I own NONE of these characters are fictional places they are all the property of the author of the pendragon series' mind, D.J. McHale. I respect that and i Hope you do too!

I know there aren't many Pendragon fan-fic. stories even though Pendragon is WAY better than Harry Potter. So lets show them what they are missing. There will be intmate scenes and if you do not like that please do not read! But leave reviews cuz i'd LOVE to hear them! But i do adore Harry Potter too!

Forgotten Desires

ch.2 Out out of sight...out of mind?

"You get me oh, so simply.But my heart just won't let me..." -Hawk Nelson

Courtney could believe her eyes.

"Sp-Spader?" she sputtered in shock.

"Hobey-ho Courtney!" Spader said nervously.

Her heart which was just a moment ago swelling with antipation and glee, was now heavy with diappointment.

After a moment Spader made a move toward her.

"Wait!" she screamed, backing up.

"How do I know you're really Spader and not Saint Dane?" she said with narrowed eyes.The shock had wore away and left only suspision.

Spader looked even more nervous.

Courtney racked her brain for a question that only Spader would know.

"When Mark and I visited Cloral..." she paused "What color was my cloral suit and what color was Marks'?"

Spader smiled from ear to ear, Courtney at that moment couldn't help but think he was the cutest thing ever.

"I thought i was in a tum-tugger at first!" he laughed.

"Answer the question." Courtney said ,all business.

Spader cleared his throat. " I'll always remember what you were wearing. It was an average blue suit. Mark wore a blue one also. You looked absolutely stunning in yours..." he trailed off looking her up and down.Stoping at her breasts.

Courtney suddenly became aware that she was only wearing a sprots bra and soccer shorts.She folded her arms.

"okay...i believe you."

"Thank You!" Spader said hugging her.

Courtney hugged back stiffly."What are you doing here? How'd you get here? Does Wu Yenza know you're here? She's really worried."

Spader answered patiently."Kasha's acolyte found another flume in the Black Water cave.Gunny went back home but i imagine he'll be in a bit of a tum-tugger trying to explain only one hand." he said seriously.

"Why didn't didn't you go home?Why'd you come to Seond Earth? Is Saint Dane plotting here? I thought he was in Zadaa.Have you talked to Bobby? I-"

"You haven't changed a bit." Spader said pushing stray strands of Courtney's hair.

"Spader what is wrong is you? Why are you here?"

"I love you,Courtney. I miss you. I know you have feelings for Bobby but please give me a chance."

Was it just the travelers charm or was Courtney being soothed by Spader's words?She felt her self calming down but she was trying to fight it.

"You- But- I- you- we- HOw-" Courtney babbled before she gave in to Spader's chocolate eyes.Whas it just her or was he closer to her than she remembered? His hands settled at her small waist and she felt and incredible rush travel through her veins.She'd had plenty of guys hold her this way but she'd never felt this way with anyone.Spader's eyes were locked with hers. She wanted him.She knew it.It was hormones. They raced madly. she kissed him. Frantically.She wrapped her arms around his neck as his hands slowly searched her body.They began to back up against a wall ,Spader pushed into her aggresively. This is all Courtney wanted, to be wanted, pyhsically,emotionally.

to be continued...

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