A/N: Heehee! This was hard to write. I'm not good at writing sex, and apparently, the first Lemon I wrote was TOO sexy. HAHAHAHA! How awesome is that?!

As always, thanks to araeo for being total win as my beta. She's so awesome. I wanna keep her in my pocket and feed her grapes all day.

Read on! Lemony warning! Hope you like. (figures that this is the longest chapter yet, right? *wink wink, nudge nudge*)

BPOV

Can Toi.

Devar Toi.

I think I'm gonna throw up.

I ran out of the room and into the nearest bathroom, flinging myself at the toilet, just barely making it. Edward came charging in, yelling my name, closely followed by Alice. He knelt beside me and gathered my hair into his hands as I dry-heaved. I didn't have anything in me but the nausea wracked through my body just the same. Alice came around behind me and rubbed my back slowly. I began to regain composure at their touch.

"Bella," Edward began, "what just happened?" I stood, gripping the sink for support on my way up. I grabbed the cup resting on the counter and rinsed out my mouth.

"When I was a kid," I said while walking back to Alice's room, "Re...my mother used to tell me these stories." I felt my hand creep up to my neck. Edward reached out and took it into his own and I smiled at the gesture as he rubbed small circles into my palm. "You know the stories I mean. The ones parents told to their kids when they were being bad to get them to behave?" They both nodded. "'Bella," I mimicked my mother, "if you don't go to bed when we say, the...the Can Toi will come and get you! They have long, razor sharp beaks and small glowing yellow eyes. They like the taste of...CHILDREN!' Then she'd reach out and tickle me like they were attacking and we'd always laugh...but when the lights went out, I couldn't help but imagine those things. She said they lived in and protected a place...a prison called Devar Toi. She told me that it's where they kept all the bad

people and all the bad little girls and boys that failed to do what their parents said." I took a long, deep, steadying breath. "I just saw them and the prison in Alice's head." I looked at both of them. "We were there. The three of us...and my mother."

"Well, maybe Alice heard it from Renee and just had a dream about it," Edward suggested.

"No. Alice didn't personally know my mother, Edward."

"Maybe you told her the stories when you were little and don't remember?"

Alice shook her head. "I would remember that," she whispered and shuddered.

Edward sighed. "What could it be? Do you think it has anything to do with what has been going on lately?"

I didn't really know what to say to him, but part of me was convinced that it did.

* * *

We decided that it was getting late and that my dad was going to start to worry. I hugged Alice and told her to call me if she had anymore nightmares. She smiled and nodded. I kissed Edward goodnight and giggled when Alice 'eeee'd'.

I walked back to my house feeling Edward's eyes on me the whole time while he stood outside his open door. He wanted to make sure I got in safely and I smiled to myself as I stepped through the door.

* * *

"Hey Bells. You OK? You look really tired," my dad said.

"I am," I said, kissing him on the forehead. "I think I'm going to go upstairs and lay down."

He brushed his hand across my cheek. "OK Sweetie." I began to make my way toward the stairs. "Oh, Bella! Your mom called." I froze. "She wanted to see if you were OK and she made me promise to give you a message. It was a little odd, so I wrote it down." He handed me the piece of paper with the message on it and I felt all the color drain from my face as I read it. The note said:

Bella,

The Can Toi are waiting.

His minion is here. He watches. He waits.

Do NOT go through the door.

I'll be there for you.

I love you, Honey.

Be safe.

Renee

"Any idea what it means?" my dad asked.

I nodded. "It's a game we used to play," I said distractedly. "I guess she's trying to remind me of it. Maybe it's an exercise at the clinic or something." I couldn't breathe.

"Yea, maybe. You too were always very weird with the games you used to play. You were both so secretive about them. Renee took it too seriously sometimes. She was always mumbling about roses and towers and things." My stomach turned over and I felt sick again. "Honey, are you sure you're OK? You look like you're about to pass out."

"Yea," I muttered. "I'm just really exhausted. It's been a long day. I'll see you in the morning, K Dad?"

He didn't look convinced, but said, "OK, Sweetie. Goodnight."

"Night."

On my way up to my room, I decided that it might be time to give my mother a call.

EPOV

I couldn't stay in bed any longer. The stalker took over again and I climbed down the drain pipe and headed toward Bella's house. When I got to the tree outside her window, I decided to try to get her attention before climbing up. Luckily, the window was open and she was awake. She came to the window after the first time I called her name.

"Hark!" I said.

"Yea, what light and all that," she answered with a laugh.

"Can I come up?" She appeared to think for a minute.

"OK," she said. I climbed up and stumbled into her room, hitting the floor...hard.

"Graceful," she chided.

"Bella?" We both jumped. Charlie must have heard me fall. We heard him padding up the stairs and Bella ran to the door.

"Yea, Dad?"

"Are you OK?"

"Yea. I just tripped," she called through the door. There was a pause.

"OK, Honey. Call me if you need anything."

"OK, Dad." There was another pause and then we heard him go back down the stairs. She turned to me. "Smooth, Cullen."

"You try climbing into a room from a tree that's three feet away from the window."

"Wuss." I looked at her, smiling for a moment, but as I continued to look at her face, my smile fell.

"Are you OK, Bella?"

She sighed. "No. My mom called today and left me a message." She was looking at a piece of paper in her hand.

"What does it say?" She took a deep breath and handed it to me. "Oh my God," I said while reading it.

"I'm going to call her tomorrow. I have to get to the bottom..." She couldn't finish. She began to sob quietly. I immediately wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tightly.

"Shhh. Don't cry my Sweet Bella. Shhh." She shivered in my arms and pulled away just enough to look into my eyes. She searched them for just a moment. Before I could ask what she was looking for, she crushed her lips to mine.

* * *

My heart sped up and my breathing hitched. There was more behind this kiss than the ones before. I felt her small hands hook into my waistband to pull me closer to her. My eyes flew open when they moved to undo my belt buckle.

"Bella. Bella, wait." She began fiddling with the strap. "Bella," I said, grabbing her shoulders,"Stop. I... I don't want to take advantage of you in this state. You're on emotional overload and this isn't something that I want you to regret in the morning." She turned her eyes up to mine and they were glassy with tears that were just about to fall.

"Edward, please. I need this. I need to feel like a normal teenager, if only for a moment." The tears began to fall. The pain and fear in her voice hurt my heart. "I have a feeling that tomorrow, things...everything will change...but tonight, I just want to be with you.."

I ran my thumbs over her cheeks, brushing her tears away, and smiled. "OK, Bella," I said scooping her off the floor and into my arms. "But I'm going to make you feel normal for more than a moment, little girl."

BPOV

He laid me down on my bed and lifted himself onto me slowly and gently. Resting on his forearms with his hands plunged in my hair, he began planting kisses softly around my jaw, tracing down my neck, and across my collarbone. I shivered. His tongue flicked out and dragged across my chest.

"Mmm," he hummed against me.

I reached down and grasped the hem of his shirt, pulling it up to his shoulders. He sat up and took it the rest of the way off. The throbbing between my legs intensified as I looked and him and I rubbed my thighs together. We both noticed as tiny sparks ignited the tips of my fingers. He smiled crookedly at me and I felt the electricity pulse through my eyes. I saw the reflection of the lightning in his. I reached up, placing my hand on his chest and tracing it down his stomach. I suddenly saw myself in his mind topless and I quickly obliged his vision, pulling the shirt over my head in one swift motion.

"You're beautiful," we said at the same time, laughing softly at each other. He lowered himself onto me again and took my lips with his. I parted mine to allow his tongue into my mouth. I tipped my head back and he trailed his tongue over my chin, down my throat, and between my breasts. He took a deep breath.

"You smell amazing, Bella."

"Mmm, thank you." He slid his hands over my breasts and I arched my back into his touch. "Oh!" I breathed when he pinched my nipples.

The pressure was there in my chest, and the sparks jumping from my fingers were near constant, but it felt like it was all background noise. "Oh, Edward."

He hooked his thumbs under my bra straps. "May I, Bella?"

"Mmhmm." He slid the straps off my shoulders while I reached back to get the hooks.

We stopped for a moment and looked at each other again. I reached up and undid his belt buckle. Once that was out of the way, I unbuttoned his jeans.

"Take these off. There is far too much material between us," I said, removing my own. Before he could climb back on me, I pushed him down on the bed and climbed onto his lap. I could feel him so easily now. Two very thin pieces of fabric were all that separated us.

"Oh God, Bella. I can feel how wet you are," he groaned. I rocked myself against him and he threw his head back against my pillow. "So warm," I heard him mumble.

I leaned down bringing my lips to his ear. "Do you want me?" I asked, bucking against him to punctuate my question.

"Oh God, Bella, yes."

"Well, you can't have me just yet." OK, who the hell are you and what the fuck did you do with Bella? My brain shouted. I inwardly smiled.

I slid my body down his, taking his boxers with me along the way.

"Mmm," I hummed in appreciation when I finally saw his fully naked form. I grasped him and pumped my fist down his length once. He hissed air in through his teeth. I bent and flicked my tongue across the tip of his cock and he grabbed at my pillows. "Mmm. Want me to do that again, Edward?" All he could do was nod quickly, his breathing coming in short bursts. Without warning, I plunged him into my mouth pumping my hand up and down in the same rhythm.

"O God! Oh...ungh...Bella...Bella I'm...I'm not gonna last long if...Oh God! Fuck!" I moaned on him and that sent him over the edge. "Fuck! Bella, don't stop! I'm gonna...I'm gonna come!" I felt him convulse in my mouth as hot liquid shot into my throat and I swallowed it down.

His breathing began to slow and I climbed up to lay next to him.

"I guess all that porn I watched came in handy," I laughed.

He sat up on one elbow and said, "Luckily, I've watched a good amount of porn in my lifetime too," and with that, he ripped off my panties and got on top of me.

EPOV

Sweet Mother of Fuck.

I'd never felt anything more amazing than Bella's lips around my dick. I wanted to make her feel even better. I settled myself between her legs. The smell of her arousal was so sweet and intoxicating. I flicked my tongue out and took a taste. She gasped and bucked under me.

"Fuck, Bella. You taste exquisite." I flattened my tongue against her clit and licked in excruciatingly slow circles.

"Oh my fucking God," she choked out. "Fuck, Edward." I looked up at her and she watched as I slid my tongue slowly up the length of her pussy, keeping eye contact the whole time. She threw her head back and bit back a moan. I smiled and turned my attention back to her delicious little clit.

"Mmm," I hummed against her.

"Fuck!" She bucked again.

"You taste so fucking good, Bella."

"Oh God, Edward. So good... so... good... mmm." I was hit with a sudden inspiration and dipped my middle finger deep inside of her, curling it up in a 'come here' gesture. She gasped again and I pumped my finger in and out of her while licking circles around her clit. "Ungh, don't stop...I'm...I'm gonna...fuck...yes!" She tightened around my finger and ground herself into my palm.

When her panting slowed, I climbed up her body.

"Bella, that was amazing."

"You're telling me," she breathed. I smiled down at her, tracing circles on her stomach. She got up on her elbows and leaned toward the drawer in the tiny dresser next to her bed. She fumbled around for a moment and I took that minute to appreciate how beautiful she was. Thick brown hair cascaded down her back. Her body was slender and attached to long legs. She had full breasts and...fuck, I'm hard again.

She turned back toward me holding a tiny foil square. I swear my heart stopped beating. "Bella, I...are you sure? I mean...I wasn't going to..." She placed two fingers against my lips.

"You think too much," she said. "I want this."

"Have you ever...?"

"No. Have you?"

I just shook my head. My heart went from solid non-movement to all out thrashing in my chest. She laid back on the bed and looked expectantly at the foil packet that was now in my hand. I tore the square open and looked at it. I'd seen this done once in Sex Ed, but who the fuck practiced this shit?

"Hold the tip with your fingers and then slide it down over you." Apparently, Bella did. When I cocked an eyebrow at her she rushed on, "They made us practice it on bananas in Sex Ed."

And she blushed.

She was fucking naked in front of me and she was blushing over a condom. I couldn't help smiling.

Once that was taken care of, I wasn't quite sure what to do next.

"Come here," she whispered. I lowered my lips to hers and I felt her electricity immediately. Her eyes had dimmed some but were alive with light as I slowly climbed over her. I continued kissing her and running my fingers through her hair. To be completely honest, I was nervous as fuck and I was using the kissing as a diversion.

Bella wasn't having any of that shit.

She reached between us and grasped me in her hand, pumping me once and then bringing me to her entrance. I could feel the heat from her and I almost came right there.

Baseball, baseball, baseball.

"Just...go slow, OK?" I nodded and kissed her again. She let go of me leaving just the head of my cock inside her. I tentatively moved my hips forward.

"Oh my God," I gasped. "Bella, you're so tight." I pushed in a little further. "Oh God...so wet...warm...mmm..." I was lost in the feeling of her around me and I thrust into her harder than I had intended. She hissed air in through her teeth, let out a low, sharp squeak, and her whole body tensed. I froze immediately.

"Shit, Bella, I'm sorry!" I made a move to get off of her, but she grabbed my forearms and pulled me back.

"No, no. It's OK. I just wasn't ready." She shifted underneath me. "Go ahead, Edward." I slowly slipped back into her and I could feel her tighten around me slightly. "Oh...mmm. That's it, Edward. Slowly. That feels good." I concentrated on her facial expressions to gauge whether or not my pace was good for her. Her lip was currently clamped between her teeth and I took that as a good sign.

"Mmm, you feel so good. Does it feel good, Bella?"

"Yes. I've never," she swallowed and panted, "I've never felt anything like this, Edward. Feeling you inside me...ungh...Oh God...it makes me feel whole. Oh! Yes!" Her hips thrust upward against me and I almost growled.

"Bella," I warned, "slowly."

"No, Edward...I...I need more. Please!"

"I don't want to hurt you again."

"Edward, please!" She reached down again but this time she began massaging her clit. I groaned at the sight.

"Oh for fuck's sake," I growled out and thrust into her once to see how hard she could take it.

"Again!" I happily obliged her, thrusting harder this time. "Fuck! Yes!" If she kept talking like that I was going to come, and I wanted us both to thoroughly enjoy this. "Edward, please!" she begged. "It's not enough. I need more."

"Tell me what you want, Bella." If I was going down, I was taking her with me. I moved her hand from between her legs and began drawing circles on her clit with my thumb.

"Faster, please! I need to feel you deeper."

Thank God for porn! I mentally sang. I lifted her right leg up and rested it on my shoulder. I thrust into her again and...sweet fuck that felt good.

"Fuck!" she almost screamed. "Like that! Yes! Oh God, Edward, faster! I'm so close. Are you close, Edward?" I could only nod vigorously while keeping my eyes tightly shut. I was prolonging my own climax to bring her there first, and if I looked at her right now, I was going to burst. "Oh God...so close. Edward, open your eyes. Open your eyes and come with me."

I did as she asked and looked down at one of the most beautiful sights I had ever seen. Her hair was a mess above her on the pillow and she was covered in a thin sheen of sweat. What truly caught me was her eyes. They were stunning. I'd never seen anything so magnificent in my entire life. Sharp blues and white bolted through them.

Her head shot back into the pillow and she cried out my name. As her orgasm ripped through her, I let my own take over. I shut my eyes and flashes of blue and white exploded behind my lids. "Fuck!" I choked out. I thrust into her once more. After a moment, I carefully pulled out of her and collapsed beside her on the bed. We were both sweaty, panting messes.

"That was a pretty normal teenage activity, right?" I joked. She slapped me and giggled.

"I love you," she said, laughing. It took her a moment to realize what she had said and she clamped her hand over her mouth while widening her eyes.

I stared at her for a moment. She loves me. She... she loves me!

I reached out and took her hand away from her mouth. "I love you too, Bella." She looked into my eyes and smiled. She laid her head on my chest and, within moments, we both fell into a pleasantly exhausted slumber.

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