After Michael and I were going out, my friends suddenly drifted away from me, creating space in our friendship....It was sickening for me because I've known them for years and their doing these to ME????
So one day, I built up the courage and said "What's wrong with you guys?!? When you had boyfriends I was still there for you but now why aren't you there for me?!?" Did I just say that?!?Oh my gosh !!!! What would they say....What would they say....?????!!!!
"Yes....you were there for us when we had our boyfriends but...." Candice stopped but the line was continued by Alice- Allison " But we never hide anything from you! But you did!!! Claire told us that you had been in her party but never wanted to invite us because we are your LAME, OLD FRIENDS!!!!!"and then she started crying."Are we really your Lame, Old ,Friends huh???C'mon tell me!! huh!!tell me!!" May added.
"I never went to any of her party at first, and at second, if I were to go to her party I would do my best to get you all invited and if it's not possible...."I continued " You know me!! I would've left...and you know what?! I should be the one who is getting mad right now because you're my bestfriends and you never even trusted me! Yesterday, when you ignored me, do you know how it hurts? I was about to tell you something but you guys never even looked at me...and if you did, you have those mean eyes on me!! I guess I was right all along...Right back in first grade 'there's no such thing as real friends!' ".
Then I left for the back garden to flood my tears because of my pain.... I can't believe they can't trust me!!! Im their bestfriend!!! why?!? I loved them like my sisters and I didn't even earn a single trust!!!. Michael saw me and asked me what happened...And so I told him everything.... then I said " I understand them for being like that....but they should've...they should've asked me....told me... about it" then I continued crying...
Little did I know that my bestfriends were listening and they popped out of nowhere and told me that they were sorry for not asking me and that they would not doubt my friendship with them... I, as well, forgived them and also told them about John leaving our house. They said it was totally cool that nobody would hurt me and my mom anymore but I think it also hurts mom for having their divorce and that it was because of me....
But this was an unexpected answer from May, she said "I think your mom loves you more than your step-dad and she would do anything for you...That's love!" and do you know what I said?!? " And what do you know about love, Miss Heart Broken?" then I continued " Are you hiding something from us, May?!" May answered us in-an-in-denial-voice "Nothing!" " oh really!" Then we all laughed....
These is our bond...If we have problems, we solve it I saw a note written "Now that you're okay could I request for one date? Meet me at the plaza at six o'clock -Michael-" Life is like a rainbow you can't love its beauty until you surpass the rain.