Love Notes

Chapter 10

Pleasure

His thumb wouldn't stop rubbing my clit.

Not that I wanted it too any time soon.

This felt so fucking good….

"Jesus Christ Bella, I don't know…god I want you. I want to take you. God" He was talking to fast, whispering in my ear, and I bucked up against him again and again searching for my release. I need this. I needed Edward. Right now.

My hand went to his pants and I got out "too many clothes" and he understood. Still rubbing my clit and slipping his finger into me he got his shirt off and his pants, just wearing tight boxer briefs. Those were very strained.

My hand went to his very large member, stroking him through his boxer briefs.

"Bella no, no, let me pleasure you. Please." I still stroked him. Him in pleasure was way too good to see to quit now. "I want to see you cum with clear eyes, baby please." I stopped, speechless at his words.

He slipped a second finger into my hot center. He cursed under his breath. "Bella you're so warm. I can't wait to be completely in you."

I was so close, but I wanted to keep this up as long as possible. It felt so good. And god knows how he would react after this. I was trying to hold it back, and I thought I was doing an OK job but then he dipped his head to my ear lope, softly licking it. "Bella cum for me. It's ok. I love you. I want you to cum at my hand. I want you to moan my name while you do it."

"Ohmygod Edward…" I was barely thinking now.

"Do it. Now."

I came. Hard. I moaned his name and bit on his shoulder.

I vaguely remembered his moaning "shit" as I did this, but who knows.

I was on planet Mars.

And he kept plunging into me, keeping my waves of pleasure going.

Let me tell you, when your self serving and when the love of your life gives you an orgasm it's a way different experience.

Way different experience.

I felt the need to repeat that. Possibly because I still couldn't think straight.

I was kissing my shoulder, licking ever so often. I couldn't stop panting.

"I wanna…"

"Yes love?" He was grinning in a cocky manner, because I was still out of breath. "I love your blush…" He muttered.

"I want to give you the same pleasure." He looked at me, in awe.

"Are you sure sweetheart?"

YES! Im sure, I've waited too damn long for this. I didn't even answer that. My right hand started to travel down his torso, but then he stopped it. I was about to start with a string of curse words and reasons for why I could do this. But he just kissed me to shut me up, and held up his pointer finger. He flipped us so he was lying down and I was on top. Naked. My naked pussy resting over his erection.

I couldn't help myself.

I started grinding against him.

"Fuck!" He yelled and grabbed my hips. I thought he would stop me, but he just pressed me down against him harder. "Don't stop baby, don't stop. Shit." He eyes were fogged over and I was afraid that he had lost it. I started to get off him, but he held me tighter. "Please Bella." He begged.

"No." I scouted further down on him, "I'll make you feel even better." This wasn't quiet true I had no idea what I was doing but I thought I was doing a good job so far. I grinded my whole body against his aching erection, which was freaking huge might I add.

I put my mouth against his clothed cock. He let out a shaky breath. "Bella…" His tone was warning. I lightly put my hand at the base and started to go up and down his long shaft. Licking my lips at the way his stomach was flexing, his muscles contradicting in the most delightful way. I put my mouth on the head of his member, blowing hot breath on him.

"Shit, Bella. Take them off…" I smiled and complied. I tugged them down throwing them down and braced myself to see Edward naked for the first time.

Hopefully I wouldn't faint.

When I saw his beauty I did forget to breathe, but I remember it not too much later so I didn't pass out.

I've come a long way.

I started pumping him. He was bucking up to me. His fingers were digging into my mattress. His head was thrown back in pleasure, his mouth was moving but I couldn't hear what he was saying.

All too soon, he was grabbing my head board, and groaned out my name the loudest he has ever. And then came.

At my hand.

It was my turn to smirk at him.

"Wow, Bella."

"Why thank you." I tried to look innocent. He laughed.

"Bella, I love you."

"Do you know what im really loving right now?"

"What? He smiled my favorite smile.

"That we're both lying here naked, and im not blushing."

He ran his hand up the inside of my thigh.

"How about now?"

Damn it.

Hey guys, sorry that took forever…

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-Jenna