Wishes Of A Rock Star

Summary: Naruto is in a starting band called Rookie 9. She is the backup vocalist and base guitar. She is bi and everyone knows it, but when her first love Sakura does something horrible to her, will she realize her true feelings? In addition, how does this resolve with a certain Sasuke Uchiha?

Disclaimer: I do not own the song, Naruto or anything else but OC's and the plot!

Chapter 4: Confrontations of a rock star

Naruto stared up at the ceiling, thinking how her week went, her best friend, although she may never admitted out loud, Sasuke Uchiha started to date Sakura the woman she ever really loved, he was a real bastard. Her hatred for him had grown tenfold; she did not talk to anyone for the past week, staying in her apartment watching Spanish soap opera's while eating ice cream.

Yeah, big surprise it wasn't ramen. She turned to the blank sheet of paper on her desk, no lyrics on it. Nothing. Just like how her life is, nothing but a blank space. She looked back up at the ceiling, closing her eyes trying to relax and make the tears dissapear. She started to hum a tune.

"When I look up at the sky,

The stars, see, are sparkling

Hey, the stars are still embracing.

Each giving off its own light,

Like the people on this planet, yeah,

The stars look like a crowd of people

Emitting different types of light.

Yeah, so I too,

Want to shine particularly bright,

That's right, that's why…

I want to shine for once.

I close my eyes and swear

I entrust my dream to a shooting star…" Naruto stopped singing as soon as she heard a knock on her door. She grumbled, it was just starting to get to be a good song. She stood up and walked over to open the door. Who was at the door she would have never excpected. She could think of a million of people who would be at the door, but it was the 1 person she really didn't want to see right now.

"Sakura-chan?" Naruto was dumbfounded; there right in front of her was Sakura, in her hot pink tank top that barely reached to her midriff and revealed a belly button ring with a pleated jean skirt that almost didn't reach to her thighs and knee high red patent boots covered her feet. "Hello, Naruto." Sakura greeted with a sickenly sweet voice that to Naruto just didn't settle right to her stomach. Something wasn't right, and it bugged Naruto at the back of her mind.

"You going to let me in?" Sakura asked, annoyance clear in her vioce. That voice brought Naruto back out of her stupor, with a small hesitant nod she stood to the side to let the pink-haired girl in.

"Got anything to drink?" Inquired Sakura as Naruto closed the front door shut. "Well, um, I have tea." She paused for a moment, feeling rather awkward right now.

"W-would you like some tea…or maybe something else?" She asked politely with her voice shaking slightly in fresh unknown fear, awaiting for the other woman's answer. With an accurate "humph" the pinkette frowned, contemplating over what she will choose. "Tea is fine." She finally answered, getting an audible sigh of relief from the blonde. Leading her down the narrow hallway, the two girls entered the small kitchen in the apartment.

The pinkette took a seat in the rickety wooden chairs, her albows propped on the table as she intertwined her fingers together and settled her chin on them with a cute (A/N: GAG!) smile. Watching like a hawk, her emerald eyes glittered brightly in the audible light that shine down from a nearby window, the blonde nervously settled a kettle on a stove with water and turned the knob to heat it up. Fidgeting slightly under the watchful gaze of the other, her fingers found their way holding on the choppy ends of her long golden blonde hair, softly playing with feathery soft locks of hair.

She took note of the attire she wore today, a pale blue spaghetti strap with the straps sliding down over her shoulders and girl's boxer shorts that were in tie-dye or a red-orange and various tones of a warm orange with imprints of fox paws trailing all over the shorts. Grimacing at the clothing that smelled of days old sweat and pork ramen with a lingering scent of oranges. She hadn't changed since god knows when! Taking note of the black ink marks peaking out from under her top, a strange spiral with unknown kanji's surrounding it with wriggly rays.

A tattoo she had gain as a memento on her 13th birthday, via Kyuubi… It was still around the time when her parents were still "together". Well they weren't ever really "together" from the start to begin with, with a tiring sigh Naruto almost forgot about the kettle as it piped up with that steaming whistling sound that it emitted, quickly grabbing an old dry dish towel from the sink and lifted the kettle from its handle.

Placing it on the table where the girl that she had desired sat at with two coffee cups settled across from each other on the wooden surface with the small bag of tea in it, she poured the contents of the kettle in the two cups, being careful as not to spill. As soon as she was done with the task the young blond had taken her seat, which was placed right across form where Sakura was currently resting, they would be face to face. And totally alone. No band mates, no discussions about the music world, and certainly no Uchiha Sasuke. If this were before, Naruto would have been utterly thrilled, but given the current position during the present time, the blond was feeling rather depressed in inner turmoil than giddy of excitement and idiocy. Aquamarine eyes were settled on staring down at the cup in hand, watching as the reflecting image of herself from the heated liquid began to slightly blur as the water soon misted into a soft greenish color, representing that the tea was ready to drink. But right now, she didn't feel so thirsty to drown down her tea, she prefer to drink sake right now with this migraine she was starting to gain from the pregnant silence that decided to present itself within the kitchen area.

"Naruto…"

Blinking surprisingly, the said person grudgingly looked up, feeling rather shock at the woman that had caused this inner turmoil she felt say her name with a mix of emotion. Annoyance, self-indulgence and another vibe that she could not quite detect what it was. Blue hues grew wide, the small body began to tremble, hands clenching together into fists.

There, Sakura was smiling with her chin rested on her intertwined fingers, smiling a victorious and smug smile. That's all she came here for, to mock at her, to continuously open fresh wounds with her manicured fingernail. Her plump pink lips moved ever so slightly, speaking up to a whisper that the blonde could almost barely hear.

"I won." Emerald eyes sparked in enjoyment at the etch of fear and rising anger was seen on the beautiful tan face. But there was a dull flicker in those eyes that almost went unnoticed, it appeared almost empty in a background of faded green. Standing from her seat, the pinkette began to move forward out of the kitchen area. But she was soon stopped before she even neared the door frame. Finding herself pushed down onto the hard wooden tile floor, Sakura looked up with blank eyes, her wrists were forced to her sides and held down by clenching hands.

Naruto sat atop of the young woman, her legs were kneeled down to the floor and on each side of the girl incasing her and leaving no escape. Blue eyes were clouded as tears began to stream down, creasing down her cheeks and ending at her chin where it dripped down and fell to stain the other's tank top as her teeth bit down on her bottom lip.

"Why…?"

"…" The emerald eyed woman did not answer, simply stare up at the blonde that was on top of, holding an unreadable expression. Ignoring the growing wetness of her top.

"I loved you…So why? Why did you do that?" Her voice cracked in a shrilly tone, blond bangs shadowed over those mysterious blue hues.

"WHY DID YOU CHOOSE HIM OVER ME?!"

"..."

Turning her head to the side averting her eyes from the hidden ones, breathing softly, taking deep almost unsteady breathes.

"Sakura-chan… You don't know how long I've longed for you, how much I dreamed of a future with you by my side. Ever since I was young I have always, always, always loved you. It pained me every single day seeing you with him, it felt like a piece of me was slowly dying on the inside. Every time I look up at the night sky, I would wish on any shooting star that I would see, wishing that I was a b-boy, than maybe, just maybe…You would…"

She trailed off, her clenched hands fisting harder around the slender wrists. Neither of the two spoke, welcoming the deathening silence that choked the two from their needed air.

"I-I…"

Startled, the blonde slowly looked up, this time it shocked her even more than from before. Tears weld up at the edge of Sakura's gorgeous hues. Her teeth grazed together, closign her eyes harshly the pinketter pushed the other away with unknown and hidden strength. The blond stared in a numb haze, watching as the woman was at the doorway that lead out of the kitchen Her back was to Naruto, her hand fisted around the doorknob.

"Naruto, I just c-can't accept it. I n-never wanted this to happen, I just wanted us to be…Friends like we use to, back then when we were just a couple of stupid gaki's that didn't know anything." Slowly turning the knob, the door opened with a rusty creak that was the only sound besides the soft and hushed sobs the pinkette emitted.

"But I guess we don't always get what we wish for…"

With that she left the apartment, the Sakura from back then disappeared, and the woman Naruto knew now was back again full force, no, the Sakura she knows now isn't the real Sakura she has always loved. Why hadn't she noticed…? Sakura, the woman who was always a bitch to everyone, who always despised her, she wasn't…

"God, I'm such an idiot…" Whispering quietly to herself, the blond-haired woman stood there, the memory of Sakura shedding tears still fresh in her mind.

ME: I'm back! Well sort of, I'm deciding to focus on my old stories right now!!! Oh, how much i missed this plot bunny! *cuddles plot bunny but soon gets bitten by said plot bunny* OUCH!

Tesoro: It sure didn't miss you, what with all this shitty mushy stuff in this chapter...?

Hiroki: I guess it could be because Neko-chan has been rather dperessed altely, and her hatred for Sakura has leveled down. Now, i don't even know what she's planning to what will happen to Sakura.

ME: *Ignores Tesoro and Hiroki* I wanted this to be longer but i decided to just to leave it here, was it something like a cliff hanger? I'm not sure, I've come up an interesting way to end this story, but I'm planning on making a sequel of this if all goes according to plan. Haha, Kyuubi is only mention here once in a while, but if I'm able to make a sequel Kyuubi and a whole lot of unsuspecting others will be seen! I'm going to make it more of an action story if i can. Sorry if this chapter sucked, but I've been off line for a very long time (or maybe not don't know)! Oh, and go see my friend ACD-san's stories, I helped her on a lot of the stories she even adopted one of my own!

Hiroki & Tesoro & ME: READ AND REVIEW PLEASE!!!!!