As you can see, chapter 3 in New Moon was also called The End :) connections see?
I lay there, in the forest I had run into, screaming and running blindly, searching for any sign of Jacob, but there was none and I had given up. I wasn't aware of my surroundings, and I didn't even know what I was doing. All I heard was a voice that felt disconnected from my body saying, "He's gone, he's gone," over and over again. As I curled down on the dirt forest floor, I heard the crunching of leaves behind me and I stopped talking, but I didn't look up to see who it was, I didn't care. I then felt a soft hand on my back, and I stood up, looking into the sad eyes of my father. He took my hand and we slowly walked home, at human pace.
After 45 minutes of slow walking with my eyes staring at my feet and the ground below, we stopped and I looked up, this time into the surprised, but tear-filled eyes of my mother. She motioned for Edward to leave and she led me into my room.
As I sat down on my bed, she held my hand and said slowly and softly, "So Jake left?"
I looked up, astonishment in my eyes, "How did you know? I thought dad was the one who could read minds."
"Honey, your dad left me once, I know what it looks like." She replied, rubbing my back reassuringly.
"Oh," I murmured, and nodded my head miserably, "Yeah, he's gone."
"Ness, it's gonna be so hard the next few weeks, even months," Bella told me honestly, "But please don't turn into a zombie, or try anything stupid to help you feel better, that's what I did and they were all mistakes, you'll get through this and I'll help you as much as I can okay?"
My voice had now abandoned me, and all I could do was nod. Bella looked worried but left as Edward came into the room and sat on my bed.
"Hey Ness, you okay?" He asked, strain in his voice and pain in his eyes. I was surprised, I thought Edward would be happy Jake had left and he was right about him. When I didn't answer, he continued, "Nessie, looking at you reminds me of the short time I left your mother, and trust me, Jacob would not want to see you like this. He did say it's for the best right? Trust him Ness, if he says it's for the best, then it's for the best. He knows what he is doing Renesmee, I've known him for a long time and one thing I can say about him is that he is very loyal, and he thrives on other people's happiness. Sweetie, he is physically attached to you, as you are his imprintee, trust me, he will be back."
When I still didn't answer, he slowly got up and walked away, leaving me to curl up in my covers, and cry my heart out, and clutching at what seemed to be a hole in my heart that Jacob had made.