Chapter 7: What's It Feel Like To Be A Ghost?
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Serenitys POV
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I couldn't believe it. Optimus was dead and nothing could bring him back. Its all my fucking fault. If I just had my damned mouth shut maybe, the autobots would have their leader still. I looked at the body of Optimus laying infront of me. I gently laid my hand on his metal finger. "Optimus...I'm so sorry. I shouldn't of said anything...Then just maybe....You would still be here...." I whispered. Bumblebee looked at me then at Ratchet and Ironhide. "What are we going to do?" He asked. Ratchet looked down then sighed. "Theres no way we can get another spark. Even if we did that would be insane to do. But there is one thing that could save him.... The Matrix of Leadership." He said.
I turned around quickly to face Ratchet. "What is it? How can we get it?" I asked, almost impatient. "Its something that only we can get it if it is given to us. The Matrix of Leadership is only given to someone if they do something a leader would do. Also you would have to deal with the Primes of the past. " He said. I looked up at him, my eyes filled with rage and strength. "Give me the copy of the key. I need to give it to Starscream. I don't care if Megatron does get me. At least you guys will be able to come up with a plan. " I said. "Serenity, We can't let you do that!" Ironhide spat out. I glared at him. "Its what Optimus would of wanted! Not just to sit around here and mope! Just give me the damn copy of the key!" I yelled, almost screaming.
Ironhide sighed or it seemed more like a grunt. "Fine, But don't come runnin' to us when there about to kill your aft." He said. I glared then smirked. "I won't!" I said. With that Ironhide dropped the copy in my hands as well as the original. I put the original key in my back pocket and the copy around my neck. "Bee. We is Starscream?" I asked. Bumblebee looked at me with such saddness, it almost killed me to look at him. "Hes back were he fought Optimus. " He said. I smiled weakly at Bee. "Listen, I promise I'll come back, Bee. You know me better than anyone else. " I said. Bumblebee nodded his head. I looked at Ratchet. "Just don't get killed. Even if we get Optimus back somehow, I don't want to be the one explains your death." He said.
I nodded and quickly started running back to were I shouldn't of done anything. Back to the place were my mind couldn't stop replaying over and over. "I promise, Optimus. I will get the matrix of leadership. I will fix my mistake. I promise. Hopefully I will still be alive then." I thought. The sounds of a loud jet were above my head. "HEY! YOU IN THE SKY! I HAVE WHAT YOU WANT!" I yelled. The jet quickly landed and transformed in Starscream. "Well, Well. A human who has the key we need. Give it to me." He said. I took off the necklace but didn't give it to him. Just not yet. "I have a question. Say if Optimus was brought back...What would happen to you? Just curious." I asked.
Starscream shook his head. "If that did happen, Megatron wouldn't be so happy with me. He might even kill me..." He thought. I looked at him. "Well?" I said. "Lets just say I wouldn't be highly on Lord Megatrons list." He said. I laughed then smirked. "Well then, you better best be stopping me then. I'm going to bring him back!" I said. Starscream laughed. "You wish! Once the Matrix of leadership has already been used once, it can not be used again!" He said. I growled then held the copy necklace up. "REALLY!?! HOW ABOUT I JUST THROW THIS NECKLACE SO YOU CAN'T FIND IT OR HAVE IT!" I yelled. Starscream reached his hand down towards me. I quickly ducked then hid the copy in my jacket pocket of my hoodie. "Awh. Too bad. So sad." I said with a giggle.
Starscream growled then quickly grabbed me. "Listen here, human. You will not live to see tomorrow if you keep this up." He said. I nodded my head. I really need to stop doing things to piss off people and robots. "Now, you are coming with me to Lord Megatron. Clear?" He said. I laughed then smiled. "No...I'm not going to Lord Megabastard. Also you can have this fucking key. I don't give a damn if this planet is blown up to a zillion pieces. " I said then giving him the copy key. Starscream glared at me, then quickly took off. I quickly turned and dashed back to were I last seen the remaining autobots.
"Please let me make it there." I thought. But before I knew it, a missile had been shot at the ground before me and I went flying backwards. "Bumblebee...Ironhide...Ratchet...I'm sorry....I guess I couldn't hold my end of the deal up." I thought. Then my head hit a huge rock, I blacked out. Shit, Sam why couldn't I be more like you? Beening more stronger than anyone else? Will I live to even see my self past 20? God, please help me..Or at least someone or something. I think I might be dead.