Chapter 5

Love Notes

Hello Everyone! I am soooo sorry for the lack of updates, my internet was down (or is down, since I am writing this while it still is.) I have been going crazy and figured, I've been going insane! But thankfully I was able to go on a trip and THEY have wireless internet! YAY!

Okay, sorry, but I have really been going insane! Haha, so here is your story!!

Oh little side notes here: The texting would probably be in 'text talk' ei. w, ttyl, w/e, yadda yadda, but I A. could never see Edward writing anything like that, and B. I hate typing that for FF, it annoys me. So that's why everything is all proper grammar for the texting.

"Hey Bella!" Mike Newton, god bless 'em, yelled coming up behind me, waving frantically.

"Yes, Mike?"

He caught up with me and smiled, a little out of breath. "Bella, you've got to help me!" This should be good, I thought.

"Okay….?" I asked specially.

"Well Jess really, and I mean really, wants me to go with her to the movies this weekend, and I don't know how to tell her no."

"Then why don't you just go with her…?" He looked at me strangely, his eyebrows were burrowed and then he tilted his head to the right like a dog. I had always wanted a dog…

"You know I hadn't thought of that…." He muttered, and then he looked at me, his eyes wide with excitement.

That can never be good.

"Well you see I was thinking…that maybe you could be my excuse…?"

"Excuse?" Was he really trying to pull this off? How old was this in 'picking up women who have been denying you for almost 3 years 101'?

"Um, sorry I already have plans."

"I didn't tell you what day." He countered.

"All of them. We're always busy." Edward said while he wrapped his arms around me, kissing my neck and then rested his chin on my head. I loved when he hugged me from behind.

"Oh come on, you guys can't have plans every night." It was not a question, and as he spoke he stood taller (though he was still no where as tall as my Edward) his voice became deeper, and he boasted out his chest like an ape about to bang his chest and swing from a vine singing 'George, George, George of the Jungle.' Pah-lease.

Edward took notice of this, or maybe it was something Mike had thought, but he pressed his lips onto my neck to cover his chuckles. Then he breathed into my ear, which made me shiver, and then whispered, just loud enough for me to hear.

"George, George, George of the Jungle?" I laughed, not being able to control it. I mean come on when am I ever going to hear Edward hum that?! He chuckled, I assume at Newton's look of bewilderment and then he smoothly pulled away and took my hand leading me away. We walked to the side of unit 4 and I leaned on the back of the gray wall, and he put a hand next to me trapping me. Not that I minded of course.

"Bella," he whispered leaning in to me to whisper it in my ear.

"Yes," I barely got out; I couldn't breath, let alone think to answer, when he was this close. He kissed me gently, oh so gently, under my ear and then, god help me; his ice-cold tongue came out and licked the same spot.

My knees went out. He put his arms around my waist to keep me from the ground and chuckled.

I heard him mutter something along the lines of 'this is why I don't tell you my daydreams.'

"No! Tell me! Please?" I asked, looking up at him, putting my best puppy dogface on. He sighed and then leaned his forehead onto mine.

"Not now, Bella,"

"Why not?" I'd waited long enough damn it!

"Its school and we only have 3 or so minutes left."

"Ed-ward!" I wined.

"Bell-a!" He mimicked and smirked.

"Please?" I tried again, and he groaned.

"Bella, please don't do this."

"What?" I asked innocently. I think it was a little too innocently though, because he rolled his eyes at me.

"Bella, we don't have enough time now." He tried to argue.

"Later?"

"Ah…."

"Ed-ward!" I wined again.

"Bella I have to hunt tonight." He whispered. I putted, and he kissed my bottom lip.

I wanted to ask him to not leave, to go tomorrow, or never. But his eyes were pitch black and the circles under his eyes were very pronounced. And I never wanted to make this harder for him. So I sadly nodded my head and looked at the ground so he wouldn't see the sadness and disappointment in my eyes and wouldn't feel guilty. When I did that, though, a strong white finger lifted my chin to make my eyes meet his. His eyes softened, and then as if a light bulb went off he looked excited.

"You won't have to wait." I gave him a look, but he just took my hand and quickly walked me to my class. Right before the bell rang and right after he kissed me goodbye, he told me to have my phone on.

Now, was I just being a sick pervert or did that mean what I think it did?

Not five minutes into class was my question answered. My phone silently vibrated to tell me a message. A text from Edward.

Would you like to know those daydreams, my sweet Bella?

Halleluiah Jesus I wasn't a pervert! He really was going to talk dirty in American History!

Yes, very much so.

And why should I tell you?

Okay now he was just playing with me.

Because you love me?

That's a good reason, but not the answer I'm looking for.

Because you want me to be happy?

Again a good guess, but not right.

So I won't kill you?

You could never kill me my love.

So I don't die of combustion?

Ha, ha, no, though that would be very bad.

Edward just tell me

Not until I get a reason.

What did he want me to say? I racked my brain for what he could possibly want to hear from me, and after missing a few notes I finally figured it out.

Because I want you right now.

There was a few minutes between the texts and I don't know if it was because he was being called on, or if he was reacting to the text. What if he thought that was bad? What if that's not what he wanted to hear? What if he thought-

And I want you. I want you all the time, Bella.

So…? Do I get to hear them now?

Technically love, you'll be reading them.

Whatever Edward, do I??

Maybe, maybe not.

Tease. I grinned, I was repeating the last text conversation we had had, and I wondered if he had caught that.

Soon Bella, soon. I laughed, he was.

Promises, promises.

There was a long pause between the texts, so I went back to copying notes. American history really was boring, especially when you where waiting from your incredibly sexy and annoyingly morally vampire boyfriend who will basically be talking dirty to you.

My phone finally alerted me that I had a text, I flipped up the phone and read it. My jaw hit the floor reading it. My face flushed, my breathing got ragged, my body began to ache for him to be actually doing those things to me, and I swallowed deeply.

There was no going back now.

Okay, yes let the angry mod sharpen their pitch forks, I am truly sorry for the cliffy. It was not intended. I was going to have what he had written but I wanted to ask this question first.

Should this be an 'M' rated story?? (beta note: HELL YES! I want lemons!)

Now here is my proposition, everyone that reviews, with an email address or an account, will receive a sneak peek. Meaning: you review, you get some 'not-so-perfect Edward. Win, win, in my opinion.

BUT I will not have my internet completely up until Tuesday, so if you don't get it for a few days then that is why. But you shall receive it.

Also, the 'M' rated version of the last chapter is almost written, would you all like me to post that?? Huh, huh? REVIEW! Haha, sorry I just had sugar. Being up at 2 in the morning being pregnant, you know how things go.

Peace, Love and Muffiny Cupcakes!

-Jenna