First of all I made Mike's middle name up. I just wanted to humiliate him a little muahahaha ;)
I'm so sorry I took so long. Again. But I finished school and was very busy during the last couple of months.
So this is the last chapter of "When you're gone"
Enjoy!
EPOV
It was torture sitting outside the room my love was in and hearing her sob. I knew she needed time on her own. She needed the time to understand what had happened. And I couldn't help. This is true torture.
"Edward?" I heard a low angelic voice call from behind the door. I was up in a flash.
"I'm here love. Do you want me to come in?" I just hoped I didn't sound too desperate. I think I failed.
"Yes."
That was all I needed. I was by her side in a flash.
I took a closer look at her. Her eyes were red from crying and her hair was messy. Alltough I knew she was vulnerable at the moment it shocked me again to see her like this. I would do everything to make her smile again.
I pulled her in my arms and we laid in bed. After a while Bella sighed and sat up to look at me.
"We have to talk." I just looked at her confused and nodded. She took a deep breath and it seemed as if she had difficulties saying what she wanted.
"I have thought about what happened since you came back. And especially about what happened in court. M-Mike he said you didn't want a slut. Like me." She looked at her hands I tried to say something but she beat me to it.
"Please let me finish. I know I'm damaged. You can't deny it. But I want to be what you need. I'll put all my effort in being the woman you need. I want to be enough for you and I'll work for it. I won't give up. Edward. I love you. I can't live without you. Please let me make up for what I did to you."
During her speech she looked me in the eyes just once. When she told me she loved me. I would never get used to the feeling of overwhelming joy when she tells me this. But I didn't like the things she said to me. Did she still think she wouldn't be enough for me?
"Can I speak now?" I asked her respecting her wish to say what she had to say. She nodded.
"Isabella Marie Swan you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. And nothing anybody does to you can ever change that. You have nothing to make up for. It's me. I left you to this fate it's me who will work for being the man you need. I love you. Please stop doubting yourself and try to live again. It is torturing me to know that you are still blaming yourself and that you still think your not enough. Bella. You are way more than enough. Let us try and start over new. Ok?"
I saw tears in her eyes threatening to spill but she also looked relieved and happy. It has been a long time since I saw her that happy and it was enough to bring my dead heart back to life.
"That sounds really nice." she said and then she grinned. "What are you? I thought about radioactive spiders and cryptonite."
I laughed.
"We don't have to start right at the start again." then I had an idea. Something I wanted to so for such a long time.
"Wait here. I'll be back in a second Bella." I had to show her how much she meant to me and knew just how to do that. This would be our new beginning.
BPOV
He told me he loved me. Again. He must mean it. I knew we had a long way ahead of us but we could make it. With him by my side I felt like Hercules. We would pull through this and this thought brought a bright smile on my face.
"What are you smiling at, love?" Edward asked. He was back. He would be with me. He loved me.
"You, handsome." He flashed me his crooked smile I loved so much and extended his hands towards me. I was confused but took it and he pulled me out of bed so that we were standing in front of each other. His eyes sparkeled and he look overexcited. Edward never stopped smiling when he went down on one knee in front of me. I gasped. He couldn't. Would he…?
"Bella. You are the love of my existence." He said. " I love you more than words can say. I promise to protect you from everything. I promise to be by your side at all times. Let this be our new beginning. I swear I won't go anywhere without you. You are my sun you are my angel and I want you to be my wife as well. Isabella Marie Swan will you marry me?"
I just looked at him with wide eyes.
"You don't have to do this."
"I know." Again this smile
"But…"
"I want to." I looked into his eyes and there was no one else than Edward and I
"Yes." I never thought his smile could get any wider.
"Say it again."
"Yes, Edward Anthony Mason Cullen I will marry you." I practically yelled at him. I felt my feet leave the ground and was in his armes again where I belonged. I laughed and he laughed with me. He held onto me and whispered in my ear " Today you have made me the happiest man that ever lived."
With that his lips were on mine and in that moment I knew nobody could harm me as long as I was in this angels arms.
The End
I hope you enjoyed it. This is the end of my first fanfic :'(
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