Chapter 6:Nightmare
Author's Note: WARNING..This chapter contains non con, and is pretty graphic. I am through making apologies by this point but if this is something you do not want to read I suggest you wait until the next chapter to start up again. I really really really would enjoy some feedback from you, the readers. I love suggestions on how to make my story and/or writing better. So preferably I would love some constructive criticism. I will give mention in the next chapter to all who help me out ^_^
Back in that dark room, another's nightmare was in full swing. The difference was he couldn't wake from it. Closing his eyes didn't seem to help, though that's what he did in his defence as a fist once again collided with his body. Trying to protect himself in whatever way he could Edward curled up into a little ball, making himself as small as possible, golden eyes dimming with pain. Defiant but wary the boy looked up at his captor.
"Why are you doing this?" he said bitingly then cringed as the Homunculus made to hit him again, stopping an inch from his face. Ed trembled, his body already strained. He wished this would all stop…Smirking, Envy knelt down next to the cowering youth.
"You amuse me.." he said darkly. "I want to break you so I can enjoy it." Edward shuddered at the implication and struggled as Envy pried him from himself, pulling Ed into a sitting position. He gently caressed the boy's face with his hand, wiping the blood from a cut across the smooth skin. The Homunculus snarled as Edward pulled back and scooted as far away as he could from the other.
For a split moment Envy looked as though he was going to hit Edward again, and the other tried desperately to prepare himself for the impact, leaning into the wall and closing golden eyes. Suddenly, his gaze seemed to soften and he again knelt by the other. As on all those night's he had watched him, Envy drank in the sight that was Edward. As annoying and rebellious as he was, Edward was beautiful. He was so full of life and all one could hope for was just a small taste of that radiance, Envy wanted it..All of it. Again he ran a hand softly over the other's face, feeling the warmth that radiated from the others skin. The boy shuddered against his touch but had nowhere left to run, and he squeezed his eyes tightly shut. Gently, Envy shook the boy until those golden pools opened and focused on him.
"I meant it when I said I don't want to hurt you." He said huskily. "I've been watching you, I want you." He admitted, undoing the clasp that held together the black jacket Edward was wearing, dropping it to the ground.
Struck with horror, Edward couldn't process what was going on. The only thing he could do was think it was a dream, a mistake and almost laughed out loud at the sadistic twist his mind had tossed at him. There was no way Envy had just said what he did his panicked mind rationalized…Nor would he ever begin stripping him. Desperately he tried to wake up from what he thought was his subconscious's sick joke. Closing his eyes, he hoped that when he opened them he wouldn't be staring into the face of an obsessed Homunculus, but was jolted back as he was shaken roughly again. This time Envy looked a little angrier.
"I want you to look at me." He said dangerously, and the blonde's eyes widened in fear. For a few moments, Envy just breathed hard then all at once seemed to get himself back under control as he reached out to yank the other's tank top over his head. Startled Edward pulled back, and the shirt ripped with a sharp sound that made the boy flinch. Shrugging Envy threw it off to the side. "Don't think about that other man when you're with me." He said in a soft tone, running his hand teasingly over the other's chest, causing Ed to quiver whenever he made contact.
"Please stop…" Edward tried, speaking clearly, eyeing the other guardedly. His heart was racing dangerously as thin fingers worked on his belt buckle.
"You let him touch you.." Envy snarled. "Didn't he cheat on you or something? Do you really think he actually cares?" Edward's breathing hitched a moment, the anger and pain coming back at the sin's accusations. Of course he was angry at the Colonel, but the difference was he had loved him when they had been together. He didn't want this, not like this…Not with someone he didn't care about. Envy pushed the other down, and soon Ed found himself flat on his back. His mind suddenly registered that the Sin was still speaking.
"I would never do that to you Edward, you're mine and I only want you." He purred and Ed couldn't bite back the angry sob that came out as his belt followed the other clothes he had been wearing.
"No…I don't want this…Stop!" He said more strongly, pushing back Envy's hands. Envy's gaze hardened and he grabbed the boy's wrists, ignoring the gasp of pain from the other, and with his other hand he quickly rid the teen of his pants.
"You will want this..Why can't you just accept me!" Envy yelled at the other. The only reply from the teen was a sharp kick to the groin and Envy released the boy momentarily. Scrambling up Edward made a dash to the door.
Cursing loudly, Envy quickly recovered and grabbed at the boy's ankle as he ran past sending him crashing to the floor with a dull thud. Pulling the blonde back over to him, he pinned him using his own body and sighed, shaking his head.
"It's going to happen either way Edward, couldn't you have let it be sweet, like in my dreams?" Envy asked sadly kissing his forehead. "Now I'm going to have to teach you a lesson. I could have been gentle. I could have made you feel good. Now though, you're going to hurt." Edward tried one more time.
"I don't want this, don't you dare touch me.." He growled, attempting to scratch the other. All the other did was laugh the feeble attempts for freedom.
"You'll have to do better than that Edward." He drawled, the cuts Ed carved on him already healing. His hand traveled slowly down the other's chest, memorizing every inch of the boy's body. Ed shuddered, and tried to focus on anything but the disgusting sensations as the other's hands attacked his body in a way that was far worse than the physical pain from before.
"You won't get away with this….." He said softly, trying to guilt the other into stopping. "They'll find you, if you let me go now you'll save yourself a world of pain." He groaned as the Homunculus bent down and sucked on one of his exposed nipples, giving it a harsh bite as it grew hard. Envy laughed cruelly.
"If you're talking about Mustang, he won't be coming to save you. He's dead, chibi. Deal with it."
Having his worst fears confirmed, Edward started fighting viciously. "You bastard, you promised." He sobbed, kicking out at the other. His mind was reeling, his only thought about getting away now that the Homunculus had told him he had no reason to cooperate. He thrashed from side to side, and the other tightened his grip around him to keep him still.
"I promised nothing, brat." Envy hissed, and the boy dissolved into tears. For a moment Envy watched him, savouring his pain then reached a hand way down to the most private place on the teen's body, and stroked it roughly. Ed stiffened, those luminescent eyes locking onto the others. The pain held in those sunny pools excited Envy and he continued running his hands up and down along the other's shaft. Despite the unwanted attention, Ed's body betrayed him and he could feel himself responding.
"No…S-Stop it. Don't touch me!" He sobbed, helpless to prevent the green haired monster assault.
"But you seem to like it.." the sin said sensually, giving Ed's now slightly erect member a hard squeeze, making the boy bite back a moan before releasing him. Bending over him, a predatory gaze in his eyes he leaned down and kissed him. When the blonde began to gasp for air, Envy used that moment to push his tongue in forcefully beginning another round of exploration. Ed whimpered, not liking the feel of the foreign object, his lungs begging for breath. He began to see spots of black dancing behind his eyes by the time the other finally let him up for air, his lungs were working extra hard from breathing in nothing but carbon dioxide for the past eternity. Edward coughed, the rush of oxygen he had needed coming too fast.
"Go to hell.." He said through gritted teeth. Ed felt as though at that moment the only defence he had against the other's assaults were his words. He'd rather be beaten to a pulp than violated the way the other had been going about.
His mouthy reply earned him another slap and Edward tasted blood as his teeth clamped down on his tongue. Unfortunately the small rebellion did nothing to deter the Homunculus from his ultimate goal and Edward couldn't help the few tears that leaked silently from his eyes as the other continued to violate his body, forcefully extracting reactions from the boy. Just as Edward felt he couldn't take anymore and his body was going to give in and release, the sin withdrew his hand, wiping away some of the leaked fluid from the tip causing the boy to buck into his hand. Gasping he looked up at the other, hoping the worst was over.
To his dismay however he saw that Envy had stopped to remove his own clothing, taking his time and watching as Edward struggled to catch his breath.
"No…" Edward whispered. "No…Don't you dare!" He screamed at the other, pushing his exhausted body up futilely. A foot on his back cut his escape short, and with a pained cry Edward collapsed again on the cold concrete. Curling up, he shivered, knowing there was no escape. Envy laughed at the pathetic state of the most brilliant alchemist in Amestris.
"Not so tough are you? No matter what, Edward. You're still a child. So innocent…" He said in a tone that sent chills up and down the others spine and he hugged his knees to his chest, ignoring the sensations it sent against his overly sensitive groin.
"Fuck off…" he said meekly, losing all his fight. Edward was frustrated with the whole situation, it seemed like everything he tried was quickly subdued by the sin. Carefully Envy again untangled the boy, not even fazed by the resistance Edward offered. The sin noted that his struggles were getting weaker, and there wasn't much more the other's body would take. He decided to throw an ultimatum, speed up the inevitable.
"Would you rather me go after your brother?" he smirked as the other sat us as best he could, his gaze terrified. Edward shook his head desperately. 'Not Al too…' he thought to himself.
"Here's your choices then shrimp..You can either relax and take this. Or, you can continue to fight and rob me of any enjoyment I could get from this, and I'll have to go looking elsewhere for my fun." Edward shook his head, repeating negatives over and over. He didn't want the bastard going after his brother, but equally he didn't want to give in and let the Homunculus have his way. Envy waited patiently, tapping a foot. Edward cried out in frustration at the situation he found himself in and hit the floor with his automail hand, denting the metal slightly against the hard floor.
"You bastard.." he cried. "Don't hurt Al…Don't go near him." He buried his face in his arms, crying again from fear, pain and hopelessness. Envy grabbed the other's chin, lifting up Ed's face to his.
"Then you know what you have to do Hagane…" He said softly, a whisper only for the other to hear. The boy's shoulders sagged and he nodded, finally giving into the whims of his abuser.
"I'll stop fighting..." Ed replied in a deadpan voice. "But.." he added his tone regaining some of its earlier fire, "You have to promise, really promise..Not to touch Al..To leave him alone completely." His eyes held a spark of hope and Envy laughed to see it. Deciding he could at least give him that if it meant he'd have Ed all to himself the sin nodded.
"I can't vouch for the others, but I promise…As long as you cooperate, I won't touch your precious little brother." Sighing from relief, Ed relaxed surrendering himself over to his enemy mind, body and soul. 'Al's safe….He's gonna be okay.' Ed thought to distract himself as Envy positioned his body, wrapping a strong arm around the other's hips. 'He's safe….' His mind kept repeating, tears falling unnoticed from his eyes as the sin lined himself up, plunging deep into the other's body, causing Ed to yelp from the pain. Without pausing to let the younger adjust to the new sensation, Envy began pumping himself in as hard and deep as he could and Ed whimpered and cried out in time to the thrusts. No longer able to keep up his mental mantra, Ed found himself focusing on the pain that threatened to rip him in two.
"It hurts…" he muttered, hoping beyond hope that the sin would take pity on him and at least make it less uncomfortable. Instead of slowing, this seemed to excite the other more and his thrusts became even more vicious, and sobbing Ed tried to pull forward to lessen the power behind the other's assault.
"You promised chibi," was the growled response and the tears returned to the others eyes as small sobs wracked his body. The other continued to take advantage of his small body, and Edward murmured and shook between repeated sobs.
"Just hurry and get it over with.." Edward begged, his voice cracking.
Envy cackled and fully withdrew from the other, only to thrust himself in entirely second later, filling up the space inside and causing the boy to scream as the sin hit a certain bundle of nerves deep within him. Finding the feel of muscle wrapping tightly around him intoxicating, Envy continued pumping into that spot and Edward moaned, cried, tensed and thrashed, unable to control his mutinous body. Pleasure and pain ran side by side through Edward in stomach-churning spasms.
"Please…" He begged, no longer able to distinguish if he was begging for the sin to stop, or to give him more pleasure. The predatory look returned to the other's violet eyes as he released his hold on the boy, laughing as Edward fell forward. Caught in a state between ecstasy and agony grudgingly Ed found himself thrusting back to meet the other, his body unwittingly trying to find its own liberation. It was what Envy had been longing for all along and he decided to reward his reluctant lover. Wrapping his arm around the small waist he made a fist around the other's hard length, and began to jerk the boy off in time with every deep, hard and savage thrust. All at once Ed's moans became less breathy and he gasped, closing his eyes and trying to imagine that it wasn't the sin behind him, taking the last bit of innocence he had preserved in himself.
"Roy.." he muttered softly, so that the other couldn't hear and came into the sin's hand, screaming incoherently.
Envy continued thrusting mercilessly into the blonde haired boy, rubbing his semen covered hand in small circles across the other's stomach, trying to calm his trembling. The only response from the boy was to give a sharp shudder and turn his head away. A few more painful thrusts sent Envy over the edge and he gripped the other's hips, burying himself deep within the other's body, holding himself there moaning roughly as the hot rush of fluids escaped him. He jerked fervently into the now still body of the young alchemist, as wave after wave of his orgasm hit him. After a moment of sheer bliss, he pulled from the boy, who grunted painfully in response. Warmth filled his body and he smiled down at the shuddering youth, turning him once more to face him. Edward stared back at him with dull eyes, half unconscious. It was obvious he was once again hiding, trapped in memories to dull the pain he felt.
Seeing this vacancy in the other's eyes scared the sin, and he felt momentarily ashamed of the damage he had inflicted on the other. Attempting to consol the boy, Envy pulled him from the floor and up into his lap, worried at how pale the boy had gone. How much did it actually take to kill a human? Though Envy had killed many, it was still a question he hadn't quite answered. A human was swiftly killed by bullets, knives or any other weapon. What about what Envy had just done? He could see the blood dripping from the other and knew somewhere along the way he had torn soft tissue deep within. Was that enough to kill him? Worriedly he gently slapped the other's cheeks, and Ed flinched back in response.
"C'mon don't die on me.." he said nervously, draping the boy's woollen coat over him, wrapping the oversized garment tight around the other's body to try to trap in heat. Half-heartedly and not understanding Edward continued trying to push the other away, still crying, thrashing weakly.
"Leave me the fuck alone.." He finally groaned, in a voice thick with hate. "Haven't you done enough, just leave…me…alone." Envy slowly let go and watched as Edward carefully turned on his side, asking Al and his lover to forgive him. Ignoring the sin completely the boy gave his body what it so desperately needed…Sleep.