Well peoples, so sorry I haven't updated in forever, I kinda just lost interest. Really, I know it's a pathetic excuse. But, my friend, Wafflequeen's, update made me feel like I was being selfish in not updating, so! I did. So if you wanted me to continue, please, thank Wafflequeen for making me start up again. This is Chapter 4 of My Father, I hope I did a good job, please drop a review, don't own Yu Yu Hakusho...sadly.

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I woke early and rolled over to face my fox, he was curled up clutching his pillow in his hands. He had been whimpering all night, plagued with nightmares. I reached over and gently touched his cheek and let my fingers trace down his smooth skin. Kami, I was going to miss him so much.

My hand traveled down his face, then his neck, to his chest, then to his stomach and I flattened my hand on it. I didn't want to leave now because of this…but… Kurama said I should.

Most people don't understand me, they think that I am totally cruel and can't love a single person. I proved them wrong there, I found my true love. And even though my child isn't here yet, I still love it.

I sat up after glancing at the time, 4:50. I was running behind. Damn it. I grabbed some stuff I thought I would need and pocketed them, then looked down at Kurama. I leaned down and kissed Kurama's cheek gently.

Then I flitted off.

I knew, the first place I would have to stop is the Reikai library. Or visit the brat, either way, I would have to stop there first and get some information on my father. I pulled out the stupid communicator that baka onna gave me. I flipped it open impatiently and waited for her to open hers.

"Hey Hiei!" Botan greeted cheerily making me scowl slightly in irritation.

"I need a portal to the Reikai, now." I said without explanation.

She sweat-dropped and nodded. "Right away!" she shut communicator and soon enough a portal was opened for me. Without a word I stepped in and walked straight for the brat's office.

I barged in without a knock, Koenma was just sitting there doing paper-work as per usual.

He looked up at me then back down at his papers. "Greetings Hiei, what do you need?"

"Hn. I need information on someone," I said without further ado.

Koenma looked up at me with a raised eyebrow. "Who would this someone be?"

"My father." I said.

Koenma dropped the folder he was holding. "Your father? Hiei you understand that these are classified files that I can't just-" he started, once more, preaching me.

"Skip the preaching crap, brat. Just get the information." I said irritabely.

Koenma sighed and stood. then went to the door as he sent an ogre off to find the information.

I sat in silence, looking out the windows, trying to ignore the questioning glance that he gave me.

It took quite a while, way too long for my tastes, I was just about to threaten Koenma's life for the 10th time in a row, when the door burst open and the ogre ran in and dropped the folder on the desk.

I looked at it blankly, as if it would just open up for me right on the spot, and give me all the information I wanted and or needed.

Koenma opened the folder and pushed it towards me. I looked down and read the information.

No one has seen him in the last 90 years.

That one line stuck out at me. That didn't mean he was dead...but...90 years...that was a long time and not much to go off of. I thought about it and turned to Koenma.

"You see everyone that has ever died, right?" I said in a clipped tone.

Koenma looked startled by the question, "I sure hope we do, if we don't, we got some un-" I didn't listen to the rest.

So...according to the brat, they saw everyone, but he wasn't sure. I nearly threw my Katana through his head. That wasn't much help at all. I stood after storing away the information in my head.

I turned to leave and Koenma spoke up.

"Hiei....why did you want to know about your father?" he asked.

And you know what I said? "Hn." then I flitted off for the Makai.