Hi everyone! I hope you had a good start into the new year.
Here is my next chapter. I hope you like it!
Thanks again to all my reviewers.
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lolly12: Alice didn't have a vision. After all she isn't watching Bella and she doesn't see everything. I'm not sure if I'll do her POV. In fact I'm not planing to at the moment.
TwilightandAFIrool: Thank you. I know it's depressing and I'm afraid it will stay depressing. Maybe ifI write another fanfic II'll write a more happy one. We'll see
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MPOV
I was simply sitting in my car before Bella's house. I couldn't believe what had just happened. I had Sex with Isabella Swan! Wow. That's what I've always wanted, since the first time I saw her.
I smiled. She had been mine and I could tell that I was the first. So I had something Cullen didn't have and never could have.
Cullen. What would he do if he found out?
To me the relationship between him and Bella had always been a mistery. The way he had looked at her. He seemed like a dragon of the old myths who protect their treasure and get furious if somethings stolen. I had to make sure nobody found out about what happened. I didn't want to find out what happend to those who damage the treasure.
BPOV
After what felt like hours I finally got up from the couch. I had been crying the whole time. I couldn't believe it. I have thought Edward would be the first one.
What now? Even if he came back, if he found out, he'd hate me. I had betrayed him. I was ugly, weak, dirty and used. How could he ever love me again?
Stop it Isabella Marie Swan! He doesn't love you and he won't come back. I told myself. And the truth in it made me cry even harder.
When I got up, I made my way up to the bathroom. When I was in the shower I made the water extra hot. Under normal circumstances it would be way to hot. But now I had the feeling that this way I would be able to wash everything away. I washed myself for an hour until there was no warm water left but still I felt so used and dirty. I was afraid I would always feel that way.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door.
I jumped. What? Is he back? He had his way. But as I heard the stanger's voice I relaxed.
"Hey Bells. I'm back from fishing. Is everything ok?"
"Yeah." I managed to say, still a little shocked.
"I have already eaten at Billy's. I'll watch the game now, is that ok with you?" He shouted through the closed door.
It wasn't normal for Charlie to ask questions. Now he had asked two within a minute. I must have been really concerned about me. I didn't want him to worry, so I tried to sound happy.
"Sure dad. Enjoy!"
I heard his foodsteps on the stairs as he made his way to the living room. I quickly got dressed and went to my room. I couldn't help it. Everytime I came to my room I hoped that Edward would be there. But he never was.
I looked sad to the always open window where I had seen him so many times. I laid down on my bed crying again. Tomorrow I would have to face Mike in school. I wondered how he would act but soon I put the thought aside and tried to sleep which was rather difficult because of all the sobs escaping me. After a while I cryed myself to sleep.
I know in this chapter there isn't much action but I thought it would be good to concentrate on their feelings. In the next chapter there will be more. I haven't got a clue how to get on with the story so I'll update when I get a good idea. But I hope and I think it will be soon.
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