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Chapter 6: Falling For You All Over
Sakura brought her hand to her head, stroking it gently in pain. She felt like she had hit it on something.
Sasuke made the connection between her current move and the rock he had observed while he was digging her up.
That's it, she must have hit hard on that rock, he thought bitterly.
He gave her a worried look and removed her hand from her head, placing his own to search her softly for any bumps or severe injuries. For a minute before he thought of it, he thought she was pretending to have amnesia so to avoid the battle or to refuse she knew Naruto's hide out. But that quickly faded away over his worry once he understood that she had hit on the rock. It made perfect sense, her head was placed on the rock's side when he found her under the snow.
Sakura gave him a questioning look, and pushed his hand away from her head.
''What are you doing?''she asked, her glare felt like she didn't recognizee him at all.
He clenched his teeth, her head seemed to be fine except for a small swelling on the back of her scalp but it didnt seem dangerous or bleeding.
''Sakura, please calm down.''he said as she tried to get up and protest against him.
He caught her wrists in his hands and gently pinned her to the ground, leaning over her and whispering in her ear.
''Now, dont do any rush moves. And dont try to run away. I will catch you.''he said as his warm breath caressed her skin.
For some reason, she felt like she had heard this voice many times before in her life.
But now she was wondering who this stranger was and what he wanted from her.
She kicked her legs in the air, trying to free herself and mumbling curses in her panic.
Sasuke held both of her hands on her chest with his one hand, while with his other he covered her mouth to silence her from the annoying protest.
Then he leaned over her ear, again, taking her cold now scent inside him.
''You hit your head hard due to a rapid snow storm and thus you have amnesia. You seem to have forgotten anything that has to do with you.''he said softly, brushing his lips against then lower part of her ear.
His touch made her lose her focus. It made her tremble…but not from fear. It was a weird trembling, she couldnt control, a tremble someone has when the person touching them means a lot to them. She tried to absorb his information, his explanation but she still didn't trust him.
She looked around her as he pointed to her the rock she had hit onto, as she sat on her knees, in mild fear.
''And why should I believe you?''she asked, frowning in doubtfulness.
''What is your name?''he asked her, smirking.
''My name…?''she felt lost, she didnt know it, she didnt know her own name? Then it flashed on her mind, the name he had called her when she opened her eyes.
''Sakura.''she said grinning.
He smirked.
''What about your surname?''he asked in a serious tone but to Sakura it felt like he was trying to mock her.
''Uhm…it is….Sakura…''she tried to complete the sentence but it felt impossible. She searched her mind intensely trying to remember a single sign to point her to her surname, but nothing would come up.
It was true, she couldn't remember.
Tears started welling up her eyes. She didn't want to admit it, not before fighting.
''Make me another question..''she said earning a surprised look by him.
''Hn. What is my name?''he asked, looking at her unsure.
''Why should I ever know your name? I just met you…''she said then she covered her mouth in shock, obviously she hadnt just met him, his voice sounded familiar, and he knew her name, he knew she had hit on the rock, he…well he asked her because she obviously knew her before she lost her memory.
He looked at her wondering what she was thinking.
''Just try to remember, what happened before this scene right here. Can you?''he asked and she gave him a depressed look.
She thought for some seconds, then she gave up as tears ran down her eyes.
''I…I can't.''she muttered, trembling from her sobs.
Sasuke couldnt help but feel a burden in his stomach. He didnt expect things to go that way. He felt lost now. And they were trapped, they couldnt go back to Konoha and he couldnt risk going over the mountain tops, where ninjas from enemy clans would be guarding the villages. Neither could he leave her alone. He didnt want to leave her alone.
She slowly raised her glare onto him as he whispered ''It's ok.'' In a rather calm tone.
''How do I know you? Were we friends or something?''she asked, looking at him in question.
Sasuke didn't expect he would ever be in this position. He felt like this was like a new beginning, an unexpected new beginning. Perhaps for both of them. But he didn't want to fill her memory with lies, it wasn't like him, he was always brutally honest, even if he was remote about his feelings. The few times he lied, he did it to people he meant bad to.
He grinned sadly, as she mentioned the word friends.
Well, if he said yes, it wouldn't be a lie, besides she had used past terms to the verb be. She said if they were, not if they are. Even if he knew inside her she meant if they still were.
''Yes.''he nodded and earned a warmer look from her.
She was confused, somehow she felt inside him that she shouldn't trust him, but yet she also felt like she had known him for years, she felt like she used to nurture things for him. Tense. She didn't know exactly.
She wanted to ask if she loved him, maybe that would explain that feeling in her. Instead, she asked a simple innocent ''Did you love me?'' that made him frown in the inside.
How could he answer such a didnt even know. He was confused.
''Why, do you remember something?''he asked, avoiding to reply.
''I …I just feel that I used to have something strong for you.''she said which made him instantly smile inside him but then he immediately let his hopes down as this could also be hatred, judging her behavior to him after the Konoha massacre.
He avoided her glare, and stood up, expanding his hand for her to help her stand up.
She took it hesitantly, looking at him, as in their touch, she felt that previous tremble again, as her skin touched his warm one.
He squished lightly her hand in his, dragging her up and then let go as he turned to face her fully.
''For the mean time, I dont wish to explain everything to you. Maybe it is temporary and your memory does come back. So it would be better if we let time show us.''he said looking at her unsure. He didnt want to tell her anything around their past actually, since it was dark and full of hatred and rejection and he just felt nice like that, without her hating on him or calling him a traitor. It felt so nice. He didnt want to spoil the moment, not just yet.
''But no…I need to know things.''she said running after him as he turned around and walked away.
She passed her arm through his left arm, clinging on him like the past Sakura fan girl used to do. This made his heart beat fast, as memories from the past flooded his mind.
He turned around to face her and he almost flinched as he found his eyes in her sad, curious ones, their faces only a few inches away.
He slowly removed her arm from his and looked her in the eyes, serious. He could feel her breath stroking him, she could feel his hot breath on her face.
It wasnt easy for him to go all just easy on her, as if nothing had happened. Moreover it wasnt in his character to be so expressive, but that was mostly after his family's murder, which had made him harden up and close to himself. He wondered how he would react if nothing of that had ever happened.
Sakura gave him a questioning look. Was he always like this? So distant.
She smiled, in all of her amnesia innocence 'her mind couldn't guess he had become her worst enemy for a certain period now.
''What were we doing up here?' she asked him.
That was a lie that he needed to say, he couldn't figure how to say the truth and get away with the pain he would cause to her sleeping memory.
''We are ninjas…We were fighting against each other, in training. And this is what caused the snow storm.' he said smirking.
The word ninja seemed to awake some nice memories inside her as a faint smile embraced her lips.
''Oh…''she nodded in her old hyper tone. Only this time, covered by the maturity of her age.
She thought he was just being in a bad mood before, so she just retook her hand in his and started walking.
Sasuke looked at her stunned, her warm skin made him drift away. It was insane. Some minutes ago they were fighting for their lives and now she was holding his hand like that, like they used to be old buddies. Or were they?
He slightly tried to drag back his hand, but she didn't seem to notice it and her grip was a tight.
''Yes…''he said giving up and following her, watching her back and as her hair floated in the agitated cold air.
''So now can we go back? Maybe if I see my old friends or family, I will remember things.''she said, which made Sasuke cough in awkardness.
''You have no family.''he thought to himself as he looked over her.
''We will have to stay here, the roads back to Konoha are blocked.''he said.
''Blocked? From what?''she asked irritating Sasuke slightly.
''The snow storm, remember? It has gathered tones of snow around, it is impossible we try to walk through or over will sing freezing.''he said as he forgot to mention the broken trees and rocks as well.
She turned around and examined the place behind her. It was indeed blocked. She sighed. Then she looked at his expression, while he was looking at her hand cold and uneasy.
She felt hurt. She didnt know why it mattered so much to her if he liked holding her or not. She slowly removed her hand, and noticed the relieved expression on his face.
She looked at him, upset with his reaction, secretly and turned her back on him.
It wasnt that he…He actually loved it when she touched him. But it felt so akward, because if she knew the truth about him, she would do anything but treat him so warmly. And after all the hating words that they have exchanged between them, he wished he could have the luxury to forget too just as she had and give in her childish flirting.
Sakura was confused. She talked without turning back to look at him.
''Have I done something bad to you in the past?''she asked him, her voice sounded hurt.
In fact he was the one who had damaged her but he stayed pensive in stoicness for some seconds.
''No, not actually. But you used to stalk me when we were kids, which made you annoying.''he said as a thought crossed his mind: But ,secretly, I liked it.
''Oh …''she muttered and she felt that phrase of his sounded familiar.
He found her annoying? Rude…
''Did I like you or something?''she asked.
An uneasy grin formed his lips.
''I think so.''he said coldly.
Even his cold tone seemed familiar about him, she thought.
''Did you like me?''she asked but she felt stupid since he had called her annoying so obviously not.
''No.'' there came his cold answer that made her heart stop for a second.
He turned around, looking at him, and he noticed her sad glare, even though she tried to hide it.
''Of course, you didnt…''she muttered looking back in front of her.
He felt a great urge to hug her. He didnt know why. And he felt so lost, so out of control, they were all alone, with her asking him about his feelings.
It was both like a dream and a nightmare to him.
He surpressed his urge, and remained calm.
She felt something in her pockets. It was her head band. She guessed it was a team symbol or took it out.
''We wear this in our foreheads.''Sasuke said watching her move, still following her.
''I see…''she said and examined it closer before putting it back on her head, tying it.
Then it hit her. A strong rush of memories, ran across her mind, making her flinch in the heat of the sweet past.
She remembered her hyper attitude, she could see a blonde haired boy, smiling at her, he had the same head band with her. And Sasuke, she could see herself sitting on a bench and he was asking her name, standing some meters away. She could see how they both were blushing.
She saw a silver haired man, with his face covered, turning around and scolding her saying something about how she was slow to move.
The orange ninja was being hyper, Sasuke was stoic and silent, and she could see herself waving at him from afar in a fan girl mode. And him…ignoring her. This hurt.
She stopped walking which caused Sasuke to bump into her.
''Humphhh…''he said moving slightly away.
''Oh my god, I think I just remembered some things.''she said and her voice sounded happy.
Sasuke froze. His heat beat in agony, wishing she hadnt remembered anything of the konoha episodes.
She turned and looked at him, tears of joy in her eyes.
''Oh I can figure out why you are like that, now!!!''she said uniting her hands.
''I think I saw old friends, I saw we were in field, you me and an orange haired boy.''she said.
Sasuke gringed at the mention of Naruto.
''What was his name?We were all kids, except for a silver haired tall guy, he seemed weird.''she said as she wouldnt pause her hyperness.
Sasuke was getting irritated by her fangirling attitude that had returned, even if he deep down liked it.
He pressed his palm against her lips, sealing her mouth in annoyance.
''The name of the orange haired boy is Naruto. The other one is your teacher, Kakashi.''he said as she felt herself blushing at his touch.
He removed his hand, wishing they didnt have to talk about her old memories now. They felt painful to him, it was a past he had left behind long ago.
Then her glare fell on his headband. It seemed different now. Not like in her memory. Not like hers. She gave him a curious look.
''Why is your head band different?''she said expanding her hand to touch his head band.
He caught her wrist in his hand, preventing her to move it any further.
''We are in different teams, now. But still fight together.''he said smirking inside him as that was weirdly true.
''Are we…?''she asked slowly removing her hand from his cold touch.
Why did he treat her so distantly? So coldly? It made her wanting to crawl in a corner and let her tears fall down. She was so confused; he didn't need him to make things worse. Why did her heart keep confusing her so much? In her recent memory flashback, it seemed like she had a huge crash on him. And it actually felt like it. But her heart was telling her there was something weird about this situation. But she tried to ignore it. Her mind could never guess the atrocities he had done.
He noticed that she turned disappointed suddenly. Somehow, he was happy he could still have that effect on her.
He walked ahead of her and started looking around for a place to spend the rest of the day.
He saw a cave around 100 meters away and nodded her to follow him. And so she did, slowly because her feet hurt.
He went inside and asked her to wait for him until he examined the internal of the cave to make sure it was safe.
He kicked the walls around; no animal seemed to live in there. It wasn't small but not big either. It would be comfy to move around though, he thought.
He could see some woods lying in the center of the cave. Half burned, seemed to have been there for a long time. This cave has been used at times by others, as well; he thought walking inside and nodded to Sakura to come into.
The cave was less cold than the outside.
Sakura entered it slowly and carefully, looking around for any threat possible.
It seemed to be ok. Sasuke didn't look at her, he proceeded into letting down all of the packs or katanas he carried and walked towards the wood logs, his vest slipping of his shoulders, revealing his handsome god-like body that made Sakura gasp in admiration.
She felt a tingling sensation between her legs, which made her blush in shame in the same time.
His naked, strong hands were now exposed along with his manlike chest. He let out such a masculine figure, that any woman would crave to taste. She guessed now how many other girls imagined themselves in his arms, touching them and caressing them, in his own masculine way. So attractive, so magnetizing. She couldnt take her eyes of him.
He did a small fire jutsu, a flame coming out of his fingers, as the woods instantly went on fire and the cave was enlighted.
Sakura didnt notice his ninja move, as her eyes all the time had been licking his skin all over his handsome body.
He caught her looking him that way, which made her blush and instantly turn her glare around the place. Now the cave seemed more friendly, with the fire lighting it to its every corner, leaving a warm nice sensation to both of them.
He secretly smirked at her previous stare. Checking him out like that, he enjoyed it.
She walked towards his place as he stood up. She picked his vest from the pavement and slipped it around on his shoulders, in a caring gesture.
He spaced out for a while, she cared about him. This made him smile in his mind.
He suddenly realized the luck of the situation. It was what he needed, what he had been praying for ever since he killed his brother. Him and Sakura, alone, coming closer.
He could turn to her to find his inner peace again, her old warmth. And she would give it to him now, unknowingly of their terrible past.
It was his ideal chance. Like everything had planned for things to end up to his advantage.
He turned and looked at her, coldly.
He grinned secretly as he noticed her hurt look again. He didnt like hurting her, but it felt nice after so much time to see her dependent again on him like that.
She tried to look at him, seriously.
''I will go out to hunt for food. We need something to eat.''he said as he walked past her, ignoring her and out of the cave.
She felt angry at him. How could he treat her like that? Arrogant jerk. Couldnt he see how his cold attitude hurt her? Did he enjoy toying with her? Ears formed on her eyes, threatening to fall. No, she held them back. She wasnt going to cry for him. It wasnt worth it. She knew from her memories, that he always used to be that way. So she shouldnt take it so seriously.
She sat around in a corner, hugging her knees.
Ok she wouldnt cry for him. But she could cry for anything else, couldnt see? She asked herself, feeling unable to find an excuse anymore to be strong.
She hid her face on her hands and let her tears roll, sobs agitating her whole tiny figure, wetting her red clothes even more.
She fell asleep. Her body alert her that she needed rest badly, both physical and emotional and that feeling that something was weird here knocked her again.
She let her eyes close and drift off, as she stayed still in her position, sleeping.
Sasuke returned after half an hour, he had caught some fish from a river nearby who miracusly wasnt frozen all above even in this period. The snow had stopped now and the weather seemed smoother.
He entered the cave, out of mood and watched Sakura being still in a corner.
Was she sleeping? He let the fish by the fire, and placed them on it, to fry.
Then he walked slowly over Sakura and looked at her.
''Sakura…I am back.''he said but he noticed partially worried as she had stayed still in his voice.
He leaned slightly over her and placed his hand on her shoulder, lifting her face to look in her eyes.
They were closed and wet lines were marking her pale cheeks.
She was sleeping. He felt his heart shrinking in the thought that she had been crying.
Had she found out the truth? No that couldnt be it. Knowing her she would probably had got up and would have tried to run away from him. To escape.
He let her head gently fall to the side, as he put off his vest and wrapped it around her gently.
He smiled as he watched at her sleeping for a while, then he turned to check on the fish.
He thought he would let her get some rest, she needed her.
Once the fish were ready and well fried, he started chewing one, swallowing and looking at the fire, in alert for any incoming storm.
Some time after, she managed to wake up and softly rubbed her eyes, looking at Sasuke with his back turned to her, sitting by the fire and eating something. It smelled like fish. She hated fish.
She looked at the tissue wrapped around her. It had kept her warm. It was his vest. She smilled at his caring gesture and slowly got up as Sasuke had turned around to check her.
''Fish is on the menu.''he said as he pointed her over to the fire.
She slowly approached and sat down about half a meter away from him, still rubbing her eyes and grabbed a fish.
She tried to chew on it but it seemed to be appalling.
She managed to get some of it down her throat. She looked at him wondering how he could eat such a thing.
He glared at her, serious.
''Eat it, you need the energy.''he muttered coldly.
''I dont know if I liked fish or not in the past, but I cant get this thing down my throat.''she muttered in a bitter tone.
He had finished of eating. She made a move to tosh the fish out of the cave but Sasuke crawled next to her and grabbed her hand, stopping her.
''What are you doing? I will keep it for later, thanks.''he said rolling his eyes as he grabbed the fish from her hand and placed it on some leaves he had gathered while he was out before.
That simple roll of the eyes, was what Sakura needed to crack up on him.
She broke down, letting her tears burn her cheeks, as she hid her face covering it with her left arm.
He was always so cold, so distant to her. She didnt know how she used to copy by that in the past, but she knew it annoyed her. It hurt her. It let her down.
Her body trembled lightly from the silent sobs.
Sasuke looked at her wondering what he had said. Then he thought back and realised she was just stunned from his indifferent attitude.
He never could guess she would mind that much. She had never showed it. Not like hed do anything to fix it, even if she did. He just thought it only pushed her back lightly, getting her back to earth. But he could never imagine she would linger over it that much. Then he thought it should be her nervousness around her memory loss. All of this was confusing her.
He crawled slightly over to her spot, muttering behind his teeth.
''Don't cry.''his tone was like it was an order.
Sakura gave him a pissed look and hid her face again under her arm, ignoring him.
He sighed inside him. Great, now he would have to comfort was she making him so soft, so weak?He wished he could ignore her sobs.
He crawled again next to her, only a few inches away from her.
She felt his sudden move and rose her face to look at him, confused.
He looked at her in the eyes, for a bit, unsure of what to do, or move himself around. He wasnt often to comfort a girl, not as emotional as Sakura at the least.
He gave her a mocking look, as he placed his arms on her shoulders and pulled her on him, in a akward hug.
Sakura flinched but couldnt prevent the confused grimace formed on her as she felt her face against his chest, his naked luring chest.
He wrapped his arms around her, pressing her soflty on him, unsure, feeling weird to be so open with her. But she lately seemed to have that effect on him. He pushed himself to relax, if he wanted those two to come closer, he had to do some moves as well.
He felt her hot tears rolling down on his chest, caressing his masculine skin as she couldnt control her body trembling. She kept sobbing and he felt weirdly happy holding her in his arms, comforting her. He was the only one who could do this. Not Naruto. He was the one holding her now, when she needed him. HE. She was his.
''Calm down now…''he whispered softly as he let his head rest over hers, holding her like she was something precious to him.
He felt her cold hands wrapping around his back, as she pressed her face harder against his chest. He shivered in her sudden touch.
''Why do I feel there should be something more, between us?''she suddenly asked in a broken voice.
She felt like her feelings used to be very strong around him, and she wondered why they had ended up just friends. The thought of him rejecting her hurt her and didnt want to accept it in her hurting mind. There should have been some other reason, she kept repeating to herself even if she kinda felt he did have pushed her away, many times in the past.
Sasuke looked at her pensive. A mean thought crossed his mind, even if he didnt mean to hurt her. But he somehow felt he wanted to make her tell him more about the way she felt about him. He felt like testing her. For his sheer amusement. He didnt know why he enjoyed this, but he was sure it wasn't because he wanted just to toy with her feelings.
''Should there be?''he asked in a teasing tone, which made Sakura's face rise up and look at him, stunned.
That was the reaction he longed for.
He grinned at her mockingly.
She glanced at him, what the hell was he doing? Trying to confuse her?
''I dont know…I am asking you.''she said in calm tone, wipping her tears away.
''Probably not…''he said watching as the hopes crashed down into her wet eyes.
He saw rage replacing her confusion as she grinded her fists against his chest weakly, which made him let out a small chuckle at her pathetic struggle to free herself from his arms.
He enjoyed that he had such power over her.
Tears started rolling down her eyes again, as she was fighting to go away, from his mean words, his cold reactions. He gave out the feeling that he had no heart. It hurt her. It fucking hurt her.
He tightened his grip around her wrists tighter, in his hands as he dragged her closer to him again, still in his lap. He slowly moved his head to the side of hers, licking softly and sensually her ear.
''Let go.''she said in a broken bitter voice.
He pulled her ever closer, their chests were grinding against each other, as his grip was too tight for her to win over.
''The fact that it shouldnt , doesnt mean that it cant exist something between me and you.''he whispered softly in her ear.
Why did he like confusing her so much?Didnt he get that this was hurting her.
She tried to calm herself down, her body still fighting weakly against his tight hold.
She could feel his bulge against her pelvic region. He was hard, hard for her.
''Please…dont do this…dont confuse me anymore.''she said as he wrapped his arms around her and pressed her on him, as she gave up on fighting. He was way too stronger for her to compete him. She just chose to give up.
''How much do you plan on keep me waiting?''he whispered frustrated as his erection was annoying the shit out of him.
She had turned him on again, whenever she seemed so helpless he didnt know why but his hormones were driving him crazy. His lust for her, dark and passionate,covered everything else,as he was imaging his tongue running all over her body, tantalizing her.
He didnt know why he was doing this to her. Normally, the sane thing to do would be to not rush things so much, this would only confuse her more, due to her amnesia, but his manly insticts were stronger than his little conscience, when she fought so weakly like that.
She tried to yell in fear, she didnt understand what he was planning to do, maybe rape her?
The thought crossed her mind painfully, but she found her body to answer his touch so eagerly that it made her feel dirty.
He put a hand on her hair, and forced her to look at him.
His face had a sinister look. He pressed his lips against her, sucking her lower bottom, as she gasped in his move, feeling a weird heat coming out of her body.
Why wasnt she trying to resist? She knew the answer. She wanted him. She wanted him desperately, whoever that Sasuke guy was.
He pulled her hair again, causing her to moan in pain as he lost no time and shoved his tongue in her mouth, ramming all around and playing with hers.
She kissed him back, she had no choice, her body didnt obey her mind anymore, and his grip on her made clear that he was in charge.
She kissed him back desperately, as she felt him smothering her with his passion. She could never tell he could be so passionate just by looking at him. His reserved and cold attitude gave out the completely opposite.
She cried in pain as he placed his other hand on her left tit and squished it tightly, playing with her nipple between his index finger and his thumb.
Their tongues were fighting against each other for domination. She was losing and she liked it.
His grip on her soft pink hair loosened as now she was kissing him willingly.
The kiss lasted long enough, as he removed his head and started licking her neck, sensually, slowly, his hot breath caressing her skin.
''Sasuke…kun, I want you…so much…''she said in guilt as tears ran down her closed eyes, enjoying his touch with her back arched from the pleasure.
He smirked. He felt his erection growing bigger at her words, her moans driving him out of control.
He rose his head on hers and whispered in her ear.
''Open your legs.''his tone cold and commanding. Dark, mysterious, absolute. He would not take a negative answer.
Her mind was screaming her to not do it. But her body couldnt obey. It couldnt. It betrayed her tragically and Sasuke witnessed her inner battle with a sexy smirk that had her licking all over the area around his lips and sucking on them in lust.
Her heart was one to mess with her in that though. She felt like it was disapproving of all of this, watching in depressed as she would give in under all of his commands.
And that made her get a grip for a while. She placed her hand against his chest and tried to push herself away, in a last desperate attempt to be more prudent.
But it didnt last long, as she felt his hand gropping on her ass tightly, so much it caused her pain and pleasure together and pushed her back harder on him. He was actually pushing in this way her heated core against his erection making her moan his name ecstatic.
She gave up fighting entirely now, as she let her face fall all over his chest licking it and sucking on his nipples. If she could describe the feeling this gave her it would be like thirst.
She felt like he was her water, she needed him, she couldnt stop touching him. She was desperately thirsty and he was all over her, eager to satisfy her need in a sinful sexiness.
He spread her legs aside, as she wrapped them around his waist. She felt him unzipping his pants.
She pulled down hers, her hands faster than her mind. She rose up and kissed him, and he placed his right hand behind her head to give in his passionate touch.
His kisses were smothering, passionate, so absolut, controlling almost. Like he needed to command every movement of her tongue, her head, her muscles, make her his, shock her, mark her, mark her for life. Mark her soul.
She felt gasping for air, as he pulled away and allowed her to breath.
His other hand now touching his shaft, he played with it for a while, as she looked down on it feeling her core screaming desperately to be entered, forcefully, without respect.
And that is what he did. She had no time to take in another breath, when she felt something hard entering her cruelly, walking over any of her rights, her protests, her moans of hesitation.
He broke her walls and she was screaming in pain but her legs would only wrap tighter around him, taking him deeper inside her, as the pleasure started climbing up on her body.
She arched her back as he took on sucking on her creamy breasts, ripping the shirt that was covering them.
In the same time, he went in and out of her, merciless, hypnotically, it was such a pleasurable pain. It could seem like rape if Sakura wasnt doing all this willingly.
He smirked in his lust, he wanted her , he wanted to make her his, he had no time or room to wait for her to comply. He was just taking what belonged to him. He was taking her innocence, her virginity away and he didnt regret any moment of it.
She had no right to say no, she had no right to walk away. She belonged to him.
Sakura leaned her head on his shoulder, as he kept on grinding in her internal walls, her eyes burning from desire , lust and heat, the pleasure was overwhelming her.
It was stranger how Sasuke was so ruthless in sex. Just like he was when he fought.
Merciless, cruel, magnetizing, sexy, powerful, controlling. And yet she liked her.
She liked how he treated her like they were in a batttle field, racing against each other. Like she was his enemy...
And he had to destroy her, show her who was the boss, show her she would obey by all means.
And thus he thrusted inside her, not giving her a moment of peace, as she was licking all over the arm that was wrapped around her, while his other hand was caressing her hair and then pulled her into a kiss.
They came both at the same time. And now she could feel her warm sinful blood flowing down her thighs and onto him, as he held her in his arms for a while, calming down slowly.
He laid back and she imitated him, lying next to his side, her legs over his.
He turned and looked at her, smirking.
''Thanks.''he said, his onyx eyes controlling her whole essence.
''Hug me.''she said as she scolded closer to him, putting her hand over his chest and lying her head on his right shoulder.
He let a kiss on her forehead, as he dragged her closer, wrapping his left arm around her, warming her with his body.
She dragged the vest next to her and covered them both, as she laid her head now on his neck, smiling didnt have time now for stupid confusions, or stupid flashbacks. This experience had shocked her, she was flying in heaven and wanted to keep it forever in her.
He was secretly smiling too. He could never have imagined Sakura would be so good in this.
He pressed her more onto him, trying to absorb her sweet scent. And Sakura could swear it felt like a loving embrace. So warm, so tight, so secure. She wanted to whisper that she loved him, but that weird feeling was again kicking in.
She ignored it. If she used to have such a crash onto him when they were younger, and felt so awkward around him, then what dark secrets could lie behind all this? Nothing, she thought in a delusional mood as she let the sleep kick in her and dozed off in his tight embrace.
He felt her breath going calmer now and closed his eyes, too. He was happy. At last, she was his. And he wasnt in the mood to think too much into it, either. For just one time in his tense life, he wanted to relax and give in his feelings, just for this one night. And then he would see what he would do from now on.
But for now, she was right into his arms, and he had every right to let his guard down for a while.
After a while, he doze off too, slowly, smiling lightly. After a long long time, he finally went to sleep without that empty feeling haunting his heart.
Yes, she was the key to his inner peace and he didn't want to let this fade.
''Sakura, thank you…''he whispered as the wind sang through the naked trees.