Title: Blood stained love story.
Rated: T
Dedicated to: Jazz who is the most amazing writer ever! I love you Jazzie!! (p.s. she my best friend ever!!)
Summary: When you die you're supposed to be able to go to heaven, right but what if you never make it? What if you were supposed to live and someone else was supposed to die instead?? When you are a ghost and only that one person can see you. What do you do when you find out you can kill them and get your life back, but what do you do when you find out your in love with that person?
Stay. Stay here, with me. Don't leave, don't ever leave. Lay beside me as I sleep and watch over me. Tell me it's safe, even if you're lying. Let me believe everything will be okay even if everything in my life is falling to pieces. Stay with me and nothing else matters. Nothing. Leave me and nothing will make sense, nothing will matter anymore, leave me, and there is nothing left worth fighting for, but to know that I can save you, to protect you, the one and only person for whom I have ever truly loved, isn't that worth dying for?
Chapter 2 My very own ending…
Sakura P.O.V. ('point of view' if you didn't know)
The water was warm now. It wasn't hot anymore, but it wasn't cold, not yet anyways. For some people life is something that should be cherished, lived to the fullest, not wasted, and so on. And me, I think it's all a load of crap, but hey that's just me.
Sometimes life just sucks, I know that, you know that, who doesn't know that? most people go along with it, but instead of doing what everyone else does, and pretend everything is okay, wear a fake smile, to pretend, I did the opposite. I did what others did when we can't take it anymore. We show it, let people know we don't care anymore, act out, change our look, everything, and people get used to the un-natural hair colors, the black Goth clothes, and the whole dramatic make-up. We learn to shut out all the whispering and pointing, eventually people learn to shut you out, and they leave you to be with the only other few like you. I welcomed the rejection, it was exactly what I wanted.
My parents learned quickly that they couldn't control me. Ground me? There is always a window to sneak out of. Take my car? Ha! I'd like to see them try. My phone? So what. They started to ignore me just like everyone else. They learned to get over the fact that I stayed out all hours of the night and didn't get back till early morning to crash, shower, change, eat, and go back out again.
The school finally stopped calling my house every time I skipped class. The teachers still hadn't found out that all their worth less e-mails were being sent to me and not my parents. That was easy.
The one good thing in my life would be Naruto, my incredibly hot and sensitive Goth boyfriend. He is the reason I am I am still alive, the reason I continued breathing. Without him I would have killed myself a long time ago. I had planned on taking an entire bottle of sleeping pills, but Naruto called my cell just as I was about to open the bottle. We had been going out for about a week then and I was still thinking it was all a joke. But I answered the phone and listened as he told me he loved me. He told me that he cared about what happens to me and that asking me out was the best thing he had done in a long time. I asked if this was all a joke and he answered me no. I started to cry and I told him what I was just about to do. He stayed on the phone with me the entire time he drove to my house. When he got there he held me tight in his arms and let me cry.
After a while he told me there was somewhere he wanted to take me. we ended up at a small coffee shop a few miles from my house that I had never known was there. There was music playing in the back ground and a waiter behind the counter. A few people were sitting in the high stools waiting for their drinks. This became our place.
The water was now cold and giving me goose bumps up and down my legs. I turned on the hot water nozzle and watched as the tub filled even more. I could see through the door way into my room. I saw the two white envelopes on my black comforter thrown on my bed. One was marked Naruto and the other to my parents. I looked back to the water and turned it off. I saw my black converse shoes under the water in the tub on my feet and the fish net stocking running up my legs to the end of my skirt. I had on a dark red shirt and my hair hung down clinging to my wet face. I saw the reflection shining off the kitchen knife beside me and sighed. I slid farther down into the water and laid my head back. I took the knife and closed my eyes. I felt the sharp pain slip across my wrist as I closed my eyes.
This was it…
This was finally it…
It was all over…