Mary: As Hiei suggested to me this morning with his katana pressed against my throat i made this chapter in his P.O.V. So I will let out as may of his secrets as posible.

Hiei: What did you say ningen?!?!

Mary: That I will make you look as strong an tough as possible...hehe...

Hope you enjoy it R&R

Chapter Three: The past Begins to Clear

Hiei entered the motel room with his supposed bundle in silence. He made the bed and laid her down gently.

He knew that when she waked up she would freak at the dirtiness of the room. And he would enjoy it. They needed to have a long conversation which is why he wanted tom hurry out of koenma's office before she awoke because he was sure she didn't want to be near him. That's why she had left him in the first place.

He sighed as he watched her in her sleep and took the liberty to push stray strands of hair out of her face. He sighed again and headed out the door.

He returned with food and a few bottles of water and clothing for Rynn because her robe didn't exactly fit in by human standards.

He headed towards the shower and as the water began to cover his body he began to think of the ways he could torture her. He could make her live all the time they had to hide in a lonely apartment away from he beloved trees and as far away from a forest as possible an image of her eyes shot into his mind and he realized he couldn't do that he wouldn't be able to bear the look of hurt in her eyes nor the sadness that would engulf her as time passed by.

He knew how she loved freedom and also knew how she didn't love him. When he left the shower he made sure the water was cold and after considering sleeping on the couch decided that he wouldn't be nice he'd do everything to make her feel miserable at least until he could bare it

He laid down next to her on the bed and turned off the lights soon the only thing he could hear was her soft breathing…

And he became aware of her scent..... that scent that drove wild every human and demon that neared her. Because of that scent he had gotten into may fights before and he was sure he would get into at least one now…not with a stranger mind you but with himself.

He felt himself beginning to get drowsy not sure if he was tired or one of those things that happened when he got too close to Missy he let himself drift off and was engulfed by old memories some of which he didn't want to take part off

He opened his eyes. He was lying down in a bed in a small wooden room yet he didn't remember how he had gotten there. Suddenly he began to hear footsteps nearing him. And yet something about those footsteps didn't alarm him instead they made him feel at ease.

A girl entered the room and without exaggerating he thought that it was the most beautiful creature he had ever seen. She had long golden hair that reached her knees and as she neared him she became aware of her shining silver gray eyes (it was until later that he realized they has a black rim).

"How do you feel?" she asked.

Hiei wondered if she was bewitching him because that voice sounded much too beautiful to come from a demon maiden. It was so soft and kind and yet at the same time held a hidden fierceness.

Hiei remained silent…

"You were in a battle I believe. I found you unconscious in my forest and brought you here to cure your wounds" the girl explained.

'What wounds?' Hiei wondered he felt fine.

And yet again he said nothing instead he tried to read her mind but it was useless he couldn't intrude in her thoughts and yet he was sure she didn't have her mind blocked.

It made him feel uneasy. He tried to sit down and almost fell backwards but she reached out and grabbed him

" you should take it easy you aren't ready to move yet your wounds are healed but as it's the first time you've been healed your body needs to adjust and it might take it a few days"

Hiei shot at her one of is famous death glared but to no avail it seems she didn't even notice" I will not stay here with a stranger whom I do not know what has planned for me"

He said at last and yet again tried to sit but this time it was worse he fell off the bed and to his disgust felt her help him lay down again.

"You should calm down again I tell you that your body almost died you must not push it to limits where it has never been at least not the first time it doesn't realize what happened because by its own standards the damage you received in that battle should have killed you. Please calm down you are safe her. And besides no one knows that you are here"

Hiei sighed he had no other choice but he would punish himself for being so weak.

Hiei opened his eyes when he felt something touch him instantly alert but it was just Missy that has rolled over and put her head on his chest he stiffened. If he saw himself now he would think it was just like old times. He pushed her away from him and once again tried to sleep but instead more memories came washing back.

They were in the forest behind Missy's house training he was teaching Missy how to fight with a katana and easily disarmed her and threw her to the ground.

He was looking down at her deciding whether or not to help her stand and decided she could get up on her own he turned to head towards the house and at that moment when he was off guard she stuck out her foot and made him fall but as he was half turned the impulse simply made him fall on top of her.

He threw his hands out in order to not crush her and as they touched the ground he instantly felt them break. He winced at the pain but barely felt it he was focused on Missy's silver eyes that was when he first saw the black rim that engulfed them. Their noses were almost touching they were breathing each others air and neither wanted to move.

Neither knew how long they lasted in this position nor who reacted first they just knew someone had moved and their lips made contact and that neither made the smallest attempt to get away.

Hiei hadn't felt himself lose control like this and he wasn't sure he liked it. All he was sure was that he didn't want to pull away from Missy's lips but he had to they couldn't stay out here if anyone saw them together this way he would put her in danger. So with his deepest regrets he pulled away.

"What's wrong?" Missy asked.

"We can't stay here. We need to go inside." Hiei explained he got up and held out his hand to her barely realizing that it was healed. She took it and led him into the house.

After they entered Missy turned to look at him, she still had her katana in hand.

"That was your first kiss right?" Hiei asked.

And yet instead of asking how he knew Missy simply closed the distance between them and said "and I'm longing for my second" and pressed her lips against him.

Hiei took her katana and threw it to the floor nearby as well as his own. His brain yelling at him asking him if he had gone insane but it wasn't his brain thinking.

As if in response Missy pressed herself harder against his body making him retreat and they turned around so that Hiei was pressing her against the door.

Hiei pulled away to look at her and was captivated by both her eyes and her words "make me yours" she whispered in his ear.

That was enough Hiei forgot what self control was. The taste of her lips driving him wild. He picked her up and carried her to the bedroom. He placed her gently on the bed and began to trace his lips down her neck with a newfound gentleness. A voice in the back of his head told him to regain control of his emotions and his body and yet how could he if Missy was so willing in his arms if her body fit perfectly into his……

How could he pull away from something he wanted so much???

Hiei: Fix this are making me look weak.

Mary Sorry I can't its already been published. Bye