Title: Blood stained love story.

Rated: T

Dedicated to: Anyone and Everyone

Summary: When you die you're supposed to be able to go to heaven, right but what if you never make it? What if you were supposed to live and someone else was supposed to die instead?? When you are a ghost and only that one person can see you. What do you do when you find out you can kill them and get your life back, but what do you do when you find out your in love with that person?

Stay. Stay here, with me. Don't leave, don't ever leave. Lay beside me as I sleep and watch over me. Tell me it's safe, even if you're lying. Let me believe everything will be okay even if everything in my life is falling to pieces. Stay with me and nothing else matters. Nothing. Leave me and nothing will make sense, nothing will matter anymore, leave me, and there is nothing left worth fighting for, but to know that I can save you, to protect you, the one and only person for whom I have ever truly loved, isn't that worth dying for?

Chapter 6

The world doesn't stop just because you do. The sad thing about this is, it's true. It is as plan and as simple as that. One day you will come to realize this. Whether it happens when you leave home to go off to college and you think to yourself 'oh god, how will my younger brother or sister be able to survive in a house all alone with just my parents, they will go crazy?! ', and yet, even after your gone, they still manage to run their lives and get used to not having you around. Or perhaps you are getting ready to move out of your boyfriend/girlfriends house and or apartment that you have been with and loved for the past two years. You might say to yourself, 'they will never make it on their own, not without me, they NEED you.' And yet, here you are walking in a grocery store almost four months later, and there they are, your ex and his new girlfriend wrapped tightly on his arms the way he used to hold you, and you know you were wrong when you said to yourself he'd never be happy again without me And yeah, it does hurt when you find out that even though you're not there, people still manage to get up and go to work the next day, they manage to eat dinner and go to bed every night , they don't stop sending out holiday cards just because it was something you used to do together, and the most important thing is , they are still able to go on with their lives. . It can be a sad moment in life when you realize this, and the reason for that is, all we ever want in life, is to be wanted. We want someone we know will love us no matter what happens or where you go. You want to know that you will be missed when you're not there, and you never want to doubt it for even a second. You want to be happy with your life. Basically, what it all comes down to in the end is, you want nothing more than to be LOVED.

Sakura P.O.V

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I didn't know! I didn't know! I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry! " I kept whispering it over and over in my head. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I'm sorry…I'm so sorry… so….sorry…I, sorry" I rambled on and on, everything re-playing again and again in my head.

Pain, that was the first thing I felt.

Crying, that was the first thing I could hear.

Medicine, that was the first thing I could taste.

Soap, was the first thing I could smell.

Naruto… Naruto was the first thing I could see.

When my eyes opened my eyes I saw Naruto's hair. His head was pressed against my chest and resting on me. That would explain the fresh soapy smell. Naruto's body shook as he sobbed and tears landed on my hospital gown and slowly seeped through. That would be why I heard crying. The IV was still in my arm. That would be the cause for the bitter taste of medicine in my mouth. So why was I in pain? I lazily looked down still feeling a little disconnected with my body. I saw Naruto's hands gripping my arms and shaking me, he was squeezing me hard, almost to the point where his knuckles were white instead of their natural color. So that's what was hurting me.

I lifted my hand a few inches off the hospital bed and tried wiggling my fingers but I had sort of a delayed reaction. I was slow at moving and wobbly but I managed to pick up my hand and reach Naruto to put my hand on his head and run my fingers through his soft messy hair I loved so much. Naruto lifted his head from my chest and his crystal clear blue eyes starred at me unbelieving. Tears leaked out from his eyes and mine both. Naruto lifted his hand from my arm and it hurt as I got blood flow back in my arm, his fingers made contact with my face and he touched me as if I was as delicate as a rose and as valuable as if he was holding the whole world in the palm of his hand. His finger traced along the edges of my face while his thumb wiped the tears from my eyes. I did the same to him as he did me and just as careful. Naruto's finger traced my lips and he held me there. I leaned in to Naruto and wrapped my hand around the back of his neck and pulled his head closer to mine. My forehead was pressed against his and we both leaned in closer so I could kiss him. Naruto kissed me so softly as if I was about to fall apart and even the slightest of movements would make me vanish. I kissed him again and again, each time getting more and more passionate and equally as fierce. As soon as Naruto realized I wasn't going to disappear in thin air he wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me tight. His arms went to my waist to pull me up to his lap and I helped him as I moved closer to him.

Naruto broke our kiss to pull me back and look at me again. His face was full of such pain and such misery. He was sad and glad at the same time. There was hurt in his eyes and there was love.

"I'm so sorry Naruto I-" Naruto cut me off by kissing me again.

"I love you Sakura. I always have, and I ALWAYS will." He looked hurt even as he said it.

"I know, but-"

"Shut up and listen to me sakura." he looked up at me again "Please?" he whispered.

"Yes." I mumbled.

"I have absolutely NO idea what was going through your head, or what you were thinking… or why you thought you couldn't call me if you needed me to be there for you, or… or how you could be so SELFISH to do something so stupid as to try and kill yourself."

"Naruto I wasn't -" I squeaked and then shut up again when his eyes met mine and I saw the anger in his eyes.

"You have no idea how many people would have missed you if you were actually gone, or how many people love you sakura, you can't even begin to imagine all the people you would be hurting by doing something like this! And if realizing that isn't enough to keep you from hurting yourself or, or trying to KILL yourself " he hissed out the word kill as if it was venomous "but how you could do that to ME!? I don't know exactly how much you love me sakura, but I know I love you more than ANYTHING, more than my own life right now, and you're the one thing worth living for, and I thought I would be the same for you to…"

Now it was my turn to cut him off. I threw my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me tearing out my IV in the process. He wrapped his arms around me and we just sat there whispering to each other and telling each other how much we love the other person, and holding each other.

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