The soft
sound of the school bell rang through the entire building,
identifying the time as the beginning of lunch break.
The squeaks
and screeches of desks and chairs shuffling followed after within
seconds, most of the class heading quickly to feed their suffering
bellies. Some students huddle around the petite one, welcoming her
back. A couple of offers for get togethers and other after school
activities were asked, but she only replied: "I'll think about
that"
Orihime popped up before heading upstairs "Sado-kun,
Ishida-kun, Kuchiki-san, Kurosaki-kun! Why don't we all go up on the
roof for lunch together today! I want to hear all about how you've
been doing, Kuchiki-an"
"-ah" came Rukia
"...Very
well" was Uryuu
"uh, alright" was Ichigo
Sado
merely nodded.
Ichigo waited for the others to head up first
before fishing out his lunch. As he pulled it out of his bad, he
turned to Rukia. His eyes were glazed with guilt. She didn't
understand.
"...Rukia" he began "I-... I though you
were... I mean, I saw you die."
"What. You're making it
sound like you don't want me here" She pouted angrily.
"No!
No. It's just... Up until now, it's what I believed. I mean I
ACTUALLY BELIEVED you were DEAD! And I just hated myself... I hated
myself for not believing in you, so much it felt like I was going to
die too. I wanted to believe you were alive so badly, I'd wake up
some nights after a dream to open the closet door, expecting you to
be hiding in there, but you weren't there... you were gone... And I
ACCEPTED that! I hate myself even now because I just can't come
around to believing your alive after all this time, forget that your
even here..."
"Ichigo..."
There was a dramatic
pause as they gazed into each other's eyes
"We better get
upstairs before the others start to think that we're ditching them to
make out" Rukia spoke up.
Her comment sent Ichigo's blood
rushing."w-w-w-WHAT!?!" he shouted at her while she headed
out to the door.
"Where'd you pick up something like that?!
Do you know what that even means?" he continued as he followed
her out the door.
They both caught a chill from the cool
breeze when they opened the door to the roof, but once they were out
and in the sun, the weather seemed more comfortable.
"There
you are!" Perked the redheaded girl "What took you two so
long?"
"uh, I had to use the washroom" Ichigo said,
using his favourite excuse.
"oh..." pause Orihime
"So,
Kuchiki-san" was Ishida's turn "we're all wondering, what
happened to you, since you're obviously not dead."
"Ishida-kun,
that wasn't very nice the way you said that." Orihime informed
him.
"It's okay" Rukia told Orihime " Even the
solders in squad 4 thought I was dead when they brought me in. It
wasn't until Unohana Taichou examined my body that it was confirmed I
was in a coma."
Everyone eyed her, it was the first they
heard of this.
"Why didn't Soul Society send someone to
inform us that you were still alive?"
"It was ordered by
Nii-sama that the status of my condition was to remain confidential
between himself and Unohana Taichou, seeing that she analyzed my
chances of survival to be 10%, 5% of that if I'd actually wake up and
only 2% of that if I could even walk."
"That bad, huh."
spoke Sado
"Ah. Nii-sama thought it would be best not to give
everyone false hopes. He was at my side the whole time and told Renji
to handle things in squad 6 until he returned."
Ichigo spat
out some of the sandwich he was chewing "Renji?! In CHARGE?!
That's the most ridiculous thing I've heard all year-oof!"
Rukia
retracted her fist from his ribs before continuing.
"For your
information, he did a fine job commanding the squad."
"None
the less, though" came Ishida's observation "From the time
since... it happened, until now is an incredibly short period for a
coma patient to wake AND make a full recovery, even with the
capabilities that Soul Society has in the medical field. Kuchiki-san,
do you realize this is a miracle?"
Rukia looked down at her
half sandwich "Practically everyone says that." She was
getting tired of hearing it.
The mood became silent as she stared
at the bite she has taken from her food.
"Sado-kun, would you
like to try some of my lunch? I'm still trying to perfect this
combination." Orihime asks as she offers a bite. He nods and
accepts the offer. His face cringes after the first
chew.
"Inoue-san,... what did you put in that sandwich?"
Worried Uryuu.
"Ah! Peanut butter and chili covered ginger
root.... But I think there's something missing"
Uryuu smiled
pitifully at his poor friend "...antacid?"
Rukia, Uryuu
and Sado chuckled at the witty remark, while Orihime looked around at
them, not getting the joke.
Ichigo merely observed Rukia silently
as she interacted with the others.
When afternoon classes were
over, Ichigo headed out the building first and waited at the entrance
gates. He waited as classmates passed by, saying "See ya
tomorrow!" "Laters" "Good luck with the
homework!" and such to each other.
It went on until Rukia
walked up to the gates. He just watched her as she walked up, not
saying a thing, not moving a foot. It was only as her back faced him
that he calls out "Yo!"
She stops at 3 feet away. Not
saying a thing.
"...need a place to stay?" He asks,
trying to keep his cool.
She turns around "... ah. ...I could
use a place to stay" she copies his 'cool' attitude.
He
notices how she tries to copy attitude, which cause a light smile to
spread on his face.
"Let's go home then."
The walk to
the clinic was a quiet one. The peace was welcomed though. It gave
them both time to think over a few things. Ichigo was thinking of the
things he said to her just before they went to lunch. It made him
more aware of her presence and was more thankful then ever to have
her by his side once more.
The sun had just set under the horizon
when they arrived. Rukia continued walking around the building as
Ichigo was about to invite her in through the front. "Honestly,
she doesn't have to go that way" he said to himself before
turning the door nob.
"I'm home!" he declares as he
walks in"
"Welcome back, Ichi-nii! Did you have a good
day at school?" Shouted his little sister from the kitchen.
"It
was overwhelming, Yuzu!" he replied merrily as he ran up the
stairs.
Was it just her, or did he sound... cheerful?
Entering
his room, he found Rukia on his bed, closing the window. When she is
done, she turns around and faces him. They make eye contact. The gaze
holds as Ichigo crosses the room to take a seat at his desk. Rukia
scooted near the edge to sit upright.
"Rukia...there's
something else. Isn't there. Something you haven't told us."
"Ah.
There is..." she pauses "Ishida and many others believe my
recovery to be a miracle."
"And you don't?" he
asks. She shakes her head. "Nii-sama... he told me that just
before I woke from the coma..." She breaks the gaze and looks at
her hands. Ichigo was at the edge of his seat, waiting for her to
continue. "...despite it was my brother at my side,... it was
YOUR name I called out." her head shot back up for their eyes to
meet again.
"My recovery is NOT a miracle,... it's because
you were here" she places her hand over her chest.
All of a
sudden, he leaps from his chair and tackles her in an embrace, her
hands stuck between the two of them.
"Ichigo?"
"This
is just an other dream" he seemed to tell himself "this
whole day has been nothing but a dream. When I wake up, ...you'll
still be gone" his voice became very sad and quiet. "...I
don't want to wake up... I hope I never wake from this dream."
He paused for a moment to take a deep breath. His weight took a tole
on their balance and they tiped over onto the bed, she beneath him.
"I'm happy here" He hugs her tighter.
"Rukia..."
he pulls away slightly, enough to look her in the eyes once more. His
face held almost no frown as his eyes became so tender. "-... I
love you" he declared in a very fascinated tone.
Her eyes
shot wide open and her face flushed ever so slightly.
"Ichigo"
she whispered, her voice like a spell. His eyes became heavy as he
slowly leaned back in to her. His lips came down over hers
tentatively and ever so softly, tasting the texture. He couldn't
believe how REAL this all felt. How warm and sweet she
tasted.
"Ichi-nii! Dinner is ready!"
He jumped 3
feet up, getting off the little shinigami. His heart leaping out with
every thump. He felt like he was just woken up by a loud siren.
"Come
down and eat with us!"
He looked back and forth between the
door and Rukia. She smiled at him with a hint of humor on the corner
of her mouth.
"...b-but-"
"Your not dreaming,
Ichigo. I'm really here." His eyes widened
"Ru-kia"
"And
I'll still be here when you get back"
"uh- right! I'll
try to bring you something when I'm done" he says as he makes
his exit.
Ichigo made sure to close the door to his room before
heading down to the kitchen. Everyone was already at the table, but
waited for him to join before they ate. He grabbed his seat and
quickly sat down,
" " Itadakimasu! " " they
all joined.
Everyone started their meal, but in almost no time,
the sisters and father slowed their eating as their attention was
brought to the brother, who was wolfing down his meal. His appetite
was like never before! He slowed down as well when he noticed they
were watching him.
"mhwat?" swallow " Do I have
something on my face?"
"What's gotten YOU so happy?"
asked Karin
"w-What?"
"You've been depressed the
past few weeks, Ichi-nii. But tonight, your happy. Out of
nowhere!"
"It's a girl!" his father
exclaimed
"DAAAAD! You ALWAYS think it's a girl! I swear,
that's all you ever think about."
"That's not...!"
Ishin's voice was drowned with the sound of an incoming
ambulance.
"Don't tell me the ER is full at the hospital
again" Ishin whined. He looked back down at his delicious food
once more.
"Okay girls, I'm going to need your help in the
clinic tonight. Go get your smocks on."
""ROGER!""
They unionized. Hopping out of their seats, the three headed out to
take care of their new patient.
Ichigo looked around to find
himself all alone with the food. He couldn't ask for a better
distraction.
He served a plate of rice and curry and placed it on
a tray with his half eaten dish
When he
got to his room, he felt relieved at the sight of Rukia. She was
kneeling on his bed, looking out his window.
Setting down the
food, he called over to her.
"Ichigo, what's going on out
there?"
He went to sit next to her before returning to his
meal.
"It happens sometimes. The hospital will send an
ambulance here when they're understaffed. My dad's just going to be
busy tonight." he explained.
"Then I'll have to wait
until tomorrow to speak with him about my return."
"Since
you won't get to see him tonight...If you like..." he hesitated
" ...you can spend the night here,... in my room."
"...I
so do miss my closet"
"Forget the stingy old
closet"
"heh?"
Ichigo placed his hand down next
to him on the made bed.
"You can sleep in my bed"
"What
about you?" She asked.
He looked away and blushed. He wasn't
comfortable with saying out loud what he wanted just then.
"...I
missed you" He discretely spoke.
To her, he wasn't clear. She
wanted a more direct answer. She placed her hand on his out stretched
one to get his attention. It did. She caught his gaze, but before she
could say anything, he asked "why did you come back?"
"Are
you under new orders?"
"... no..."
"Is
there a new threat?"
"... not that I know of"
"How
long will you be here for?"
"I... haven't planed
that."
"...Then why..."
"...For
you...that's all."
"... for me?" he whispered and
his eyes softened once again.
"It's what I want." She
assured him. "What do you want?"
His hand flipped to
hold hers. "I want to hold you"
His arm reached around
her
"I...want to... k-kiss you."
He pulled himself
closer to her.
"I want to... feel you"
His hand
stroked up her arm. His breath made her feel a little too warm.
He
stopped and bowed his head down.
"I... I'm sorry. I'm forcing
myself on you, aren't I?"
Ichigo began to edge himself off
the bed when her right hand grabbed his arm. He looked back up again.
"Then, you want me... as much as I you?" Her left hand
removed the neck bow of her uniform and dropped it on the ground.
The
significance of her action hiked his heart into overdrive.
He
finally closed the distance between them and kissed her lips heatedly
with his inexperienced ones.
"Rukia " he parted "...
your everything I ever wanted" he declared while looking through
the windows to her soul. "... I love you. More then anything in
this world,... and the next."
It was the most beautiful thing
she's ever heard him say.
"I love you, Ichigo" she
breathed, melting into his mouth.
Things were heating up in their
passionate embrace. Hands were caressing. Arms were squeezing. Moans
were escaping. Shirts were unbuttoning...
"Just a sec"
She paused, catching her breath. "Ichigo, you're what, 15, 16?
Are you sure this is what you want?"
"Yes, without a
doubt in my mind" he replied
confidently.
*****************
Time is lost as they
calm their wild heart beats. Holding each other in the
aftermath.
They looked at each other anew and smiled tenderly.
Ichigo was rubbing her cheek lightly with his thumb "Rukia...that
was spectacular." he pointed out.
"How... When did you
learn to do any of that?" she awed.
"I'm that fast a
learner" he answered.
Sleep dusted their eyes and soon
reigned their conscientiousness.
Their cold curry meal had been
long forgotten.
