Love Notes- 7

I am so sorry about the LONG wait, I have a reason though. I'm grieved to say (write) that I was in a car accident and I lost my baby. As you could imagine its been very difficult to write (with it being happy instead of depressing emo bits.) Brian and I are doing better and I am glad to say I will be writing more! I apologize immensely since I didn't send the 'text' to a lot of my loyal readers and reviews so I'm going to post it right here so everyone can read it.

So without further ado, here is the 'text' so many have asked for:

WARNING NOT FOR ALL READERS, SKIP IF YOU WISH TO KEEP YOUR EYES VIRGIN (really though its not THAT bad…)

Thanks for the review. This is freakishly long for a text but go with it:
Bella when you lay in my arms at night it is all i can do to not take you right then. I struggle endlessly with knowing that i could hurt you so entirely and how much i wish i could be with you. To take you with no thought, to be rough with you, and pleasure you with all my strength and speed. Bella you drive me insane, on those nights when you moan my name i can barely control myself. To hear my name come out of your sweet lips in such pleasure and to know that if i let myself i could make you do the same with my body. The thought makes me ache Bella. I want you so completely, and Bella, my love, my goddess i will always want you. But i don't know if it will be possible for me to want you and your body more than i do now, To think, i could be tasting your skin, your essence right now you and i both could be in total ecstasy, for hearing your moans could make me cum alone.

THE DE-VIRGINIZING IS OVER, THE REST IS CLEAN (KINDA…)

**READ THIS IF YOU DIDN'T READ THE 'TEXT'** Edward loves it when Bella moans at night. It drives him wild, yadda yadda.

FINALLY READ YOUR CHAPTER 7!!! =)

It was around 8 pm and Edward still hadn't called me like he promised he would. So instead I lay on my bed doing my math 'homework' (AKA staring at my phone missing Edward.)

Buzz!

My phone vibrated (hadn't figured out how to change that yet) and I almost fell off the bed trying to reach it.

"Hello?" I was a little breathless.

"Hey Bells, what are you doing tonight? I was wondering if you wanted to go the movies with me tonight, I know that your not doing anything with Edward since A. I know he's in love with Rose and B. I know he left early without you. So you have no excuse." Who was this? I looked at my phone.

Mike, of course. I rolled my eyes.

"Uh…I have a paper due tomorrow…"

"Yea so do I but you already told me you finished it." Damn. Seriously though was he this desprate I mean he has to see I don't want to go with him.

Or do I?

I had nothing else better to do than wait for Edwards call, and I don't know it wouldn't be like a date. It could be fun, that new thriller movie was out.

And seeing Edward jealous was always fun…

Hmmm….

"Oh yea spaced on that, sure why not?"

"Really?" He was shocked. In fact, so was I.

"Yea sure, what time?"

"We could catch the 9 o'clock one?" He made it sound like a question as if I were to say 'ha ha you've been punked!'

"Sure, I'll meet you there."

"I though I would pick you up…?"

"No its alright. Oh and Mike?"

"Yea?"

"This is not a date, do you understand? We are friends going to see a movie. Don't try to hold my hand, do not try to kiss me, don't even open the door for me. Don't buy my ticket, nothing. Understand? I love Edward."

"Yea….sure. See in a bit." Then he hung up.

Great.

Well, at least I made myself clear even if he was a delusional teenage guy.

I pulled up to the movies and got out. It wasn't a date I shouldn't feel quilty. I was wearing my old jeans and Edwards jacket (I missed him…)

It wasn't a date.

"Hey Bells," He said walking to me, he was holding two tickets.

Damn it Newton!

"Don't get mad, there was a line so I got us both tickets but you can just pay me back." I handed him a ten spot.

"That's too much." For all the times I've turned you down, I thought, you can keep the extra two bucks and change.

"Its fine,"

"So do you want pop corn?"

"Nope I'm good."

"I want some." So we walked over to the line. Then I saw them.

Shit.

Angela and Ben were in the line, holding hands as she leaned on him, though he was shorter, and laughing with each other.

"Ben! Angela!" Mike called them over, since out line was shorter they came and stood next to us. Still holding hands.

"Hey what are you guys seeing? You two are here together? Where's Edward?" Ben asked, looking around, even a little scared, possibly thinking Edward was going to fly in from the windows to beat the crap out of Newton.

"Oh its just Bella and I tonight."

Angela gave me a look. It was not a date.

"Yep, two old friends seeing a movie."

"Which one?" Ben asked again, looking even more freaked.

"Killer Lover." I wanted to laugh as Ben chuckled, seeing the ironic sense of the title.

"Us too." Angela gave me a wary smile.

"Lets sit together." Mike said, smiling like a fool.

Now instead of it not being a date, it was now not a double date.

What had I done?

We walked into the movie theaters, still light since we were still 5 minutes early and choose middle row seats. The little comerical played about turning off your phone so I took mine out and opened it.

It read:

3 new voicemails

Uh oh.

"I'll be right back." I hobbled over them and soon reached the bathroom. I hit the send button on my voicemail box.

First voicemail: "Bella don't do this, you know what will happen." It was Alice. I hit the '7' key and it erased.

Second voicemail: "I warned you."

The next was from Edward.

Third voicemail: "I'll be home in two hours."

That one was Edward. I looked to see when he called. Ten minutes ago. I still had an hour and a half (he drove fast I took some time off of that assumption.)

I could still catch the movie. He might come flying in through the doors ready to kick ass like Ben had predicted, but hey? I was already here and in trouble.

And it was not a date. And it definitely wasn't a double date.

I climbed over the people on my way back to my seat-trying my best not to touch Newton on my way- then sat down as the lights began the fade. I checked my phone one last time before turning it off.

I had one hour and 15 minutes. God willing.

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I walked out of the theaters and said goodbye to them all, not hugging Angela goodbye knowing that Mike would ask for one next if I did. I walked straight to my car and saw him. He was inside, with an odd expression on his face that torn between laughing and punching some ones head off. Limp Bizkit's song 'Break Stuff' got stuck in my head and I was thankful, yet again, that he couldn't read my thoughts since the words were so vulgar.

I hoped in, started car, and drove past Mike (whose mouth hung open after seeing Edward in the car next to me) and got on the high way. Once I was comfortably driving at an even pace I turned to him.

"You didn't want to drive?" I asked.

"I didn't want to hit anyone."

Oh. I got it. He didn't want to hit Mike. "Funny."

He almost grinned. Then his face got serious again. "What was that?"

"It was a movie called 'Killer Lover.'" Apparently he didn't get the ironic bit in that as Ben and I did.

"No I meant, what was the stunt you pulled? Did I not give you enough attention today that you had to seek it from Newton?" He voice was harsh and hurt and I now regretted my decisions.

"No, you know its nothing like that."

"No I don't."

We were silent for a while.

"I would understand if you wanted someone to by physical with Bella." He said softly.

I pulled onto the side of the road.

I pulled his chin up to look at my face like he did all the time to me. "I don't need anyone else. Anything physical done to my body I want it to come from you. I want you Edward, I was always only want you." I stared him in the eye and then leaned in gently to kiss him on the lips. "Forever, Edward. As soon as you change me we can do everything and there wont be these restrictions. I know that I have to wait to have you completely. But I am willing to wait as long as it takes to be able to be with you equally."
"I love you." He said and kissed me again.

"Fight over?" I asked breathlessly as he kissed my jaw line.

"What fight?" He kissed behind my ear making my shiver. He tongue came out again and teased it, making me moan a little too loudly. He pulled back and groaned. He eyes were dark and dangerous, strangely making me want him even more.

"Did you go hunting?" He shook his head. "Edward!" I meant it to come out as disapproving but it sounded more like a sigh.

"I could just eat you." He words sent a thrill through me. He grabbed me and hauled me on top of him making my thighs go on either sides of him. "You're so delicious." He whispered kissing the skin about my breast that was shown. Licking my skin ever so often making me grip his hair in my fists. I remembered the text and leaned my head down to his lips and moaned his name.

His hips bucked up into mine. I gasped, my head jerked back and my eyes rolled around inside my head. I could feel him against me.

BUZZ!!!! My damn cell phone was on the stupid dash bored again! I grabbed it and said "Hello." But I really wanted to say F*** YOU! But I didn't. Which was a good thing because it was Esme. That would have been awkward.

"Hello Bella, I'm sorry to bother you but Edward won't pick up his phone and I really need to talk to him."

"Sure thing." I was breathless and I knew she could tell.

"Hey Esme." I guess you couldn't handle saying 'mom' while he had a hard-on. Then I got an idea. I started kissing his jaw, sucking as hard as I could. I started to unbutton his dress shirt, kissing where the button used to attach. He covered a moan with a cough then had to reassure Esme that he was okay. He mouthed 'stop' too many times to count, to which I would just smile and lick my lips seductively to shaking my head. Hi shirt was undone and I slowly slide it down his sides, raking what little nails I had against his bullet proof skin. My hands traveled past his abs, which convulsed under my touch, to his belt buckle.

"I've got to go." He closed my phone, pulled the lever to make the seat go all the way back, and flipped us over.

"Your going to pay for that one."

I just smirked.

Here I thought he was going to yell at me till morning and instead I was going to get ravished by my naughty talking, ask kicking, blood-sucking, Greek God, mind reading fiancé.

Ain't life grand?