely pregnant." Harry smiled; he was going to be a dad. "What would you like to do?" Concern was evident in her voice.
"I don't know right now." Draco whispered. "Can I have some time?"
"Of course. I'll have to inform your professors of the matter though." She bustled out of the room.
"Look at me." Harry hesitantly raised his head to stare into grey eyes. He could see the betrayal shining in those beautiful eyes. "Do you ever think?"
"I..."
"Don't interrupt me!" The blonde yelled harshly. "How could you do this? I told you I didn't want a baby. Now look what you did! Because of your selfishness I am pregnant. But that isn't a problem for you is it, after all you're the only one who wanted this." The venom pierced right into Harry's heart. "Because of you I will most likely have to drop out of Potions and Defence Against the Dark Arts. Do you have any idea what that means? I will never be able to become a Potions Master that way. You know how much doing that meant to me. We have had countless conversations about out futures. You doing your idiotic Auror thing and me becoming a Potions Master. But you had to take that away from me. I just... I.... I can't even look at you right now. I don't want to believe that you tricked me like that. I can't deal with this right now. Just leave Potter. Get out of my sight." Draco was flushed by the time he finished talking and turned away from Harry.
Harry stared at Draco for a few moments before getting up from his chair and walking to the doors of the hospital wing. "Draco," he said carefully, "I am so sorry. I didn't think. I never think. I will do anything in my power to make this up to you."
"Go away and don't come back," was spat at him, pure hatred clear.
Harry left sadly. He wandered down the hall aimlessly, not knowing where to go. He eventually ended up in front of the library and decided to see if Hermione was there as it was now lunchtime. After looking down a few aisles he found her sitting with Ron at a desk, she had a mountain of books around her and Ron was reading a Quidditch magazine. Harry walked over to the table and sat down, both of his friends watched him when he just sat there staring at the table. "Harry, is something the matter?" Hermione asked softly, reaching out to touch his shoulder.
"Yes," Harry whispered, "I think I really screwed up this time."
"What happened?"
"I just ruined the best think that had ever happened to me." Harry shook his head sadly. "He hates me."
"Who hates you?" Harry just looked up at the girl and then moved closer to her and rested his head on her shoulder, wrapping his arms around her shoulders to hold onto his friend. Hermione looked over at Ron in shock obviously not knowing what to do. Slowly she raised his arms and hugged him back. "It's all going to be okay Harry."
"No it won't." Harry spoke into her shoulder, his words coming out muffled. "He told me not to come back. He never wants to see me again. I am such an idiot."
"Harry," Hermione sighed out not knowing what to do. At least he wasn't crying, Hermione thought in relief, she didn't know what she would do if the usually strong boy started crying. She just held him and let him rest in his misery for as long as needed. The bell went for the next class and the girl tried to pry her friend off of her to take him to class. "Come on Harry we have DADA next." Harry nodded and let himself be escorted out of the library and up to his class.
They stood outside the classroom waiting for Professor Lupin (who had been asked to take the subject again as a favour to Dumbledore) to let them into the class. Most of the class stood waiting with them except one blonde Slytherin Harry noticed. After about five minutes, wherein they all started to get inpatient the door opened and a frowning Lupin was seen. He opened the door opened for them all, inside was Draco sitting at the front talking to Sirius Black (who had been cleared of all charges and was helping Remus with duelling exercises). They all filed into their usual spots for the class, though Harry had to sit next to Ron instead of with Draco as he usually did, a few classmates were shocked to see this but didn't dare say anything about it. The lesson involved a lecture then a discussion about what types of spells would be best to use in an enclosed area. At the end of the class Remus called for Harry to stay back which wasn't very unusual as everyone knew that they were practically family.
Harry stood there awkwardly waiting for everyone else to leave, when Draco passed him the blonde didn't even so much as look at him. Sighing Harry walked to the front of the classroom when everyone was gone.
Remus sat on the front of his desk with Sirius standing by his side like a loyal puppy. "Harry, we have something very serious to discuss." Harry nearly cringed at those words; it wasn't going to be a happy discussion. "I can't believe that you would get someone pregnant with talking about it first."
"We had actually talked about it," Harry said without thinking. They had talked about it, it just didn't have his desired outcome.
"Did you now?" Remus asked, his eyes narrowed in suspicion. "The way I heard it was that you drugged your boyfriend with pregnancy potion to make it so he was pregnant."
"Well... yes... that is kind of what happened." Harry was looking at the floor and not into the face of his step-godfather. "I... just..."
"Harry," Sirius said, shocked that his godfather was speaking in such a serious voice Harry looked up into the dark eyes which didn't seem to be damning him quite yet. "I understand why you did it. I know you want to have a family of your own but you can't go around getting people pregnant. That's not how it is meant to be done. I was just speaking to my cousin and he is extremely upset right now. He doesn't want you to be with him because he can carry a child for you, and I agree with him." He reached out and clamped his hand soothingly on Harry's shoulder. "He told me how happy you were about him being able to have a family and how you were trying to get him pregnant. He made it sound like a game you were having, one he didn't think you would win." Sirius smiled at him kindly.
"Anyway," Remus glared at Sirius for a moment, "you are extremely lucky that it is near the end of school. You need to go and talk to Draco."
"He told me he didn't want me to see him again." Harry argued sadly.
"Do you really think he means that?" Remus asked softly. "He is extremely upset at the moment and feels betrayed my one of the only people he trusts. If you felt that way do you really believe you wouldn't ever want to see them again or would you say it to try and protect yourself from any more harm they may cause you?"
"I don't want to make him even angrier with me though," Harry argued back. "I wouldn't be able to bare it if he hated me!"
"And staying away from him is going to make him love you again." Remus turned to Sirius with surprise when he spoke angrily, "Harry in nine months you are going to be a father. You need to grow up! Face the boy and put yourself on the line. You caused the problem so go and sort it out. Show that you care for my cousin and let him hate you if needed, but I am sure that even if he does he will let you be a part of the kid's life. No one can take that child away from you, not even its other father."
"I wouldn't be able to live with myself if he hated me though."
"Suck it up!" Sirius yelled out, Harry took a step back. "So what if he hates you, you love him and that little person growing in him so prove it by confronting him. Go!"
Harry hurried out of the room and didn't look back when he was shouted at. All he knew was that he had a very important decision to make and an extremely important person to see.
"Did we do the right thing, he was very angry?"
"Yeah, our little cub needs to learn some way."
A/N: Here it is! Hope you like it. I was very tempted to continue but I want the chapters to be out fast and it is probably better not to continue on. There will be a lovely surprise in the next chapter. And I hope you all like me adding Sirius and Remus, I could never have them as dead, I am such a sucker for those two. Longer then the last chapter and hopefully it will be received as well as that one was. Please review as it makes me want to write for you all so quickly. ^^ please. I love hearing how you think it will go and what would happen. You never know something you say may inspire me.
Bye for now. Btw, if you like dark!Harry I am writing another fanfic called 'Heir' see if you like it (if you haven't read it that is) (shameless plug)
